Secretion of Unseen Fetid Elements

I am suffering by a secretion problem, which pollute my whole wearing cloth. But it is not any liquid materials, not any watery or gleety things like prostatic fluid. It is absolutely hidden and dry elements; which have no color, no shape, only detected by bad smell, which make the cloth fetid. I cannot exactly identify it. Is it a form of semen or prostatic fluid? Is the semen or prostatic fluid could be dry and hidden for any reason and secretly discharged? As I am totally ignorant about the classification of semen and prostatic fluid, so I cannot do any idea.

Before each prayer, I have to either bath or wash my lower part of the body and change my cloth. But I have to careful to avoid the touch of cloth with my penis, because any touch will start the secretion and I feel that I have become again impure. I also need to clearly discharge the urine before ablution for properly purified. Sometimes I can clearly discharge the last drop of urine, sometimes can not.


Other Problems:

1. Impotency. Sometimes no erection, sometimes short time erection or incomplete erection. Sometimes emission of semen without erection during coition attempt. My past suffering was premature ejaculation, which has now turned into erectal disfunction.

2. Dribbling after urination, sometimes little burning, Frequent urination.

3. Testicles tender, swollen, enlarged/hanging down, sometimes little pain, two testicles size is little different.

4. Sometimes little burning in prepuce.

5. Physically I am thin and weak.

6. Solmonency and laziness

Main Suffering: As a result of secretion of dirty elements, my half part of the body become dirty; and by the influence of dirtiness, I feel discomfort in my head. It make total surrounding environment unfavourable to me. I do not know, physical impurity is the reason of preventing God's blessing? Or, God's curse has make me impure for my sin? I think, both may be true and I am unable to break this chain. People can seeking help from God through prayer for any difficulty. But the prayer itself is out of reach for the physical impurity of anybody, then nobody is helpless and unlucky than him.


History and Reason of Secretion and Impotency:

A. Evil practices like as follows in different ages:

1. Masturbation (13-18, 21)

2. Bed humping (14-18, 20-24)
[During bed humping, I never let the semen to be out, always force it to push back]

3. Breast Massaging (25-30)

4. Sexual thought and imagination (19, 25-30)

Erection and secretion was detected at the age of 19. Before this age, generally erection was happened by mustarbating. During 19 year old, I see penis is erected by sexual imagine and desire. And I also detect some unseen dry elements make fetid my cloth. In first stage, this secretion was only happened during erection. But in later it became too worse that, always discharge this dirty elements, either erection or not. From the age of 27/28, I see that, erection through bad thinking is promote emission of semen. From the age of 30/31, erection is decreased.

B. Strategic Mistake:

1. Excessive straining after urination to remove the secreted element with the last drop of urine (from the age of 23)

2. Mishandling of condom after marriage from the age of 31 [Due to ignorance, force it to push from opposite side, which sometimes make my penis painful and sometimes promote semen discharge by the pressure of hand and tightness of condom]