Dr Akshay? Or Dr successful in treating depression self- esteem issues

Dear Dr,
I've had depression and anxiety for 15 years. I take antidepressants but help little and have gone to many psychotherapists but I can't trust them. I don't have patience either. I've tried all types of treatments but can't change resolve extremely low self esteem.
Please take my case. If you like to look at all details go to link:
http://abchomeopathy.com/forum2.php/498021/

Until recently another member was treating me. He told me to take TUBERCUL. 10mk because my grandfather had it.
Since it didn't affect me, he prescribed THUYA 30c to unblock healing energy. Extra acne came on jaw and neck. It doesn't clear up.

QUESTIONNAIRE ANSWERS

3 Finds fault in everyone and in everything

6 Complete sadness. (Very much)

7 Repeat mistakes again and again. (Do not learn life lessons)

9 does not care for others (due to apathy)

11 Lack of confidence in a able person.

13 Total hopelessness (Extremely)

15 Jealousy, doubts,hate ,he does not like others happiness. (Sometimes)

16 Busy in old thoughts repents on past mistakes. (Often)

17 Mental/physical weakness tiredness before work. (Often)

18 Impatient nature. (I don't like to be kept waiting or be ignored)

19 Lack of self confidence ,sure of failure ,sad attitude

20 Fear of any known things/shy/hesitation/fear of stammering while talking, addressing, meeting. (I did stammer a few years ago for a short period and occasionally now)

23 Weakness,tiredness,physical weakness /mental weakness. (Sleep a lot of hours- afternoon naps)

24 Self cursing sad,curse self for any mistake. (Very much)

28 Unstable indecisive,delay work, keep work pending ,postpone work. (Sometimes)

30 Extreme mental/agony total sadness /hopelessness/no ray of hope. (Very much)

-DESIRE TO HAVE A DIFFERENT CHARACTER AND LIFESTYLE.

-FEEL I DO NOT FIT IN, NI ROOTS, FEEL DIFFERENT FROM MOST PEOPLE.

-FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF BECAUSE I'M VERY RESERVED AND PRIVATE. I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS BECAUSE I DO NOT SOCIALIZE. I AM NOT INVOLVED WITH ANYONE. I DO NOT HAVE MOTHERLY INSTINCT.

-OVERSENSITIVE TO EVERYTHING, TO PEOPLE

-EXPECT A LOT FROM MYSELF AND OTHERS

-SUICIDAL THOUGHTS (VERY OFTEN)

-FEEL GUILTY FOR EVERYTHING

-NOT INTERESTED IN HOBBIES, FAMILY

-DON'T TRUST PEOPLE