Dear Dr.Kulkarni plz help & help me not to be addict of alleaopathy.

i am male, age 41, weight 86kg, height 5'8''

1. Describe your main suffering?
anxiety & depression runs in our genetics, from last 10 years my anxiety & depression symptoms are increasing slowly, now a days i feel, sad, hopeless, less energy, social phobia, avoid gathering and chest burning with tachycardia.
i feel my chest pressed or tight with high pulse and i feel heart beat, one month before i got panic attack and my beat was 160 per minute and was unable to take breath and i felt i will die today.

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?

i am hypertensive and i m taking lisonopril 10 mg,
flu & throat problem occuar so many times in a year.

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
I feel sad and also hopeless
and i fear to go to bed and now days stairs are hactic for me as stairs will make my beat higher and i feel short of breath.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst? Describe the sensation in your own words.

i feel i may have cardio problem but my echo is clear, now i have fear of stairs, to be alone.
less interest in daily works, to be tired easily, take hours to sleep when comes on bed.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease? What was happening in your life just before these symptoms were noticed?
it started all of the sudden before 10 to 15 years as i was talking confidently and i felt loss of confidence and i stopped talking in that gathering.. I heard that anxiety is caused due to the lack of immunity or immune system which does'nt work properly.

6. What time of the day do you suffer the most? What time of the day /night do you feel most energetic and happy?

i feel this whole the day.

7. What are the things that aggravate your suffering and those that ameliorate the same? Example: time, hot or cold application, pressure, rubbing, washing, eating, tight clothing, sweating, walking, climbing, stool etc.

climbing stairs

8. Do you think your sufferings have direct relation to any particular external factor or are it something to do with your own biological changes?
The only thing is I am not getting a proper cure for my sufferings and there is no external factor which can be responsible for this.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
winter make me more anxious with flu & post nasal drip.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Please pick out the adjectives which best describe your personality; (at least 10)
Nervous, Anxious, Shy, Worrying, Unsocial, Guilty, Depressed, Weepy, Emotional, Impractical, Confused, Jealous, Forgetful, Insecure, Immature, Impulsive, Rigid, Restless.


- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
I am bit afraid of a thunderstorm.

- How do you respond to consolation during your tough times?
I like anyone to feel sympathy for me.But on need I dont ask them for help in case of any problems that I face.I, also don't like to show false sympathy to others who are really in trouble.I won't hurt them in any way .
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc.?
Sometimes.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
Weeping, talking to one self etc?
yes now a days weeping.

- How do you get along with your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
I move with my friends in a good way and I will be helpful to them and they too are helpful to me. i am rude with family.

-What is your profession? Do you love your profession? What is your dream job?
I am a Software Engineer and a Violinist also. Yes, I dont love my profession. My dream job is to be businessman.

-Did you have any bereavement in life? How has it affected you?
I have no bereavements in my life to affect me.

-Do you have any issues regarding your parenting by guardians?
No such issues.

-Can you remember any unfortunate incident in life that you want to forget?
I have many such incidents,but I don't wish to forget them .

-How do you respond to music? Do you feel better or worse mentally listening to music?
i enjoy music some time.

- What upsets you most in yourself and in others?
The Negative qualities both in me and also in others.I am always be good to others by eliminating if any negative qualities that occurs in me. If I do anything wrong, definitely I’ll accept it and won’t blame others for that.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
i feel unsecure, i see dreams like some one entered in my home, or someone has cheated me to transfer my all properties to his name.

12. What do you crave in food items and what are your aversions?
i like food with less or without oil and spicy.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
My thirst is Normal.I take 2 litres of water daily.

14. How is your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Normal

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can't stand?
Oily foods which I don't take because it upsets my stomach.

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
My Sweat is More on my Head,Limbs

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type? Do you have any abnormal smell in the urine?
Bowel Movement is near to Normal
Stool Type is Normal
Urine is also Normal

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?

i go to sleep mood too late and wake up more then 3 times a night.

19. Do you think you are able to address your libido in general? Would you say your drive is low, normal or high?
satsified with my libido but when i started alleopathic anxiety drug zoloft it gave me fantastic result but with poor sex drive.

20. Do you have any strange, peculiar or unusual sensation, thoughts or feelings? How are you different from others?

i feel the pain of others, if there is accident then my body will shaky & rembling and i will not be able to help them.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?

I took many Homeopathic medicines to treat my ED problems.Lastly, I took
arg nit 30
phosporus 30, 200, 1m
kali phos
ars alb 30
aconitum 30, 200
passiflora 30
coffea 30
gesemium 30
nat mur 200
hypercun 200
kaliphos 200
but no cure.
now a days i am considering ambra grisea 30 but not started yet.

22. What major diseases have run in the family in the last two generations both sides?
Mother suffers from anxiety, depression, hypertensive, died in lung kancer due to smoking.
Father suffered from hypertensive, sugar high,


23. Describe your overall appearance with respect to your BMI, skin type, muscular or flabby etc.
I am medium in shape,colour of skin is fair

i have got a jackpot now days that.
when ever i have to go to social gathering , speaking or feeling acidity and pressure on chest and hopeless, i just take
xanax 0.5
inderal 10 mg
only one dose give me good feelings for 12 hours but again symtomps return.

plz help me this is my last hope and try to wipe my anxiety otherwise again ll go to zolft 50 mg with low lipido.
take care.