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Hello. I am a female 37 years old. I have been raised in a family with lots of undiagnosed psychological problems. My mother used to beat me everyday even when she made a mistake in cooking. When i run to escape from her anger she made my brother catch me and bring me to her so she could punish me without sweating to catch me.They two were always a team . I was always treated as a person of lower value and abillities by her,my brother and my father. She blamed me for everything bad that happened to her even for her menopause coming. I remember her saying to me when i was in primary school that i am a thorn cutting her flesh whereas my brother is a flower that brings her joy. She used to cut my hair like a boy's, she didnt let me shave my feet,wear fancy clothes, talk or laugh in public , she and my father punished me violently when at the age of 15 - 16 they found out that i had a boyfriend. She never let me attend dances , festivals of my school with the excuse that everywhere i apeared i could humiliate the family because of my gender and me stupidity. Of course my brother has been treated very differently. I have been masturbating from a very early age , thinking that i was given (by her) to men for prostitution,thinking that people devaluated my gender and treated me like a slave because of it.That made me feel arooused.I have had many urinary track infections, and it seemed very easy to get one. I have treated that with cantharis and pulsatila. I have been cutting my hands with sezors just to see how much i could bear the pain .She never protected me from disease , bullyng in school etc . I went through all this alone . When my father found out about the bullying he laughed at me and humiliated me at the family table as if i diserved it.I was generaly afraid to tell them about things like that because they always blamed me and my gender for everything and that made me feel like i was worth nothing . My father was almost never at home , he prefered staying out all day, and when he came home my mother used to tell him how bad i was and he beat me as well. i remember her being very satisfied with that. I have the sensation that my mother never wanted me really. That she would be happy if i died due to sickness etc. I have the impression that she did not care for me when i was so small that i cannot remember, i have the impression that i survived from her when i was very small. Now in my adut life i suffer from social anxiety, many skin problems, stomach aches and stomach bloating . In addition to this i feel that i am not worth of other peoples attention and that i am a creature of lower value. I feel like nobody wants me . I havent had a boyfriend for very long. All my romances have been a disaster. I have no friends , i dislike women firends. I feel anger and injustice. I have used Lac Humanum 200c twice in a month and it made me feel that i can socialize but every time im trying to i feel not wanted, like people especially women looking at me wiered, not wanting me to hang around with them. I feel as if i had a bad smell and they dont want me for a friend. Like i have a secret that they can see and i cannot hide anymore. That i am to be treated like a slave and humiliated.That my own mother has been treating me like zero and that they will find out and treatt me with bullying and makng me do things that iare humiliating . When i was in highschool i used to think that i have been sexualy abused by my family . but dont recall such insident.My brother is always against me and calling me crazy , that i always want to harm my mother , and that i am a disaster not capable of anything. I have been reading about Aids sodone and i think that 200c is the right remedy for me. I cannot find it anywhere . Please answer if you have any suggestions.Thank you .
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  Nansy L on 2016-02-04
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Hi Nancy,

may our creator make you fine soon.. I am sorry about you.Pls don't be sad or depress.if you have will you can be fine. in your case I advise you for a personal homeopathy counciling where a homeopath can ask face to face some questionarie and determine your problem so that a right remedy can be choose.. here also we can help you out but lots of questions and analysis need to do for your problem..

just want to know what ever medicine you have taken who prescribed you??

did you ever gone through psychological counciling??

don't worry at all in homeopathy there are treartment for you but you need to heal yourself by your good habbits and just try to be fine..

never hopeless..life is beautiful.so pls understand our creator is one who can heal you completely.. if require I can communicate via email later if I can help you

I think a professional homeopath can help you..
 
sabkamalik1 8 years ago
Hello again. Yes im doing psychotherapy for over a year now. Thank God im not depressed although i may give this impression through my writings. I am dealing with lots of anger and guilt but not depression. Imagine that i have just began to blame my family for doing all this to me. I never blamed them until now, i always blamed me. I have been going to a homeopath , but i havent told him all this i was ashamed to do so. I have started going to a homeopath a year ago and kept on going for several months. I stoped going and started doing homeopathy on my own in September 2015. She ( the homeopath) gave me different sea calts every month in a potency of 12c to be taken in the morning. The most effective were the natrum muriaticum and kalium phosphoricum. Natrium muriaticum made me feel very good, more happy and sociable. Kalium trigered tendon problems , back aches etc and gave me lots of energy. When i went to her i suffered from insomnia and dermatitis of the genital area which nobody could cure for over 3 years. She also gave me sepia 30c, lycopodium 200c platina 200c and saphysagria 200 c. Staphysagria caused me intense pain and bleading of urithra. I will answer all your questions if you can help me. You see i cant afford going to a specialist right now. I have used rhus tox 200c x2 in november and that made me feel very depressed but it made me open my mouth and tell things that i would never have said to my family. It made me more aware of the abuse that i have been through . Thank you for reading me.
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Nansy L 8 years ago
Hi -

it seems you have already tried many major remedy for problem so now I think you need bachflower remedy.. so pls create a new thread for DR mohla.. he is only one highly experienced homeopath who deal this type of case.. once he free he will reply.. in forum no other doctor advise bachflower remedy..
 
sabkamalik1 8 years ago
Thanx a lot. I will try to post a thread there. :)
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