burn out with a variety of symptoms

Hello everybody,
as Simone717 gave me the advice I'll follow it and post my entire case. Maybe somebody will take care of it.

1. ID
Connie Droemer-Delfs, German, teacher, single educating mothter

2. Age
49

3. Sex
Female

4. Single/Married
with new partner

5. weight
60 kg

6. Height ….
1,69m
7. country
Germany

8. climate
continental

9. List of your complaints
Started with nervous breakdown some years ago when divorce procedure began. Symptoms now are various: low blood pressure, occasional stomach problems (Roemheld syndrome), 2 yrs of sleeplessness (better now) and nightmares, herpes zoster around the neck (when stress is too much), complete breakdown Christmas 2011, since then diagnosed bppv, tmj dysfunction.

10. Since how long are you suffering from each complaint
stomach problems: 2 yrs
sleeplessness: 2 yrs
extreme low blood pressure: 8 months
vertigo: 8 months
ear problems: 8 months

11. Diabetic or non-Diabetic
non-Diabetic

12. Desire sweets/sour/salt
not so much sweets, only before period, like very salty food and smoked fish/meat

13. Thirst
can't drink water, sometimes thirsty, but plain water makes me feel sick! love wine and beer

14. Tongue and Taste
tongue feels rough and often bitter taste in mouth

15. Current BP (without medicine and with medicine)
without medicine: 60:90
with (homeopathic) medicine a bit higher, not a lot

16. What exactly is happening?
When I get those vertigo attacks (diagnosis: tmj dysfunction affects the ears and causes this symptoms) I can hardly walk straight, I have tendency to turn to the right side, as all problems seem worse on the RIGHT SIDE. I feel like drunk without having drunken any alcohol. Sometimes my ears (esp rt) hurt and itch and burn inside.

17. How do you feel?
Sometimes I would like to leave everything behind me, take my kids and run away to start somewhere new.

18. How does this affect you?
I pretend to be ok, make the best of it, try to be optimistic. But when I am alone (which I appreciate a lot) I feel rather desperate and want to cry. I sometimes feel I would like to give up carrying such a heavy load, but I have children and I am responsible for them.

19. How does it feel like?
It feels like in a prison, like having locked myself up.

20. What comes to your mind?
I would like to live in peace and happiness, do a job that fulfills me and give my children the best education that I can.

21. One situation that had a
big effect on you?
My ex-husband forced me to do things I didn't want to on a sexual basis. I guess he blackmailed and abused me. Otherwise he would have left me/us.

22. How did that feel like?
Panic, fear, loss of control, humiliated, anger (hatred is a word I wouldn't use)

23. What sensation do you experience in that situation?
Helplessness - fainted in one or two situations

24. What are you showing by that gesture of your hand (Habits or Actions)?
that I am a good person an worth being loved and cared for

25. Current and previous remedies/medicines you are taking or took in the past?
a lot of homeopathic remedies were tried. At the moment I discovered an approach for curing stress with Ignatia/Staphisagria/Acidum phos, all in C200 (German potency).

26. Family Background
I have one younger brother, lived with my parents and my grandparents in a house. I was very unhappy and wanted to run away at a very early age. My grandfather abused my aunt and tried to abuse my mum. He probably abused me. I am not sure. My grandma was a very religious person and I was very afraid of God.

27. Educational Qualifications of the patient
Studied Languages, travelled a lot through Europe. Love my job as a teacher, love to work with young people.

28. Nature of work, what do you do for living?
Teaching languages.

29. Desires, likes and dislikes for food
I can't drink water, I am not thirsty at all. I love beer and wine. I love salted and smoked food, I don't really like sweets.

30. Name of foods which increase your problem
I guess alcohol does. Some things give me flatulence. I can't eat certain nuts, apples and carrots.

31. Mind-behavior, anger, irritability, hurry, impatient…and so on..
I feel that I have to catch up with things, that I have too much to do, that I can't handle things. I am very patient with my children an pupils. I hate it when I feel oppressed.

How are you different from other persons, public speaking or not , you can describe all of the details about your behavior, love and affections.
When I do things, I try to do them right. I have tendency to please everybody, to see the good in everyone. I don't easily refuse things and it's hard for me to say 'no'. I am a very romantic and affectionate person and I am very empathetic. And also, I am easily hurt.

32. Aggravation (increases-time, season,)& Amelioration (Decreases)
I have no or very little complaints when I am on a holiday by the seaside or in a place that I love.

33. Attached here your photographs of the affected area. (if required/optional)

34. Location of the disease
Stomach, ear, neck, bowels

35. Side of the problem (Right or Left), (Upper or Lower part of body)
right side, shoulder

36. Color of the secretions/discharges e.g urine, stool, sputum, Saliva etc.
none

For Females Only
37. When is the period during the month approx date? Any monthly cycle issues? Regular, early, late, before problems, after problems, pain, any other discharges?
regular, copious, usually very bright red, but this time very dark for the first time in yrs

38. Are you pregnant? If yes, please give pregnancy start date? Any current issues?
NO. (sometimes I wish I was, but 49 is definitely too old. I have 2 girls and I would have had 2 more children who were not born)