To Dr. Kadwa, requesting remedy for erectile dysfunction

Hi Dr. Kadwa,

I am Dinesh. I have been suffering from impotency for the last 6 years. It started when I was 17 and now I just turned 24. I started losing my erection and it has been increasing over the years. My penis has shortened. And does not erect at all and gives a mild leak whenever excited and I lose the desire immediately. And also the penis shrinks even smaller than normal size when aroused with desire. I used to masturbate a lot before 17, once in two days. I did not have any knowledge on penile problems and so was ignorant. But after knowing it is harmful I reduced it to once in 50 days or so. And now it has been 6 months since I tried masturbating. Slowly losing sexual desire too but still get tempted to masturbate when seeing adult pictures and all. Do not have morning erections and used to have before 17. But only after reducing frequency of masturbation at age 17, i started developing Erectile dysfunction slowly. I have curved penis towards my left and before 17 i used to get an 8 inch erection and is a curved one towards my left and now with ED it is not even 3 inch. There is a bulged vein developed in the right side. It used to be there even before ED but was strong and expands rapidly till the shaft with erection before, but now it seems swirled in my shorter penis with shrinkage and is bulged more. Penis seems a little disconnected and the lower part of the penis which is attached to the body has become leaner and weaker than the shaft. With this small erection the skin on the shaft does not go behind exposing the shaft, and over all the erection is soft and weak. Whole penis is painful during erection and with predominant pain in the two big veins on either side, especially in the right side vein, left side vein is less bulgier than the right one. At max even when I massage I get a 2.5 inch erection and is now not curved because of small size and is painful and seems to cease with ejaculation with in 10 to 15 seconds. Semen has become less thick and watery over the years after ED. I am from Chennai. I feel very down because of this problem. I am a little short tempered and have a very warm body. But I am a humorous guy but feel sad Most of the times when I am alone because of this problem. I am very ashamed to consult a doctor and not sure who is the right one and is open minded to consider me not as a sinful person and treat me. I know I have done a mistake because of ignorance and for my own pleasure. But now I have realised and am searching for a cure. Can you please help me with this ? I can give some more information if you need. Or if you have any of your friends in Chennai who can treat me open mindedly I can consult him too. I am having gastritis and mild ulcer for the last one year and could not go for allopathy also now. Please help me and I will be very thankful for all my life.

Thank You.