Low self esteem/procrastination/pain in heel

Sex : male
Age: 36
Height: 5 feet 9 inches
Weight: 190 pounds



I had a troubled childhood, where I had a low self esteem and was quite shy. I always used to think that no one liked me. I never used to have a good concentration in my class, however I used to study at my home as my father used to teach me. I did quite well in my class till middle school, however about 5 years were very bad for me as I just went down in my grades. Thereafter I started improving and went to a professional school. I had a Master's degree, worked for about 5 years and cam back to school to pursue a Ph.D.. My problem is that I am unable concentrate on my task for a long time and just keep procrastinating till the last minute. In evenings I don't prefer to go out and just stay at home. I am always comfortable to talk to my subordinates, however I am unable to talk to my superiors. Usually I don't like to do any household tasks also. Sometimes I feel difficulty to recalls proper nouns. Many times in a discussion I do have an answer and don't talk or I am unable to recall the correct answer and it comes back to me after a while.
I have been prescribed Sulphur 1M, which has given my slight improvement. For last 9 years I have a pain in my left heel, which gets worse if I stand for a long time. Homoeopathic treatmnt was taken. I used to get aggrevations but no improvement. I feel uneasy to stand for longer times. My eyesight is week (myopia) and I get some blackish floaters in my view. I like studying about occult, alternate healings, yoga, meditation, etc and listen lots of relaxing music. I don't like winters as the cloudiness makes me feel low, though I don't feel that I go into dpression. I always have slightly raised pimples on my back and scalp. I also have dendruff.
MENTAL/EMOTIONAL
I worry about my studies or research work but don't devote fully. My house/ desk/room/study/bathroom are always moderately dirty? I occasionally get some inspiration to clean up the clutter. I guess I don't feel much bad about it.
12. I feel like crying if I watch some emotional movie or if a tragic news on TV such as people dying in some tragdies. I also feel like crying if I hear about somebody's ordeal or great actions of children etc.When I am upset, I listen some music or relegious hymns. Physical excerise always make me very confident and reduce my anxiety. I don't gat angry very easily. Usually the things which make me angry are small family issues. zi always have a low level of anxiety.
I am afraid of lizards and dying in a flood of water. Most difficlt circumstances in my life was getting bad in my studies during high school. I dealt with it by working harder.
Greatest joys in my life were getting admission in professional school, followed by admissions in another good institutes for higher studies and also passing the speciality boar exams of my profession and getting a couple of awards. My childhood was bit messy. I always felt lack of money. Was afraid of my father as he was very dominating and used to spank me. Other people's behaviour usually does not bother me as I am quite forgiving and even if I don't like something in somebody, I just neglect that bad quality. The most problem in my relationship comes from the relatively less communication I make with my wife and take her for granted. I don't have any recurring dreams, but I sometimes see dreams related to relgious places. To feel happy I will need a good paying job. I am a PH.D. student with board certification in my area and as soon as I'm done in next two years, I am confident that I will get a highly paid job. I have less numbers of friends but they think me as a very sympathetic person, who could be helpful for those. I avoid attending phones from my friends. I don't know why. So many times I don't return calls. I would like to be more social and more onfident to communicate with my superiors.
I feel sleepy if I go without a meal and feel slight headache sometimes after meals. I do like eating sweet and fatty things, but keep control on my diet so that I don't gain weight (I am already overweight)My sleep used to be 5 to 6 hours till recenly as I was not getting time from my professional obligations, however for last few months I have started sleeping for 7 to 8 hours and I don't feel like getting up in the morning and keep snoozing the alarm. During sleep I snore and occasionally I get sleep apnea. I sleep on my back. I took Sluphur 1M for sleep apnea, an I am not getting that problem now a days. I get sore throat as soon as I drink orange juice. During childhood I had chicken pox, malaria and typhoid. I don't have recation to any drugs or vaccines.
At 9 years of age I had a wart on my right leg and some homoeopathic treatment cured that. Similarly at 22 years of age I devloped corns in the soles of my both feet and the problm was solved by homoeopathic treatmnt.
I get a watery nasal discharge if I walk for some time in cold weather, which gets normal aftersometime when I return to warm place.

Maternal grandfather had hypertension and herat problem, matrnal grandmother had diabetes. Paternal grand father has hypertension and was iagnosed with gall stones. Paternal grandmother had parkinson's disease. Father has hypertension an is a dibetic. Mother has hypothyroidism. Both parents and me have some weight gaining tendencies. I also have mild hypertension.
My sexual energy is moderate but since we are very busy in studies and for last 4 months I have a chance to visit my family only once a week the frequency of sex is once and rarely twice a week.
I feel good if somebody consoles me.

My main problem is to waste time and procrastination and shyness from superiors.


I will deeply appreciate some homoeopathic advice regarding my problem and if you want answer to some more qustions, please lt me know.