Mental Tension / Cramping - What do I have?

Hi,

I am a 24 year old male from Sydney, Australia, currently positively diagnosed with Lyme Disease (borella + bartonella)

2 years ago I took LSD which caused me to have a 12 hour long panick attack and end up in hospital with severe cramping in my chest which led me to beleive I was having a heart attack (this was not the case).

I woke up the next day in the hospital and i still had these cramps in my chest. The doctor said I would be fine by the following day, so I went to sleep (at home) woke up and the cramps were gone, but when I thought about my chest and the cramping they would instantly come back and cramp up again. This problem has been with me ever since for 2 years.

Basically anytime I thought about my chest which became a compulsion and a 24/7 OCD type obsession it would cramp up to the point I would be in excruciating pain, but if my mind was taken off the thought, so if I was asleep or in a very fast paced activity or a conversation that could get my mind off it, for 5 minutes the cramps would disappear until i realised and thought about it again.

For 1 year I dealt with these cramps and slowly realised it was a mental condition.

One day I thought of my throat and basically the cramping then moved to my throat instead of my chest, so I couldn't swallow properly and was constantly in pain. After 2 months, I focused on my sternum so now i had extreme trouble digesting any type of food, and evantually the cramping then moved back to my chest which after another 6 months I learnt to live with and deal with and still live a normal happy life but still in pain everyday.

3 months ago, I was watching television and then my mind thought of cramping my eyes. This has been the worst out of any of the last places on my body my mind has fixated to. My eyes are so sensitive I can barely look at the sun without experiencing some pain, my eyesight has gone 50% worse, and due to the tension in my eyes and around the top of my head now, I am losing my hair as the tension around this area is where my hairline is so i've gone from a full head of thick hair to now an EXTREME rapid receding hairline and almost all the hair on my head dying and falling out every day.

This eye cramping is the worst and changed my quality of life from 80% to 10%. If I could move the compulsion back to my chest I would be insanely happy, or if i could cure this mental issue I don't know how to explain what my life would be like.

I just want to know if this condition is related to the lyme or whether taking the LSD was the culprit as I never had any mental issues before the LSD.

Ive been googling for 2 years trying to see what this problem would be diagnosed as? Whether its OCD or some type of mental issue. If anybody knows the name of what you think this is or a homeopathic remedy you think might work this would extremely appreciated.

Thanks