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Very much unhappy and angry inside

Hello, I am a 33 year old female with a 2 year old daughter. Married. I am feeling very much unhappy, sad, pent up anger. I feel sad as I can't speak up when someone says something and I can't answer back to reprimand them, they say stuff, laugh it off and carry on with their lives but I carry it on my heart day in day out. And feel like crying. I feel sad and can't do my normal household work. I have a 2 year old daughter. She doesn't harass me, just a normal happy child, but since am sad and frustrated sometimes my anger goes on her. I feel guilty about it, when I can't reprimand outsiders and get frustrated and take it out on my daughter. I don't want to, I control it as much as I can. I don't want to be hurt easily by others, I want to answer back, I don't want to carry negative emotions with me. I want to be like I don't give a damn what others say or do. I am very much insecure, no confidence, fat. My husband is no support to me emotionally. 3 incidents have hurt me and it keeps on coming back to me. Once my husband, me with my daughter in my arms were standing near the lift, and another couple came, the lady is my friend, my husband is very healthy and has a six pack. So d topic drifted to fitness, my husband started telling or rather boasting that he takes d stairs and eats healthy and all. But the lady's husband asked me when will u start taking the stairs? It hurt me as to y he is telling me? And y did my husband did not defend me? But the lady replied to her husband how can she climb d stairs with her baby. And said don't do it. But it always haunts me that y didn't I answer him back and mostly why didn't my husband say anything? Why doesn't he defend me? 😢😢😢
The second incident was at a pediatric clinic, I had taken her for vaccination. There an old man came with his grandson, I always give up my seat for any women with babies and senior citizens, as the old man walked in he looked at me like you should get up for me. I got up anyways for him even though there was other spaces empty. Thn there was another couple with a 6 month old. As our turn was coming to inside d Dr's office, my daughter started getting scared as she knew its she will be poked with needle, in that state of fear, she slapped me. The old man laughed and the other couple looked in disbelief. I was embarrassed as d old man laughed. And the couple, man with six month son who was sitting started telling his son that u never get this angry, 5 - 6 times mockingly. I had even given his wife my seat. And people are so mean. I should have replied him but was too embarrassed. Anyways I couldn't have come up with a good answer. 3rd incident is that of my husbands childhood friends wife who is a mean women. I don't like to meet her but my husband forces me because he wants to meet his friend. She always says something and this time too she said some mean things. But my husband as usual kept quite amd even went one step ahead and said she is right. He knows she is wrong but he is scared to lose his friend. I told him he can go and meet his friend but don't drag me with you. Again the thing is I didn't answer her back. I am suppressing my anger. Day in day out. I want to be free of my anger, I want to be carefree like I don't care what ever anyone is saying. I want to take excellent care of my daughter. I should not even get an ounce of anger on her. She's my treasure. My love. But when there are off days, I want my husband to support me no matter what. At home he will exercise his power on me, dominating and saying I take care of you but outside. A fearful cat. He says that I should defend myself as he will not be everywhere. But even when he is there he doesn't even lift a finger. My family, my mom, my bro, my sister are all very strong willed and strong support for me and each other. Always stood up for me. And I too used to stand up for myself and my family but now after marriage am totally deserted. I feel alone. I have lost my confidence. My husband always tells me I earn for u. I support you. I made this house. I feed you. You can't earn because you don't have it in yourself.I know that I am fat. I can't diet even if I want to. I want to go and workout at d gym in my building but then where will I leave my daughter. I don't want to leave her just so I can look good. It take a great deal of will power to get up and work. I feel tired all the time. When I used to be happy I used to work soon much but now just can't.
 
  rita123 on 2015-10-07
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What kind of weather do you feel comfortable in hot or cold ?
 
telescope 8 years ago
take AURUM METALLICUM 200c liquid, 2 drops in a tablespoon water, only 2 dose not more than that, not daily, 1st dose before sleep and next dose next morning after wakeup,

{if buying pills then 3 pills as one dose, 2 times, 1st at night and 2nd after wakeup, chew it, do not swallow with water}

do not eat or drink anything 30 minutes before and after medicine,

REPORT FOLLOWING AFTER 20 DAYS

feeling calm=
good sleep=
proper energy level=
self control=
confidence level=
freshness on waking up=
love and affection with others=
mental freedom or freshness=
anger=
sadness=
feeling to cry=
any other change you felt=

regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 8 years ago
For telescope. More comfy in cold.
 
rita123 8 years ago
Antivirus, I will let report. Thank you.
 
rita123 8 years ago

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