25 yrs old man with chronic sinus & depression problem.plz help.

1)I am highly depressed with episodes of anger & irritation.

2)Irritated on any topic even on simple joke.

3)Make prestige issue of simple talks.

4)Maximum irritated in crowd, market & public places.

5)Negative approach towards life & I do things without thinking about the consequences.

6)When I am angry my mind doesn't work at all , I don't know in that situation what I am doing with my beloved one's like my wife becomes the victim of my anger & I become very vulgar when I am angry & I give her maximum torch er & I go outside then drink alcohol a lot & after 4 to 5hrs I realize my fault then i use to come back home, however my wife is very good, she loves me a lot & never argues with me. When i am angry if she dies also at that point of time i don't care at all.

7)I have flexible bent of mind.

8)When anyone use to give me advise or counsel me I use to get bored & irritated, although I am very well aware that advises given to me are right & fruit full for me but I always do opposite of what is advised to me.

9)I get irritated & angry even on a joke.

10)I never want to listen about my drawbacks, I feel very proud of my past life before marriage when i use to have alcohol & use to have sex with different prostitutes.

11)I become mad when anyone counsel me.

12)I don't want to face tension in my life.I want a hassle free life.I cannot tolerate tension.I use to adopt short-cut methods for success in life. I don't want to do hard work & don't want to stand in a queue, because when i use to work hard my appetite dies.

13) I like blood & dead bodies.

14) What ever is directed me to do I always do just opposite of that.

15) I am very lean person & my appetite is also not so good & I look like a malnutrition ed person, what ever I eat I don't know where it goes?

16) Before marriage I use to go gym & I have taken some body building steroids also.

17) When i become depressed & angry every right aspect of life becomes wrong for me & every wrong aspect of life becomes right for me.

18)After marriage I left smoking,tobacco,alcohol, but when my friends use to offer me I lack confidence to say 'NO' to them, which my wife want me to do. I always try myself too to say 'NO' but fail to do so. My friend circle is very bad, I want to keep a distance from them but when they come I am unable to deny them.

Please doctor help me for my depression & anger problem & what ever I eat is never well absorbed by my body, I am very lean & look like a malnutrition ed person.

I HAVE SINUS PROBLEM FOR THE LAST 1 0YEARS & I SUFFER FROM VERY BAD HEADACHE OVER THE EYES & SNEEZING ALL THE TIME & WATERY DISCHARGE FROM NOSE THE ENTIRE TIME.I FEEL VERY PATHETIC OF THIS SITUATION.