Sir Rishimba & Kadwa - please consider the case!

These questions are designed to get the following information from the patient
My condition this time is not able to work mentally and physically that’s why I have taken too much time of various months to fill up this questionnaire – it’s all boring and weary for me to type and explain so thoroughly and precisely. The event, in which I hopelessly and extraordinary worried and tensed with a doctors’ words, faded all my mental strengths to use proper words or to speak with a good sense of humor or to think properly. Later BELLADONNA-PHOSPHORUS event (I’ve expressed it) faded all of rest of the strengths. I’ve used coffee or sometimes have a masturbation to be active again mentally to find words and bodily to type or fill up this form and to explain everything before you to regain my strengths and health. There may be grammatical omissions or errors, few things may be missed or randomly expressed due to lack of interest and ambition! I still have great aversion to rearrange my typed sentences. So I request if you find difficulty to understand any sentence, I can try my best to answer it again. I’m sorry for inconvenience!
Please suggest a complete treatment plan for me, it’s a great kindness of you.

1. Mental State of the patient

Very suspicious and great apprehension about the things which are related to the events of the past - A Magic & Remedy Interaction events. Feeling that the things which I use have a magic influence over them, so if I wear my old clothes or use something that I wore or used that time in magic I’m afraid and worried that I will be in the influence again – an apprehension. The BELLADONNA-PHOSPHORUS Interaction event - I wash my hands again & again if I ever touch a remedy bottle, I think I will get that remedy’s effect even just touching the cap and if I unconsciously taste it – an apprehension again.
Cannot solve simple mathematical problems.
Sense of blockage and headache when exertion to think or to use proper words.
Forgetfulness.
Mentally tired, wearisome.
Tiredness with hoarseness of voice when speaking.
Great aversion to work.
Switching state. Without completing one task, tries another and keeps it incomplete too.

2. Physical Ailments

Left sided hernia above the penis base.
Trembling of limbs even on a slight exercise or any load exertion.
Great weakness of limbs and muscles with restlessness and an aversion to any kind of mental and physical work with cutting pain in upper abdomen (above belly button, below the ribs).
Great crave for rest & lying still at home all the day.
Even least exertion leads to palpitation with tiredness of body and muscles.
I feel relaxation in the body right after the ejaculation of the semen for some hours then condition becomes worse with weakness of limbs, dryness & roughness of skin.

3. The likely cause for above problems

There are few events in my life to be discussed here:
The likely cause of the current symptoms are the events which I’ve explained down here. The very recent cause is BELLADONAA-PHOSPHORUS event.

The first event:
Stumbled up in masturbation in early age from 2000 to 2006 by a neighboring boy. He was indulged in this act. He insisted me to do the same. I frequently did it. There was sufficient loss of semen. But I completely gave up the habit when Iin 2006 by suppressing my bad emotions and desires. Then I never did it afterwards.
I never felt any bad symptom sexually just a premature ejaculation and some symptoms like flushing face, nervousness, lassitude and forgetfulness.

The second event:
Before matriculation in 2006, I used to stand first or second in my school among all the sections.
Two of my class mates planned for a magic on me. They did it. So when I would think of study or open any book for study, I would have a severe palpitations and aversion to read anymore, so I would give up the book. I can express the feelings which I had experienced – that were so severe and wearisome.
I overcome the influence of that magic with the treatment of Quranic verses guided by a scholar. Now, I’m all right from the evil effects of that thing – I felt independence instantly after coming out of the influence of magic. This is true which I am telling you.

The third event:
After matriculation from high school in 2007, I aimed high. I used to plan & conclude things with new ideas on my own. I used to make paintings & calligraphy. I planned to join Air Force as my profession. There was a good college in the city. It was entirely free for me to do intermediate in Science on the bases of my previous score. I stayed at hostel. There I faced some curricular & extra-curricular problems staying there at hostel. Eventually I disliked hostel life. I became mentally upset there. Gradually, I started gas troubles and my digestion became a very weak. I used to walk long ways for hours after breakfast. Those days, I started to feel trembling in limbs with palpitation and weakness. Today I can see the trembling on rotating the wrist while closing the fist. I can feel trembling is in upper & lower limbs internally since that time with digestive problems, contraction, shortening and weakness of muscles and less muscle mass. Digestion is worse.

The fourth event:
I started an allopathic treatment with anti-depressants in 2008 for obsessions, compulsions and anxiety disorders which was developed after that college event. These medicines showed great relief but as long as I continued them to take. They reduced my fight with emotions and anxiety disorders and let me do my studies. I used to stop the treatment when I started to feel relief so I timely used the medication. During this medicines-gap-medicines, I visited another doctor in 2011 and described all of my sufferings, he made me greatly feared and scared me about my health & uttered words of hopelessness and falsehood and demanded a great amount of money for the treatment course. I was in such a mental state that these words made my mental state worst & I linked it with my routine life. I very much tried to get rid of them but they didn’t. This created a great mental & physical disturbance which faded away all of my happiness, my sense of humor, my joy, my artistic abilities, my creativity, my thinking and my own way of doing things. It created palpitations, anxiety, restlessness, apprehension, tiredness, lassitude all over the body and aversion to mental as well as physical work. I used to go to grounds & parks to play with my friends to overcome this severe anxiety & to come back to my life again but I failed to do so. I took a dose of Aconite Nep. 200 & some of my anxiety and palpitations started to relieve gradually. These became periodical attacks of great anxiety, restlessness and palpitations. At every attack I used to take a dose of Aconite and started to feel better. So, now there is no anxiety or palpitations linked to this event but my mental state has greatly disturbed. I couldn’t think and concentrate clearly as well as an aversion to work. Now, a constant state of blockage, pain and heaviness in the head especially when concentrating and trying to speak or write or type something. I cannot find the correct word. All of my mental creativity, activity & capability have disturbed. This was the year 2011.

The fifth event:
in 2012, I studied a pre prescribed case about OCD. The physician had advised to someone there on abcHomeopathy Forum as follows:

“You have to start with BELLADONNA 1M one dose every week for 3 weeks.
After a gap of two weeks, please take PHOSPHORUS 1M one dose per week for 3 weeks.
If you feel any difference in these 2 months, you have to continue the same with a higher potency, that is 10M and the gap would be 2 weeks between each dose.
I hope, within 6 months, you will be cured of all your mental troubles.”

I took the case in general and started the course as prescribed. When I completed the BELLADONNA 1M 3 weeks and 2 weeks of gap, I was much better and felt the relief of mental as well as my physical symptoms related to obsessions and compulsions which were acute (current) and flushing face, nervousness and weakness which were chronic (since the time of sexual excess). I felt the real sense of well being and proper cure after these few doses. My anxiety and corresponding problems were cured but a little trembling remained so I continued the course with BELLADONNA CM 1st dose. I had no idea how powerful the frequency of remedy is. The day I took BELLADONNA CM, the same day after just few hours I took a dose of PHOSPHORUS 1M. The collapse and derangement of the newly stable and recovered health was just started within hours. This conflict of two remedies was so severe that I felt a severe gradual decay in each and every part of the body and its system. This was very much severe! My body and mind turned into a severe painful condition I’m just bearing. This is my latest case which comprises all of my current symptoms. It deranged every system of the working body. This collapse and its derangement with changing the symptoms lasted for 2.5 years. Initially after the collapse, I could do some mental or physical activity but now, after 3 years I’m in a situation of entire inactivity of the brain and body that is due to gradual decay, cutting & feverish pains in the body with great weakness and lassitude, so cannot do any kind of work and want to lie still with much feverish pain and boredom in the whole body limbs, but lying still also do not comfort me. All of this derangement after the collapse increased but after 2 or 2.5 years of this painful time, I’ve some constant symptoms that I’m describing here for your kind consideration for choosing a right medicinal plan to come back again to a healthy state.

4. The modalities like whether the patient feels well or worse in hot weather, cold weather etc., he is relieved by / worsenened by hot applications, cold applications etc.

In both, winter and summer, cold or hot, I feel worse. Masturbation sometimes relieves the symptoms but it increases the weakness and produces dryness afterwards.

Patient ID:
Sex: Male
Age: 24 years

Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.

1. Describe your main suffering?

Aversion to work. Lack of interest in anything curricular or extracurricular activities, mental, physical, routine and simple tasks. Aversion to type a text or to keep in touch with a friend in any means. No ambition to do or perform something. Aversion to read, write,to mental or physical work, to play or any kind of task even writing it to you. Cannot solve simple mathematical problems or to remember them. Forgetfulness. I had much power in hands. Now, no sufficient power in hands, arms and their muscles to type something or to carry a load with, or to hold something as well as in lower limbs. Shortening & softening of muscles with uneasiness, cutting and weary pains with severe lassitude in limbs just like a severe fever. Shortening of neck, shoulders, wrists and arm muscles with trembling on movement.
Pull and uneasiness on neck and shoulders due to muscle contraction and weakness of neck. Aversion to use the legs for a walk or arms for a work. Want to stay still at home, but this also doesn’t reduce the pain and weakness. Emptiness, hollowness, weakness, trembling that is felt on movement and pain over the upper and lower limbs. Pain starts from lower back, lumber region, and spread across the back of all lower limbs with great uneasiness and weakness in knee and feet joints.
Infected parts are head, with headache in occiput and in the middle of head, neck, shoulders, weakness in wrists, weakness in chest, pain in upper abdomen, lumbar region, back of thighs, back of knee joint, in calves, and feet.
Shoulders uneasiness, trembling on movement, weakness, loosen, softening, contraction and shortening of muscles is clearly felt in the dress.
Muscles on buttocks (gluteal muscles) have become so flaccid and thin that I feel my bone and pain when sitting on any hard surface.
All the body muscles have become so thin and flaccid that I feel bones and flesh both separate especially on buttock muscles and a pain along wrist bone. A dryness, weakness and trembling on movement of the limbs all over the body.
Very fetid and offensive flatulence and stool is very marked symptom.
Twitching all over the body, especially in facial muscles, lower lips and left eyelid.
Restless sleep, frequently awaking at night with indigestion. Violent sleep at day and early in the evening.

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?

Initially there was cutting pain in bones. Now contraction and shortening of muscles too. Weak muscles and varicose veins. Sudden needle like excitation heat in body only in winter’s sun while carrying a load or exertion. Left sided hernia above the penis base with bloated abdomen. Diplopia, especially on seeing a light in the night such as seeing a moon, sees the double. And all those which has been explained earlier.
3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
Fear of sharing own picture with public in any media due to fear of evil such as sharing own picture in FaceBook or WhatsApp.
Nervousness, fear of magic, fear of evil, fear of work, fear of stage, fear of performing in public all are worsened when thinking of them , anticipation, all associated with physical suffering, contraction or shortening of muscles with tiredness, weariness, bloated, varicose veins. Cutting pain in upper abdomen above belly button with palpitation and weakness in chest and a very much fetid flatulence and stool. Gurgling in abdomen. Thinking that everything which I eat, wear or touch will have magical effects on me (acute problem). All this makes me anxious and apprehensive.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?

Gone sensation, tired limbs, and weary muscles.
Don’t want to go anywhere or to meet people.
There is cutting pain in upper abdomen below the ribs and much fetid flatulence with sudden loss of memory, stammering, trembling and difficulty uttering words when talking.
Great aversion to work, careless about anything most important i.e., dates, events, friends and relatives.
Difficulty concentrating, remembering or recalling something
Exertion on mind to find correct, lucid and funny word (fun is my natural ability)
Difficulty demonstrating/explaining anything to an individual or to group of people.
Symptoms are worst at evening like heaviness and tiredness on eyelids as well as over the whole body and joints leads me to sleep early at evening.
Eventually there comes no idea what to do.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?

I connect the overall symptoms picture with all those 5 events of my life but especially with the latest one; DELLADONNA-PHOSPHORUS event.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?

Constantly all the day and night but especially at evening, symptoms are worst!
It starts feel worse with the headache in the middle and back of the head on waking, heaviness over eyelids and a great restlessness and heaviness all over the body that leads me to sleep early at evening.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?

Indigestion as well as lassitude and pain in the limbs caused restless and incomplete sleep at night in early days of BELLADONNA-PHOSPHORUS interaction. Now restless sleep at night followed by headache and restlessness in the limbs in the morning lasts all the day aggravates symptoms. Heaviness and pain in the lower and upper extremities especially in feet is severe right after I awake. Trapping of flatus and constipation make it feel worse. Likewise masturbation aggravates symptoms.
Cutting pain in upper abdomen pain makes it worse.

8. Do you think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?

Change of a place i.e., going to somewhere for recreation somewhat matters for good mood but doesn’t produce any amelioration. Change of position (sitting or standing) also doesn’t make feel any difference.
Masturbation makes feel good of the pain and heaviness in the body and mind for a day or more, afterwards it feels more weakness and dryness all over the body.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?

I feel worse in dry cold winter but constant heat of summer also aggravates symptoms or doesn’t make me feel good too.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable, Changeable,

Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
I don’t hesitate before anyone in healthy state of mind and body. I’d seen it when I was good. Otherwise mood is religious, changeable, agreeable, nervous, suspicious, irritating and lazy.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?

Tightness in the skin with less heat in the body in a thunderstorm and after it.
Thunderstorm somewhat effects but in winters it aggravates symptoms.

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?

No, basically I don’t tell others about my problems and worries. I try to solve them out on my own. If someone knows about my worries and he consoles me then I also don’t feel.

- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?

Yes I’m somewhat sensitive.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless?

I make gestures in front of mirror some times.
I eat my nose with finger in isolation. :P

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?

After this collapse, I can take care of nothing! Neither of my studies, nor of my career. Neither of my family nor of my relatives. I forget things, important dates, events, my friends, my relatives. I don’t remember them they complain it. I don’t know what to do with things which I’m just missing.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?

Fear of sharing own picture with public in any media due to fear of evil.
Nervousness, fear of magic, fear of evil, fear of work, fear of stage, fear of performing in public all are worsened when thinking of them too, anticipation with tiredness, weariness, bloated, varicose veins. Cutting pain in upper abdomen above belly button with palpitation and weakness in chest and very fetid flatulence and stool.
No, I've dreamt no situation repeatedly.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?

I crave sweets, sweet items. Also salted food but not too much sweet or salty food (moderate).
I’m averse to nothing usually, can eat every eatable happily.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?

Thirst is normal. Sometimes very less.

14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?

Sometimes less, otherwise normal.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?

Perhaps not. I eat everything slowly due to weariness – occiput and jaw muscles pain starts when I chew, sometimes I fetch back my bite to the mouth from throat to chew it again.

16. is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?

Sweat is normal. It sweats more on head. But in armpits and genitals with a putrid and fetid smell.

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?

When it is predicted to appear in public, on stage, in front of class (group of people), there’s sudden rumbling of flatus and urging to stool with violent palpitations and trembling in limbs. This eventually forces to escape from the spot.
Abdomen is bloated and there’s constipation in general.
Left sided hernia above the penis base.
Stool neither watery nor soft.

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?

Restless. Frequently awakes at night. Headache especially in the mid of the head or in occiput, weakness and trembling of limbs in the day after restless, short and incomplete sleep at night. Violent sleep in the day and at evening with heavy eyelids, sense of weight over the eyes and tiredness of mind with forgetfulness and hoarseness of voice. Sensation of weight over eyes. Skin and eyes dry. Twitching in different parts of body, i.e. eyelids, lips, in facial muscles, shoulders, abdomen, thighs and calves is very marked.
No particular posture of sleeping.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?

No, I can’t. There is sexual passion, great sexual desire. Ejaculation too soon or premature, even just rubbing the penis without attaining the erection. Frequently masturbate due to pain and heaviness in the body. Freshness after when the semen is released. The masturbation relieves the heaviness and pain in the limbs and the head & produces a sense of freshness for a short time of a day with dryness all over the body. Then there is a great weakness with the pain in lower back (lumbar) and lower extremities afterwards. Penis and testes flaccid with no joy, sour, offensive smelling on scrotum sometimes with itch.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?

I've a different character, an artistic mind, a creative thinking in my healthy state.
I’m fond of flying, by profession I wanted to join air force. I can imitate someone. I’m a good artist and calligrapher in my healthy state.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?

First of all I couldn’t go to a homeopath or any other doctor with these symptoms.
I tried some remedies according to new symptoms, but the health state was constantly being changed.
perhaps my prescription was wrong with carefully selected remedies; but I used them in 30th or 200th potency with at least a week’s gap.
These are my observations after using the certain remedies.
The great collapse of health after BELLADONNA-PHOSPHORUS interaction.
After this time span.
I feel I’m sensitive to remedies.
Higher potencies of certain remedies can damage the rest of the health.
I’ve also a lesson from higher potencies – I never want to play with them again, but in a safer way!
The lower potencies work best, i.e., 30 then 200
Every remedy and each potency, after administering, shows an action upon the body that can be felt instantly after taking it. This action lasts for 2 to 3 days in case of 30th potency, after it repeating the same remedy in the same potency may spoil the case.
The action lasts for 1 day to 4 days to one week probably in case of 200th potency.
Upon repeatedly finding the remedy that best matches the symptoms in abcHomeopathy Remedy Finder, the result that’s found is SULPHUR at every attempt.
SULPHUR 200 a weekly dose acts in its way but doesn't cure very marked symptoms and eventually doesn't show the required result or sense of well being.
Other remedies that have shown their positive effects are:
The following and some other remedies, on repeating, no longer work probably after 3 or 4 days or even waiting a week.
Following are remedies I tried in 30th potency and their short-term cure:
STAPHYSAGRIA: cured the sunken and pulled eyes and facial tension. Made the face looking fresh. Also cured pain in lower extremities and produced a sense of humor again. This cure was short. Relapsed.
Agaricus: Some of the brain tiredness was gone. Relapsed.
IGNATIA: Cured my sense of humor, my funny mood again. Cured mental ability to think and write or type with good speed with less mental exertion. This cure was also short. Relapsed.
GRAPHITES: cured some muscle contraction and shortening. Relapsed.
SEPIA: cured some of the muscle problem. Relapsed.
CALC. CARB: cured the headache and pain after SULPHUR 200. Then relapsed.
Etc., etc.
This cure lasted for 2 or 3 days for each in 30th potency.

I started treatment of anxiety and obsessions-compulsions in 2008 with antidepressants for anxiety disorder with which I felt relief but as long as I continued to take:
Prolexa, Neolexa (Escitalopram)
Hapicit (Citalopram)
Piride (Levosulpiride)
Serlin (Sertraline HCL)
Naze (Clonazepam)
Romega (Omega-3)

22. What major diseases are running in your family?

Hypertension or High Blood Pressure in grandma, mother and few of their sisters.

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance

Age: 24 years
Color: white
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 65 kgs
Body figure:
Tall and smart in healthy state. Red lips and various parts of body are red such as nose, palms and feet etc. But a tired look (current), muscles flaccid, lassitude, weakness. Pull in the eyes, facial muscles, neck and shoulder muscles. Yet the face looks fresh sometimes. Trembling can be seen on rotating the neck but just upon movement of the neck, otherwise not. Bloated veins of hands and feet. Pain in the back side lower back (Lumbar region), thighs and knees avoid standing & walking. Tottering gait.
Extremely dry, tight, thin, unhealthy and rough skin. Overall dryness in the body, dry rough hair sometimes clammy, sunken and yellowish eyes and dry face, no luster. Aversion to stand on the weight of my own due to pain in lower limbs. These much boring and tearing pains in the body especially in lower limbs avoid any task, routine activity, mental and physical work.

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