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Anacardium started feeling suppressive
Unfortunately it is feeling suppressive now in the evening. I went out again. Improvement is here with my moves and not feeling the restriction, tension but it is feeling suppressvie.Means I wont redose on it for sure. And what will I do now. What next remedy.
I hope you will give me a suggestion.
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I was watching TV earlier at home just ready to watch my favourite TV-show, but my father came downstairs. And I felt uncomfortable and had felt the need to leave the room. In such case my mother asking where I am going, why I am leaving just makes it more uncomfortable.
I feel like I am in danger of being asked to look for a job or uni if I watch TV and that would be really bad. But also I feel uncomfortable around my father often
vitamin.X on 2011-10-20
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Also I was watching a tv show. Where young teens went to the doctor to have a problem fixed. Like once there was a teen with some vaginal problems. And she coped or dealt with all this very good. And I myself know that in her situation I would have a problem to deal with this.
Watching such things makes me worried as I know I could not deal with it. I guess my wish is to become mature. But I cant. I could not have a doctor check out my genitals and be acting mature. It would be uncomfortable as hell.
having a girlfriend
wedding day
graduation days
starting to drink alcohol in front of my parents
etc are lifes difficult moments
Right now it doesnt feel like supression anymore for some reason.
I am feeling tired. Over emotional and wanting to brake free from the self imposed prison or chains but the issue is coming up again of acting. I can feel the intensity strong when I am alone. When I interact with someone or just post on here it goes and I become like an idiot, a child again and this attention seeking, superficiality comes up. I cannot feel my strong emotions and talk, interact. I am very childlike in this regard and hate it.
I cannot dance or sing for the same reasons as having a girlfriend (if I ever will get over my issues that is) or presenting my girlfriend to my parents would be uncomfortable.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 09:52:50 BST]
Watching such things makes me worried as I know I could not deal with it. I guess my wish is to become mature. But I cant. I could not have a doctor check out my genitals and be acting mature. It would be uncomfortable as hell.
having a girlfriend
wedding day
graduation days
starting to drink alcohol in front of my parents
etc are lifes difficult moments
Right now it doesnt feel like supression anymore for some reason.
I am feeling tired. Over emotional and wanting to brake free from the self imposed prison or chains but the issue is coming up again of acting. I can feel the intensity strong when I am alone. When I interact with someone or just post on here it goes and I become like an idiot, a child again and this attention seeking, superficiality comes up. I cannot feel my strong emotions and talk, interact. I am very childlike in this regard and hate it.
I cannot dance or sing for the same reasons as having a girlfriend (if I ever will get over my issues that is) or presenting my girlfriend to my parents would be uncomfortable.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 09:52:50 BST]
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