dr. nawaz please help a mother...... _{Page 30 of 43}

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are u doing ?
I was in so low mood the whole day today. Didn't wanna talk to anybody.
My head is burning too. Feeling like why I don't have a good life ? Why I always have struggling time (since childhood)? When will I have someone with me whom I can trust and can say he is my own. I don't have anybody besides my daughter who is only mine. She is too small to understand what I am going through and what I want. When will I have someone who can share my sorrows and says I will be there for u on your hard time as well as your good time. I really miss someone's care and affection. I have always missed that right person who could hold my hands and say 'I am there for you'.

I have been struggling since my childhood. Suffering and tolerating all the negative things around me. But I had a tiny hope that I would find a gentleman who would help me forget my bitter past. But unfortunately I could not find my gentleman even after marriage....that was a very sad thing for me.
I am sorry dr Nawaz, I am crying.
I couldn't share this to anybody here so I am writing it to you. I know nothing is under anyone's control, I need to be strong. I will.
Please help me regarding my down mood. My head is heavy.
P.s. Recently I had Ignatia 200 as per your suggestion.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you ?
I could not sleep properly last night as my head was burning and heavy. It's still the same. I am still too much sad and depressed. Feel like nothing is good. On the top, I came to know my parents are still fighting with each other and my dad is depressed and is feeling lonely. I am always fearful about hearing any bad or sad news from back home. I am trying to fight with my loneliness here and everybody is adding up my tensions. This time pulsatilla is not helping me. Please help. I am really depressed.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you ?
I was feeling so well after having Nux Vomica as per your advice. I was happy, fresh and was feeling fearless.
Yesterday was my marriage anniversary and I was wishing my husband so happily, but he hurt me again saying so unpleasant words. I didn't care how far he was from me, I was trying my best to make everything normal. I tried not to choose any other person in his place but it seems he doesn't care about all those things. He is not understanding my sentiments and my daughter's desires either. He is not doing anything back home, meaning not earning anything. If I go back the life would not be as easy as here for both me and my daughter. Everybody here is telling me that I have to move on and look for another person for our betterment. But I don't know why, I wanna wait for him. It may be because I can't stay being lonely for a single minute, it suffocates me and makes me restless or may be I love him a lot and I don't wanna lose him. Or it may be my guilty feeling that I might hurt him once, because Of not communicating with him for about 20-25 days. I didn't know he would punish me forever like this. I was mad at him that time because he was the one who ruined my status here then. I am his wife and ' roothna manana' is a part of husband wife's relationship, isn't so ? Why did he go back like that ? I accept there is my fault too in some way but How can a father not think about his daughter before taking such step ? He is always like that, doesn't think about consequence of his steps or behaviors. He procrastinates a lot. Everybody says that he does not deserve me but still I have feelings for him. I respect my marriage. No matter what, I am still trying to make things up. I am still trying to be normal to him though he hurt me. People (from his side)were waiting to see how long his marriage would last
from the time of our marriage, because he was known for not good behaviors. But he was not very bad to me. I was not happy only for his childish nature, bahanebazi and not being farsightedness. Otherwise, I was okay with him, I didn't care what people said. Now I am always fearful thinking about his another attack.
I know I still can't leave him. But am I doing good, I ask myself all the time. I am sad My head is heavy and kind of burning since last night after having conversation with him. I am still reacting normal to him

Dr Nawaz please help me. I could not sleep the whole night. My husband stopped talking to me again. I am feeling so insecured. I am fearful that he will leave me again. He is torturing me and I am not able to take it. I was begging him not to do this to me again and he is not listening. I am so restless and suffocated. Ignatia didn't help me this time. My head is burning. Please help. I am getting punishment for loving him. He is torturing me saying that it's all my fault.
Please help. Please..

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you ?
Just wanted to share that I have been chosen as the best employee of the month in our department. I am so glad despite of too many tensions going on in my head. I am still trying to be patient and brave. Thank you for your support always.

Thank you Dr Nawaz for your wishes.
I was doing good so far after the doses of Nux Vomica. I was not feeling any emotional pain frequently caused by my husband. I was kind of emotionally strong regarding partner issue. I just pray this wont come back again.
But since yesterday i am in low mood. My child was very sad because she misses me a lot. I only get chance to sit with her in the early morning for 1 hour. She goes to school at 7am and comes back at 4. I go to work at 2pm and come back at11pm. So i have to hand over her to her aunt for that long hours. She was crying so badly she said she misses me terribly so i dont go to work. I could not see her crying like that. I cannot see her sad face at any cost. I was feeling so helpless and restless. I feel so sorry for my child.
I am depressed and i am not talking to anybody at home which is kind of weired. My heart cries when i see my child lonely. She is so mature than her age, so understanding. But still she is so little to bear that pain.
My head is heavy. I am kind of mad at almost everybody. I dont know what should i do. I wanna do work from 9-5 so that i can give my child some of my time, but i am not finding any.
Everything is so overwhelming. I wanna go away from this home too. The environment is suffocating too. Too much restrictions to my child.
Please help.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I just wanna share something with you. There is a boy who is so younger than me, keeps on telling me that he loves me a lot. He is just 23. I tried to avoid him so many times, but he keeps on saying that he loves me a lot and he does not want anything in return. He is a nice guy. Nowadays i also feel something for him. I know nothing is possible between us. But still he cares for me a lot and i do too. I dont know, why i am so unfortunate regarding a man's love? Now, this guy loves me and i can do nothing for him. I am afraid of being physically attracted towards him. I am controlling myself. I am still trying to escape from him but i feel something for him. I don't want any bad thing happen. I really dont know........he is too young for me. Ohh god, why didnt u send me a compatible one ???

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I was depressed the whole day today. I was running away from the person and he was running away too. We both know that nothing is possible between us. Before it is too late, It is wise to wake up and move on thinking that it is mere an infatuation.
Please help me come out of this depression. I know i need somebody but i can't jump into impossibility. I will try my best to concentrate on other things. Please help.

Hello doctor Nawaz,
Please help me.
I had 3 doses of Calc phos 200 as per your suggestion. I am feeling 20-30% okay. But i am feeling so stressed out, even with a little work or responsibility. I am feeling so overwhelmed with stress. I am dizzy and my head is as heavy as metal ball. I always panic feeling that time is running out or not enough to accomplish any task. I am managing so many things in life which i feel is too much. I am mentally tired.
Also i had a vehicle accident on june 21st. I have to go to therapist everyday for massage. I am not able to manage time. I am feeling so burdened with everything.
Please help me. I really need your help.

Dr Nawaz please help me.
I am too much stressed out too much dizzy, my head is burning. Every single thing seems too much for me. I am too much burdened.
This is hampering my work too. I am suffocated, shaky and irritated all the time. Calc Carb 200 helped me only about 20-30 %.
Please suggest me something asap.
Thanking you.

Thank you doctor,
I will wait as per your suggestion. I will try my best. Today also i was not in a condition to work, i was like iwas having a breakdown. But i was waiting patiently. I was little better after few hours.

Just to let you know, i had the first dose of the remedy (calc carb 200)on 8th, second on 9th and third on 10th. Today is 15th and my head is too heavy and my nerves are jittery. I have too many things in my mind. So i am dizzy too. Specially i am worried about my daughter, she is complaining that her aunt is being mean to her always. She says, her aunt always yells at her and she does not give her what she wants to eat. She controls her a lot. I am paying them a lot of money so that my child can get whatever she wants to eat. But this is not happening. I do not want her suffer from anything. I do not want her pshycology be down at any cost. But i am keeping myself quiet because i do not have any options. My child misses me a lot.
Whenever my sis in law complains about my child, i feel so bad, i do not get angry with my child because she did some mistakes but i pour my frustration on my child just because i hate while my sis in law complains. My child is just 5 years old why dont people realize that thing ?
Whenever i find my daughter is suffering, i feel so angry with my husband's foolishness. This is too much and he is not reacting on how much we are suffering here.

Thank you for the remedy suggestion , doctor.
I will try my best to control my emotions without taking Staph.
Thank you always for your great help.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Please help me. I am not able to bear and control this dizziness. I could hardly work yesterday. I was not able to move my head. I was so dizzy. My performance was low yesterday.
Every little thing seems too much for me. I feel so overwhelmed. Daily chores have become too much burden for me.
Its not about my daughter's matter or somebody saying something to me or her. Its about everyday's routine.
My head is so heavy and so burning. I feel too much pressure inside head. My nerves were never this sensitive before. I am suffocated, irritated i am yelling at my daughter for no apparent reason. Small task seems too big for me and i am always in hurry. I feel that i dont have enough time to perform any task. Everything seems unmanageable. I dont know what's happening this time. I am depressed too. My head is like, somebody is squeezing it from two side. This is happening continuously.

Please doctor Nawaz help me come out of this stressed out feeling. i am feeling too much overwhelmed.
I tried my best to have patience, but i am sorry i could not have it anymore.

I really need your help. Please help me.

P.s. I did not take staph as i could control those emotions afterwards.
[message edited by dr Nawaz please on Sat, 19 Jul 2014 17:19:43 BST]