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Sameer Follow up Pls!! | From desertrose [Log on to view profile] | on 2008-05-10 |
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Dear Sameer
Please could you help me with follow up from my last post as I've just gone through a couple of real bad days feeling I'm going to crack up.
My last post was regarding depression and anxiety and you said Puls 200c after a week. That post was on 5th May after I had taken a 30c Pulsatilla dose. I guess I was slightly better in some areas although I over indulged in coffee (which I craved and crave in the mornings only) and ate lots of carb foods. I was awake late at night then I'd fall asleep well until morning. I felt I needed consolation and also felt slightly more in control of my temperament but wanted company.
Things have changed in the last couple of days.. I'm a week away from my cycle, I've always suffered with extremely bad PMS and I'm in the process of taking saliva testing every 3 days throughout my cycle to have a closer look.
So, last couple of days I will give you a quick outline and then please could you ask any other relevant questions as I'm really desperate to feel more balanced.. I've two children, so small and it's tiring and I need not only energy but some restored peace of mind (something I've never known for long except with alcohol and this isn't an option)
Mind
Irritable, Fastidious, aversion to husband, touchy, critical (of husband only!),my husband is helpful but I find him annoying right now and yet I want him close by so I also feel annoyed when he goes away on trips.. I shun him yet need him and it is a paradox, I can only admit I'm sorry for critical nature in the evening, I'm tense, cannot relax, anxious, fretting, worried about future (tomorrow morning into next year etc), this is up and down throughout the day, huge craving for alcohol, in evening I become less guarded and more emotional although mind racing still, I am still irritable and eat chocolate after a healthy salad, I could binge eat if left alone in evening at this time of month, biscuits etc. I have a history of bullimia (18-24 yrs old). When everyone is in bed and I am still up and awake and 'thinking' I feel condemnation about the day and character assaniation takes place, then I pray and ask God to forgive me and cleanse me and help me, I cry and find peace and finally get to bed. Only to wake jumpy, another day. This is general mindset of PMS week (starts 10 days before menses).
Extremeties
Low Back pain (lumbar)
Worse - right side
Feels heavy like lead
worse: sharp movement
better: heat application, rest - lying down
Neck pain - stiffness, rigid
worse: moving side to side
knee pain - right knee (new)
Headache.. morning 'hangover, toxic type of headache, heavy, temples, better for fresh air, drinking cold water, eating alleviate.
Any questions to further above or require more information pls do ask. Sorry for long post. I don't know if you will recall me from my other posts? Started with a post re. 'ENT infection lingering', followed up with chronic fatigue/depression post on 5th May I think.
Many thanks. Rose |
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| Re: Sameer Follow up Pls!! | From desertrose [Log on to view profile] | on 2008-05-10 |
P.S.
I still take benzodiazepine for ongoing long term anxiety disorder - especially social phobia (parties, gatherings, etc). And often palpitations first thing in morning and late night before bed (finding it hard to relax, switch head off). I'm really battling these drugs, I'm currently tapering down every so gradually as I've tried 'cold turkey' before and this put me in shock.
Also, in the evening when I admit I am sorry to my husband I do actually feel sorry, although at these times of the month I can feel spiteful and indifferent and resentful towards him during the daytime which is awful feeling. I can also sometimes (very changeable during this pms week) feel slight indifference to my kids as if I want to just run away. Feel run down and exhausted.
I think I told you before my practitioner gave me a 'combo' remedy (misuse of homeopathy I know!) of Puls/sepia 30c to be taken in water daily until relieved during this week.. it helped somewhat last month now I'm just confused what to do.
Thanks, in anticipation.. Rose | | |
| Re: Sameer Follow up Pls!! | From desertrose [Log on to view profile] | on 2008-05-10 |
Sorry I'm pasting this post into my last post so that it follows without too much confusion.
About my children.. I love them sacrifically but find it hard going (they're still babies!) and sometimes during this week before menses feel I want to run away from motherhood.. then if I do get a break away I feel guilty and feel I should be with them and that I'm a bad mother (in fact deep down I know I'm as good a mother as I possibly can be for them, under the circumstances!).
I understand you're busy with other postings here so I don't mind waiting for response!
Best wishes, Rose | | |
| Re: Sameer Follow up Pls!! | From desertrose [Log on to view profile] | on 2008-05-10 |
Sameer SO SORRY.. my mind is all over place and forgetful, I have just posted this whole string into the previous post entitled 'chronic fatigue and depression pls....'
I will follow that one.. I don't know how to delete this thread now?! I'm fairly new to this forum.
Thanks Rose. |
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