Secretion & Impotency - Please Help

I am suffering by a secretion problem, which pollute my whole wearing cloth. But it is not any liquid materials, not any watery or gleety things like prostatic fluid. It is absolutely hidden and dry elements; which have no color, no shape, only detected by bad smell, which make the cloth fetid. I cannot exactly identify it. Is it a form of semen or prostatic fluid? Is the semen or prostatic fluid could be dry and hidden for any reason and secretly discharged? As I am totally ignorant about the classification of semen and prostatic fluid, so I cannot do any idea.
I think, if the elements were liquid or watery, it must to be visible. If it were airy like fart, it only could temporary bad smell, not could be stay with cloth or body. Probable it may be vapoury element like water vapour. During erection, secretion is more and I feel slight wetness in skin. So perhaps this element is a vaporized form of prostatic fluid. Or, it also may be Acrid or Sweat/Perspiration of genital organs.

These secreted materials always stay on prepuce/tip of urethra, which only can be removed with a clearly discharged full urine drop. But after it, if any more urine drop come, or if the organ touched by cloth or water drop, then it will resume the secretion and I feel that I have become again impure. Before each prayer, I have to bath or wash my lower part of the body and change my cloth along with remove the fetid elements from prepuce through urine.


Other Physical Problems:

major and Relevant Problems:

1. Impotency. Sometimes no erection, sometimes short time erection or incomplete erection. Sometimes emission of semen without erection during coition attempt. Never could be able to 100% full erection even for a single minute, most of the time have to do my duty with half erected organ. Sometimes feel jerk and pain in the vein of penis during coition and I feel that, more jerk/pressure could be cut/pull/rag the vein. My past suffering was premature ejaculation, which has now turned into erectal disfunction.

2. Dribbling after urination. Sometimes little burning, specially when force to discharge the urine drops. Frequent urination, unable to hold urine against urging.

3. Sometimes little burning in prepuce.

4. Sometimes pain/burning in urethra, specially when urinate without full pressure or urging, or when excessive straining after urine for discharge the drops, or when urinating in erected condition, or during interrupted discharge when flows and stops again, or during constipation, or when the quantity of urine is small and color is yellow/straw, or when pressure of both urine and stool come together but have to voiding only urine without stool because of time or place.

5. Testicles tender, swollen, enlarged/hanging down, sometimes little pain, two testicles size is little different.

6. Physically I am thin and weak.

7. Solmonency and laziness

8. Worm; sometimes itching in anus, sometimes left corner of anus is swollen/high and burning/pain like cutted scar which may be occured because of scratching by finger; sometimes stool is not clear, specially when affected by the worm.

9. Itching in and around groin. It was borned from groin and now it has spreaded to some area of hip and scrotum.

10. Hb in blood is insufficient.

Minor and Irrelevant Problems:
1. Pain in right and left side of the waist both front and back during pressure and rubbing and also during move the waist for raise anything, which has created by excessive pressure/rubbing for washing at the age of 26/27. I do not know if the kedney or appendix were affected or not.
2. Sometimes little pain in heart.
3. I had a typical habit of massaging the throat from the age of 15/16, which has damaged the normal structure of the throat, make it loose, perhaps splitted and disperse the parts/organs of the throat.
4. Stone and Bleeding from teeth.
5. Falling of hair from head.
6. When I walking, my waist look like snake.
7. Excessive sensation and response about smell. Any bad smell automatically and immediately gather fluid in my mouth and I have to frequently discharge fluid from mouth. It may be one reason for weakness of my physical health.
8. Pain/itching/tickle at the corner of nail of the old finger of leg. It may be like a putrefaction for wetness by water or by grime/muck.
9. My eye was sensitive about dusts. Either any presense of real dust or not, often feeling like dust enter my eye. I have to frequently wash my eye. It may be occur for dryness of eye. But now I have improved and it is not any mentionable problem for me.
10. Sometimes 1-2 old hair found in my head. It is not any problem for me, I only mention it as a probable symptom.
11. I had atsma at childhood and teenage, but now I am completely cured.
12. Allergy in dust.

Main Suffering: As a result of secretion of dirty elements, my half part of the body become dirty; and by the influence of dirtiness, I feel discomfort in my head and brain. It make total surrounding environment unfavourable to me. I do not know, physical impurity is the reason of preventing God's blessing? Or, God's curse has make me impure for my sin? I think, both may be true and I am unable to break this chain. People can seeking help from God through prayer for any difficulty. But if the prayer itself is unreachable for the physical impurity of anybody, then nobody is helpless and unlucky than him.

Mental Problem: Involuntary negative thought, baseless bad thinking and unreasonable bad idea about God for unhappened imaginary incidents. (i.e., if anybody really lost something, it is natural and obvious for him to angry with God. But if the bad thinking in advance come in the mind without happening any unexpected incident, only based on imaginary future incident, it is absolutely abnormal and nothing but a mental disease. But this mental disease come from physical suffering, which make me disgusted and impatient.

History and Reason of Secretion and Impotency:

A. Evil practices like as follows in different ages:

1. Masturbation (13-18, 21)

2. Bed humping (14-18, 20-24)
[During bed humping, I never let the semen to be out, always force it to push back]

3. Breast Massaging (25-30)

4. Sexual thought and imagination (19, 25-30)

Erection and secretion was detected at the age of 19. Before this age, generally erection was happened by mustarbating. During 19 year old, I see penis is erected by sexual imagine and desire. And I also detect some unseen dry elements make fetid my cloth. In first stage, this secretion was only happened during erection. But in later it became too worse that, always discharge this dirty elements, either erection or not. From the age of 27/28, I see that, erection through bad thinking is promote emission of semen. From the age of 30/31, erection going to decreased and the premature ejaculation turned into erectal disfunction.

B. Strategic Mistake, which promote shrinkage:

1. Excessive straining after urination to remove the secreted element with the last drop of urine (from the age of 23). Sometimes the whole penis became painful, small and torpid/rucked/loosed after a failed forceful attempt.

2. Mishandling of condom after marriage from the age of 31 [Due to ignorance, force it to push from opposite side, which sometimes make my penis painful and sometimes promote semen discharge by the pressure of hand and tightness of condom]

3. Shaving the genital hair by razer and blade from wrong direction.

4. Forceful attempt to erect the penis, which result emission instead of erection.


Diagnosis History:
1. At the age of 19, pus was found in urine in a pathological test. During push the urine in test tube, penis was erected by the touch of test tube.

2. At the age of 31, no infection found in urine by pathological test.

3. Minor heart problem was found by ECG at the age of 31.

Medicine Taken: I took Lycopodium, Acid Phos, Conium and Caladium (All in 6 Power). I see some good results about erection from Lycopodium and Conium. I do not know if it is the matter of remedy selection or potency selection.