10Ms are good

Your daily moods are not a good indication of how a remedy is working. This is called placebo (or talking yourself into feeling ok). Counselling techniques use this. Positive thinking is another word for it.

You do this with most remedies you take, you have a good day and declare yourself cured, then you have a bad day and take a new remedy.

You have the same issues, exactly the same, even using the same words.

Real cure, for complex mental health problems like yours, would actually involve a week or two of suffering, where the issues are more intense. You should feel worse for awhile, probably much worse considering how careless you are with your dosing.

Because your ONLY benchmark appears to be 'feeling good' you are unable to judge the true effectiveness of any remedy you take. The moment your day goes wrong you will be thinking about a new remedy.

And so the worsening starts, as your mental health begins to deteriorate.

I have warned you that if you continue what you are doing, you will likely end up in an institution. Is that what you want?

Every remedy you take may push you closer to a mental break, and then you will lose any control over your life. Who knows which one it will be, you are getting closer and closer to that crisis. It could be the next one, it could be another five remedies away. Your foolishness is going to have such severe consequences.

Stop. Now. Before you lose everything. Take no remedies, leave homoeopathy alone. Once you have come back to normal (if you do) then seek out a qualified (and strong-willed) homoeopath to supervise your case. This must be done face-to-face because you are impossible to treat any other way.

You can make all the excuses you want. But if you don't then there is likely to be only one place you will end up - in care with no say over your own treatment, on psychatric drugs, and you will lose years of your life, if not the rest of it.

I can't believe that this is the choice you would actually prefer to make. Are you really that stubborn?
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Sat, 12 Nov 2011 00:28:34 GMT]

Seems you are that stubborn, and stupid on top of it.

I can only think that you are actually trying to publically harm yourself now as a way of getting attention.

Well at least if they do put you into care you won't get any more homoeopathy. Perhaps one small blessing in a horrible situation.

You can go to someone else. You are just being foolish.

If you cannot stop yourself, the mental break will stop you, when your family or the authorities are forced to step in. Once you lose the ability to make decisions for yourself then one way or another you will stop the homoeopathy - the real shame is that what they may make you do, could make things even worse.

However, being forced to seek counselling or psychiatric care might actually be precisely what you need. That being the case, in a round-about way, this terrible misuse of our medicines might actually put you where you need to be.

Perhaps even in this, there is a purpose.

Every person has to make those decisions for themselves. Even though I cannot understand it, it is your life to ruin or fix as you will.

Then you have made your choice. You have chosen to ruin your health instead of fix it. I hope that when the time comes, the consequences are not so damaging they can never be reversed.

I told you that all you will ever get from me now is warnings to stop. Did it take you this long to believe me?

What you clearly don't like is the idea that you would haver to actually do something to get well. Much easier to sit anonymously on an internet forum making a lot of noise about getting well - but just staying where it is comfortable for you.

It will get taken out of your hands eventually - either because you mentally deteriorate or because you develop some kind of physical pathology which will require medical care. You are wasting the time you have, but it is your time to waste.