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Please help me, I am at a loss and I am tired of me!!!
I don't know where to start, but I do know I need your assistance.I don't know how much information you need. Please, if I don't supply enough or the right information, please let me know.
As long as I can remember and from what family members tell me, I was born a grouch. But as I age it seems to be worse.
After I had my first child, my hormones seem to go haywire. It was then that I was thrown into making decisions that I hadn't even considered before. Such as vaccinations. Not to mention my daughter had 'colic' for 6 months. So all of this combined with the stress of being a new mother through me for a loop. And I can honestly say I have not felt the same since.
The vaccinations really got a hold of me and I still struggle with it today. The stress of not knowing whether I can protect them (now 2 children) eats away at me.
I am not the same person I was 10 years ago. I feel as if a little bit of me is dying everyday. I use to be very, very witty. With a quick comeback for everything. I could banter with the best of them and now I feel like the words that come out my mouth make no damn sense at all. Or that I am stretching, to come up with something to say to be my 'old' witty self.
I am easily irritated and insanely angry. I feel bad for my oldest, for I fear she is bearing the brunt of my problems. I feel like I am constantly riding her and wanting to correct her every move. Knowing full well that she is only 3 years old, and that I have to allow her to be a child.
I get irritated with the normal everyday kid stuff. The why questions drive me insane, the repeative nature of her requests make me want scream. Which I do and it's usually at her.
I have no sexual libido what so ever (sorry if that was TMI).
I never finish anything that I start. I have a whole collection of scapbooking stuff, but I have yet to put one together. Don't ask me what I am afraid of...I tell myself, it's because I don't have the time, but I think it's deeper than that.
I always feel exhausted and fatigued. I also feel like the tazmanian devil, in the aspect of I always feel like I am going a 100 miles an hour, and not accopmlishing a damn thing. When I do sit down to do something, I feel like I have ADD, I can't get it done, because I have a million other things running in my head that needs my attention. Such at the laundry needs to be switched out, dinner needs to be started, dishes put away...all while I am suppose to be studying.
I use to pride myself on my multitasking skills. I was a server and a bartender in a very busy restaurant back in college and I was good, my tips reflected it.
I always feel this pressue in my sinus area. Which makes me always feel like I
have brain fog or that I can't concentrate.
I am a very defensive person. I had a really crappy childhood with my peers, so I always feel like I never really quite fit in and therefore I always felt as if they were talking about me behind my back. I carried that into my adulthood.
I am arguementative at times and always feel as if I am right and everyone else is wrong.
I had a history of being very sick. At one point, I was told my an allopathic doctor that I had SLE or what seemed to be lupus. However, a D.C. told me, he believed it to be a dormant virus. I also had Epstein-Barre and when I was sick, I would get so tired that I felt drunk or on pain meds. That's how out of it I was, from the fatigue.
Then I started supplements and got adjusted pretty regularly as well as some NET work and I haven't had an episode since July of 2003.
I don't know if homeopathy can help me.
I just want to get back to my old funny, witty, laid back self. I fear I am doing a real head job on my daughter from all my pent up frustration and anger and how easily I get irritated with her.
I am tired of always feeling rushed and frazzled. And I just want patience and serenity.
Thank you,
ECP
ecpalma93 on 2008-09-01
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
I wanted to add that, I feel like foggyhead, aka Ashley. She posted on the 29th of August. I feel similiar to her, as well.
I feel out of it and kinda like I have chekced out. I don't find joy or happiness in the things I use.
I do have a history of warts on my hands.
I feel out of it and kinda like I have chekced out. I don't find joy or happiness in the things I use.
I do have a history of warts on my hands.
ecpalma93 last decade
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Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.
1. Describe your main suffering?
2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
6. Which time of the day you are worst?
7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
15. Is there any kind of food which your body cant stand?
16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
20. What peculiar or strange sensation do you have in any part of your body at times? Do you sometimes feel as if .. in some part of the body?
21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
22. What major diseases are running in your family?
23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance.
24. (ONLY FOR FEMALES)
If you are not having normal menstrual cycles, please answer the following questions:
- Are the periods early, regular or late in general? How long do they last?
- Do you suffer from any kind of physical or mental discomfort before, during or after the periods?
- Is the flow scanty, normal or excessive?
- Is the blood thick bright red or pale watery?
- Do you notice any clots in the flow?
Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.
1. Describe your main suffering?
2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
6. Which time of the day you are worst?
7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
15. Is there any kind of food which your body cant stand?
16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
20. What peculiar or strange sensation do you have in any part of your body at times? Do you sometimes feel as if .. in some part of the body?
21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
22. What major diseases are running in your family?
23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance.
24. (ONLY FOR FEMALES)
If you are not having normal menstrual cycles, please answer the following questions:
- Are the periods early, regular or late in general? How long do they last?
- Do you suffer from any kind of physical or mental discomfort before, during or after the periods?
- Is the flow scanty, normal or excessive?
- Is the blood thick bright red or pale watery?
- Do you notice any clots in the flow?
♡ gopal18 last decade
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