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0antivirus0 could you please help?

Dear Antivirus:

I don't know if you come to this forum any more. I see that you have helped a lot of people.

I'm suffering from severe depression that hasn't responded to Western medicine.

I am new to homeopathy. Just happened to read a story about a woman in a situation similar to mine. She recovered after several doses of Aurum Metallicum.

This bring a small bit of hope to my heart. I've done several searches on the remedy searcher and have come up with three possibilities.
1. Aurum Metallicum (I purchased it but it hasn't arrived. (200ck)
2. Arsenicum album
3. Sepia

If you are still coming here could you please look at my original post and help if possible?

I edited this post and spent several hours answering the questions that are required. I don't know where they went. How frustrating.

Thank you.
http://www.abchomeopathy.com/forum2.php/534889/
[message edited by Mel on Thu, 02 Feb 2017 01:29:48 UTC]
 
  Mel on 2017-02-01
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
I can consider your case but you need to give many answers, copy the questions list in notepad,
write answers in same way with questions and then paste in post reply, NO SHORT answers explain MAXIMUM you can.


1. Age,sex,weight,country,occupation.
ANS.

2. Main complaints and other associated troubles.
a)Where is the trouble; The exact locality of the complaint like hands,legs etc; duration of trouble.
ANS.
b)What exactly do you feel, Sensation as pain, how pain feels or burn etc.
ANS.
c)What are the factors that causes this trouble according to you.
ANS.
d)Condition under which the complaint is reduced or you feel better like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS.
e)Condition under which the complaint is increased like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS.
f)Any other complaint any where in the body.
ANS.
g)Onset time of troubles in detail, i.e which came first, after that what problem and so on.
ANS.
h)Treatment method adopted and its result.
ANS.

3. History of diseases in family.
ANS.

4. Personal History.
a)About childhood.
ANS.
b)Academic performance.
ANS.
c)Any major incidents in life and the effect of it on life.
ANS.
d)How you are satisfied with your sex life, friends, family members, company etc.
ANS.

5. Habits/Addiction.
a)Smoking, Alcohol,Sleeping pills, Laxative etc.
ANS.
b)Masturbation and frequency.
ANS.

6. How is your Appetite and Thirst.
ANS.

7. Likes and Dislikes.
a)Alcohol Bread Butter Bitter Salt Sweet Sour Fats Milk Mud Chalk Egg Spicy food Meat Fish Fruits Fried Food
Warm food-drink Cold food-drink Ice Ice cream Chocolates Tea Coffee.
ANS.
b)Anything else about like and dislike of any activity with you or surrounding.
ANS.

8. Bowel movements.
a)Nature of stool, frequency, satisfactory or not.
ANS.
b)Any discomforts associated with stool.
ANS.

9. Urine.
a)Frequency, nature, volume.
ANS.
b)Any discomfort before, during or after urination/odour
ANS.

10. For men.
a)Any difference in erection/want of erection/weak erection/Ejaculation early/late.
ANS.
b)Any other trouble in sex.
ANS.

11. For Females.
a)Menses, Regular, Irregular,Early, Late.
ANS.
b)Duration of menses.
ANS.
c)Nature of flow, Scanty, Blood colour, Consistency, Odour, Staining, itching/ when and what makes it worse/better.
ANS.

12. Sleep.
a)The quality of sleep, the quietness or restlessness of sleep,
position of sleep, times of waking and reasons for waking,
need for cover over various parts of the body,
whether the window must be open or closed etc.
common dreams, peculiar sounds or gestures during sleep, etc.
ANS.

13. Sweat
a)How much, what parts, staining, Odour.
ANS.

14. Weather
a)Tolerance to heat and cold, dryness, humidity, weather changes, sun,
foggy weather, wind drafts, closed rooms, etc.
ANS.

15. Mental Status
a)The quality of the patient's life in relationship to loved ones, family, friends and colleagues. Overall quality of energy available to function in daily life, and under various circumstances.
ANS.
b)Any mental/emotional shocks occurring in the patient's life-grief, major financial losses separation from loved ones, death, identity crisis and other stress in life.
ANS.
c)Memory,ability to concentrate/comprehend.
ANS.
d)Are you fearful of anything eg: Animals, people, being alone, darkness, death, disease, robbers, thunder, storm, high places.
ANS.
e)Are you anxious about anything: if yes, give details.
ANS.
f)Are you impatient.
ANS.
g)Are you doubtful or suspicious.
ANS.
h)Are you hurt easily (emotionally)how do you react. Does it cause hatred/revenge.
ANS.
i)Does your pride get hurt easily.
ANS.
j)Are you depressed, if so, reason/circumstances.
ANS.
k)Do you like to share your problems.
ANS.
l)Effect of consolation.
ANS.
m)Do you ever become suicidal when? How.
ANS.
n)Memory- quality if poor, for what ( eg. Names, places, people, what you read).
ANS.
o)Do you weep easily, effect of weeping, ie, does it make you worse or better.
ANS.
p)Are you easily irritated. What makes you angry, how do you express it.
ANS.
q)Are you destructive.
ANS.
r)How good are you in making decisions.
ANS.
s)Do you like company or like to remain alone.
ANS.
t)How seriously are you affected by disorder and uncleanness in your surroundings.
ANS.
u)How does failure appear to you?
ANS.
v)Are there any matters that you deeply dislike?
ANS.
w)What activities you deeply like? How does it affect your mood?
ANS.
x)Are you affectionate? How does others sorrow affect you?
ANS.
y)Any present fears in your life or future.
ANS.
z)Any present life or future life desires.
ANS.

16.Tell your date, month, year of birth with birth place and timing

17.Describe PRAKRITI
by doing EVALUATION on visiting
www.holisticonline.com/ayurveda/w_ayurveda-dtest1.htm
ANS.

NOTE-- if proper reporting will not be done by you, then i will close the case, you can take advice from others.

Regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
Antivirus:

I will answer your questions tomorrow. I had already answers them in anticipation that you might stop in but somehow they didn't save in the message. I'd copied and pasted them over from another post.

More later,
Mel
 
Mel 7 years ago
ok please take your time.
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
I have answered the questions to the best of my ability:

1. Age,sex,weight,country,occupation.
ANS. 53 yr. Old , 122 lbs, United States, counselor/caregiver/homemaker

2. Main complaints and other associated troubles.
a)Where is the trouble; The exact locality of the complaint like hands,legs etc; duration of trouble.
ANS. My mind is broken. I am suffering from severe depression with moderate anxiety--suicidal ideation--began Sept. 1, 2015

b)What exactly do you feel, Sensation as pain, how pain feels or burn etc.
ANS. Heavy, suffocating, body aches, cold or burning aching down back and legs, very fatigued.

c)What are the factors that causes this trouble according to you.
ANS. Too much stress, multiple losses, lack of sleep, possibly hormones at this time of life??

d)Condition under which the complaint is reduced or you feel better like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS. Distraction helps for a short bit, and listening to some music. I put heat on my back at bedtime to help relax the muscles.

e)Condition under which the complaint is increased like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS. Cold weather or damp weather both make me feel worse. So does extreme heat. Physically and emotionally. The only time I feel better is when I am sleeping so that my mind leaves me alone.

f)Any other complaint any where in the body.
ANS. My stomach feels bloated and it hurts. I am unable to stay hydrated no matter how much water that I drink. I have added trace minerals but that hasn't resolved the problem. I have never had this before not ever. I get migraines about once a month. Those are nothing new. My eyes are dry and my ears ring when I exert myself. Or when under stress. My face will get red, and sometimes hives develop. When spring comes if I go outside my eyes swell and my ears and throat, too. That is with allergy medicine. This has been happening for several years.

g)Onset time of troubles in detail, i.e which came first, after that what problem and so on.
ANS. -this all began after my youngest sister died suddenly from overdose. I felt a little anxiety extra anxiety of and on.My anxiety seemed to be from any stressors. Plumbing leak, car problems, my Mom fell three times, there were other deaths. I couldn't keep up in my mind or process the feelings. Then one night a few months later when my Mom ( I am her caregiver) had a medical emergency I suddenly found it hard to function,. She called me to come help her (she lives next door) and blood was all over. This is nothing new. My Mom has bleed before. I couldn't get it to stop so I called 911. When they came I couldn't seem to think straight. My mind just wouldn't work. At the hospital, I felt something give out in my body. My stomach started rolling and I felt panicky. Then I went into a state of flight or fright and couldn't get out of it for months no matter how hard I tried or how many relaxation tactics I used. I sought medical attention immediately as I have had issues with anxiety from time to time. But nothing like this. The medication didn't help and at a higher dose I couldn't function. I still was only sleeping a few hours a night. Then came the first depressive thought (Oct. of 2015). It all continues to this date no matter what. I do not wish to have these thoughts or feelings. I am troubled greatly by them. Which is leaving me in a state of worry constantly. Our dog died, my brother-in-law died, and my Mother had other medical emergencies with blood but I did not go into a state of panic again. Still I am in a severe state of depression. I don't want to be depressed or have these thoughts. I feel like screaming just so mind will stop. But I don't scream. I pray but don;t scream. I am barely functioning. A shell of the person that I once was. That makes me even sadder. Seeing life go on without me. I feel backed into a corner and stuck in the darkness.

h)Treatment method adopted and its result.
ANS. Many drugs tried. Diet tweaked and supplements added. The only change is that I sleep most nights due to one of the medications that has been given. The medications don't help the depression. My doctor does not want to continue to try medications, he wants me to either have Ketamine or try ECT. This has only made me more anxious and stressed.
I have tried Bach Flower Essence-so far no change. Perhaps I didn't pick them out correctly. Some herbs such as :Asahwganda, Lemon Balm, Siberian Ginseng. No notable change.
Digestive enzymes, probiotics, vitamin B complex, magnesium, extra folate, fish oil, hemp oil, curcumin (I have to be careful about herbs as long as I am on medication.) I have been adding the amino acid l trypothan taken away from other medication but last night I felt restless. My doctor told me to try whatever I want but I don't want to get serotonin syndrome. I have tried "laughter yoga." I really have tried to get well. I am failing.

3. History of diseases in family.
ANS. Diabetes, stroke, the "c" word (both sides of family), heart issues, thyroid, kidney failure,nuerofibromatosis, Parkinson's (both sides of family, depression (siblings)

4. Personal History.
a)About childhood.
ANS. I was a timid child. A bit fearful at times. One of five. I am the first in my parents union. They each brought a child into the marriage. My parents were strict but I rarely had to be corrected. I was compliant and wanted to please them. There was a lot of drama in the home due to my Dad's ex-wife. Also, my oldest brother left home in high school. I sought him out and begged him to come back home. This happened more than once actually. I spent several summers with my grandparents in another state. Those were good times.

b)Academic performance.
ANS. I have earned several degrees including a Doctorate in Counseling/ministry. I did well in school. I love to learn and good grades have always been important to me.

c)Any major incidents in life and the effect of it on life.
ANS. My best friend died of c-ancer when I was 13.
Had mass removed from face in high school. Made me somewhat self-conscious.
My mother in law died suddenly.
My father in law died in our home. (we've since moved)
My husband had open heart surgery.
My father fell headlong down the stairs and was in the trauma unit but could not recover. We'd bought these condos to be built side by side. He died 10 days after we made the contract.
Our son came home from college with a substance abuse issue. He has since then gotten help but had to be removed from the home and hit rock bottom...which was very low. THIS WAS ESPECIALLY PAINFUL AS I VOWED WE WOULD NOT HAVE DYSFUNCTION LIKE WE HAD AS I GREW UP.
My youngest sister left her family and it is a long sad story. It brought drama and estrangement due to the circumstances and her behavior. Her death was a shock to all of us.
The effect on me is that I worry. I worry that my husband will die and I'll be left all alone. I worry that my Mom will die and I won't have her as a neighbor. She's had several close calls. I feel so very tired of death. I didn't list all the deaths I have been present for. It seemed unnecessary. Someone said I am the death angel. But that is not true. I hate sickness and despise death. I also hate change. Change is hard for me. So is drama. I feel somewhat insecure even when I am not depressed. People probably don't know it but I do. And now, I feel so sad to be having a severe depression after my sister died of an overdose which has very much hurt all of us. It makes no sense. Why now? I feel ashamed and weak.

d)How you are satisfied with your sex life, friends, family members, company etc.
ANS. I currently have no sex life beyond cuddling due to the depression and our fatigue. My friends have scattered to some degree. They are afraid and don't know what to say to me. I try to interact with my closest friend (who lives in another state) but there is no joy in it. Because I can't fake her out. She has seen me well and sees the dullness. I am afraid that I may lose her and her family from our life. I don't want to. We are closer than I have been with my siblings. I have a wonderful husband. We've been married over three decades. I hate what this is doing to both of us. Overall my relationships with people have been positive. But now, I hide. I don't want to put them through this depression. So, I isolate and try to figure out how to escape it.

5. Habits/Addiction.
a)Smoking, Alcohol,Sleeping pills, Laxative etc.
ANS. I spend too much time online looking for information, sometimes I procrastinate. I don't smoke, or drink. I don't take sleeping pills (although one of my medications usually brings sleep).

b)Masturbation and frequency.
ANS. No

6. How is your Appetite and Thirst.
ANS. I do not have an appetite. I eat because I must. I feel quite thirsty all of the time but appear dehydrated. My hands look like when you've taken a long bath or been in water for a long time.

7. Likes and Dislikes.
a)Alcohol Bread Butter Bitter Salt Sweet Sour Fats Milk Mud Chalk Egg Spicy food Meat Fish Fruits Fried Food
Warm food-drink Cold food-drink Ice Ice cream Chocolates Tea Coffee.
ANS. I do not like alcohol or bread. I don't mind butter if it is "real". I don't like bitter foods or spicy foods. Too many carbs and I will break out in a sweat. I don't drink regular milk. I drink almond or coconut milk. I prefer a low fat diet because I mostly eat vegetables, fruit, and fish or chicken. I like warm foods. I do not like fried foods of any kind. I like herbal tea (warm) and filtered water (room temperature) I do like dark chocolate but not very often. I don't drink coffee unless it is decaf. I do like sour foods like pickles and sauerkraut. We eat eggs every few weeks. I rarely ever eat red meat. It is hard for me to digest. I don't like pork ever. Ice cream is ok once in awhile. I do like vanilla yogurt. (I am answers this generally speaking. Right now food has no appeal to me at all) I do crave salt. I would like potato chips but we don't keep them around.

b)Anything else about like and dislike of any activity with you or surrounding.
ANS. They are excavating behind our condos. I do not like the noise. I am not crazy about my husband working the afternoon shift. I don't care to leave the house. I miss our dog who was my constant companion for almost 17 years.

8. Bowel movements.
a)Nature of stool, frequency, satisfactory or not.
ANS. Stool is hard. Only a few movements a week. I am trying to remedy this with detox teas and softeners but am still working on it.
b)Any discomforts associated with stool.
ANS. Yes, some pain.

9. Urine.
a)Frequency, nature, volume.
ANS. 3-4 times a day, large volume. (unusual for me, I usually drink and pee more frequently)
b)Any discomfort before, during or after urination/odor
ANS. No

10. For men.
a)Any difference in erection/want of erection/weak erection/Ejaculation early/late.
ANS.
b)Any other trouble in sex.
ANS.

11. For Females.
a)Menses, Regular, Irregular,Early, Late.
ANS. Irregular and unpredictable. I am in the middle of the "change of life." Just about the time I think I am done I will get another period.
b)Duration of menses.
ANS. 3-5 days
c)Nature of flow, Scanty, Blood colour, Consistency, Odour, Staining, itching/ when and what makes it worse/better.
ANS. A little heavy, pass a lot of clots, bring red then very dark. Yucky smell. I have uterine prolapse so I have some issues with it. I've had it for about 5 years but have not been able to have it repaired due to all of the other things in life that always get in the way.

12. Sleep.
a)The quality of sleep, the quietness or restlessness of sleep,
position of sleep, times of waking and reasons for waking,
need for cover over various parts of the body,
whether the window must be open or closed etc.
common dreams, peculiar sounds or gestures during sleep, etc.
ANS. My sleep is okay. I have a difficult time getting to bed. I seem unaware of time. The windows are always closed due to Combi-43">allergies. I sleep on my left side and hold a pillow in front of me because I have a herniated disc in my neck. I throw off covers or stick my leg out as I sometimes feel too warm when sleeping. My sleep seems artificial. Medically induced rather than natural. It was never this way before. I sometimes wake up at 3 a.m. I go to the bathroom and throw something over the alarm clock. I need complete darkness to sleep. I've been told that a snore slightly if on my back. My husband snores if he is not on his side.
I do have a repeated dream. I am in high school again and cannot figure out how to get to my locker and get to classes on time. I have had this dream off and on for the past 10 years.

13. Sweat
a)How much, what parts, staining, Odour.
ANS. I sweat around my neck, armpits and also behind my knees. No stains. I just feel yucky. My body odor is not pleasant but could be worse. I never used to sweat like this. I was waking up in a cold sweat at night. Not so much lately but I sometimes I do.

14. Weather
a)Tolerance to heat and cold, dryness, humidity, weather changes, sun, foggy weather, wind drafts, closed rooms, etc.
ANS. I feel pain with weather changes. Also, cold, damp days. I can"t stay out in the heat for very long. Sunny days are my preference although I don"t mind a gentle thunderstorm. I don't really like closed rooms. We leave all of our doors open within the house. Foggy weather is fine if I am in the house but if I am riding in the car it makes me nervous. If I could, I'd live by the ocean. I feel best there.

15. Mental Status
a)The quality of the patient's life in relationship to loved ones, family, friends and colleagues. Overall quality of energy available to function in daily life, and under various circumstances.
ANS. Normally my quality of life is good and I get along well with people. But at this time my quality of life is severely impaired. I have no energy, and I am very distracted by this depression. I feel trapped and sadly, I have become a bit self-absorbed. I hate that. I do not perform tasks as I normally would. I am scatter-brained. I keep to myself as much as possible to spare others and myself the pain of this depression.

b)Any mental/emotional shocks occurring in the patient's life-grief, major financial losses separation from loved ones, death, identity crisis and other stress in life.
ANS. I think I kind of answered that in another question. Much grief, many losses and death, and stress with trying to care for my Mom. I thought that I was dealing with the losses. I forgot to include that my Grams moved in with my parents. I loved having her around. We've always been close. She had a few years with us before passing away. I was there when she died, too. I spoke at four funerals: my father-in-law, my Grams, my Father, and my very close friend. I don't want to speak at any more funerals. I am tired of death. I want life. I have felt at peace with the losses, for the most part, because I believe in an afterlife and will see them again. But, I'm still adjusting to the loss of my sister and also our dog. I miss them very much and wish I could have had a conversation with my sister before she died.
I have lost myself completely. I know that I am somewhere inside of this depressive shell of a person. I feel as though I have let everyone down including myself. The things that I had an interest in, I no longer care about or maybe I just feel unworthy to do them any more. I have been a helper and I am sad because I seem to no longer have anything to give. All of the passions and hobbies are nothing to me. I try but the depression overshadows everything.

c)Memory,ability to concentrate/comprehend.
ANS. My memory is not the best right now due to being distracted and tired in my mind. It used to be very good. I have lost track of time and date. It all runs together.
d)Are you fearful of anything eg: Animals, people, being alone, darkness, death, disease, robbers, thunder, storm, high places.
ANS. I have some fears. I fear spiders, snakes, large dogs, hail storms (because they damage), guns, knives. I fear losing my loved ones or completely losing my mind.

e)Are you anxious about anything: if yes, give details.
ANS. I am anxious about the impact that my illness is having on my husband and family. We've worked so hard to build a healthy lifestyle with reduced stress only to have this depression invade our lives. I don't want to bring him down and I don't want to make him ill. And, I am afraid that I will lose him because of his history of heart issues.
I fear that I won't be able to repair the relationship with my best friend. It is so strained because if this illness.
My greatest anxiety is that I will be stuck forever in this miserable state. I don't want to have my brain shocked and lose my memories. I see now that conventional medication only treats symptoms. I have learned that the depression medicines taper with brain chemicals but aren't a cure. That said, I was not resistant to medication. I was very compliant. My doctor says he wishes I wasn't so compliant. I've suffered some physically to try to find a medicine to help. For me, for my husband. For my son. For my Mother. For my friends. (the rest of the family don't know about this depression because we don't want to freak them out. They all live far away)

f)Are you impatient.
ANS. No.

g)Are you doubtful or suspicious.
ANS. Sometimes. I don't easily trust people.

h)Are you hurt easily (emotionally)how do you react. Does it cause hatred/revenge.
ANS. My feelings do get hurt easily. I withdraw usually. Sometimes I cry but usually only with my immediate family. I have no desire for revenge and don't hate. I sometimes do want to understand and be understood so I work towards that.

i)Does your pride get hurt easily.
ANS. I don't think I have much pride.

j)Are you depressed, if so, reason/circumstances.
ANS. Yes. I am depressed because I get depressed and can't get out of this state. It is hurting my relationships and hindering me from being the person I desire to be.

k)Do you like to share your problems.
ANS. Not really but if I do share them it is with only a few people that I trust.

l)Effect of consolation.
ANS. I would rather do the consoling.

m)Do you ever become suicidal when? How.
ANS. Yes. I have dark thoughts right now. I've been in this state so long. Obviously something is unbalanced in my body or brain. This is not the person that I have been. Depression is a terrible liar. It tells me there is no way out and that things are hopeless. It feels like that and is starting to look that way. But I push the lies back. I don't want to want to die. I want the thoughts to leave. They scare me.

n)Memory- quality if poor, for what ( eg. Names, places, people, what you read).
ANS. Way below par right now. (was very good before)

o)Do you weep easily, effect of weeping, ie, does it make you worse or better.
ANS. I don't weep easily but when I do sometimes it makes me feel better for a bit.

p)Are you easily irritated. What makes you angry, how do you express it.
ANS. I'm not easily irritated. I get angry when people are cruel with others. I hate it when people lie. I get angry when people assume things. I dislike gossip very much. I get upset when people don't keep their word.I dislike it when people judge others harshly without the facts.
For the most part, I keep my anger to myself. I ruminate sometimes. There are times when I will try to reason with someone or explain myself because I don't like misunderstandings. I have yelled at my husband and son on occasion...usually I am crying when I raise my voice. But not very often. I suppress my anger when possible and let time pass.
q)Are you destructive.
ANS. Breaking things? No not at all.

r)How good are you in making decisions.
ANS. Currently I am having a hard time concentrating and feel inadequate to make decisions. Normally I confer with my husband as much as possible. I guess I am a little insecure about making mistakes so I am careful when making decisions.

s)Do you like company or like to remain alone.
ANS. I have never minded being alone. I like to be with people and then I like to be alone to refuel. Currently, I want to be alone period until I am alone. And then I wish I wasn't. I feel very confused.

t)How seriously are you affected by disorder and uncleanness in your surroundings.
ANS. I do not like clutter or dirt. I am a bit of a clean freak...or I was. Things are very out of order now. I am also a bit of a germaphobic. I avoid touching handles and handrailings to try not to get sick.

u)How does failure appear to you?
ANS. I hate failure. It is deflating. But I try to learn from failure. If I had it my way, I would never fail, never make a mistake, and never have an accident.

v)Are there any matters that you deeply dislike?
ANS. I deeply dislike depression.

w)What activities you deeply like? How does it affect your mood?
ANS. Before this happened I loved to read, learn, write, teach, and spend time with my husband and friends. I also love nature, and photography, and smooth jazz music. At the present time they seem like a chore. So, that makes my mood worse. I have never been a moody person and have found pleasure in small things like a beautiful sunset, or a butterfly. Right now, I just want to feel better. I feel very guilty for that. I know we have only one life and I am wasting time.

x)Are you affectionate? How does others sorrow affect you?
ANS. Yes, I am affectionate. Not sticky sweet but I do hugs well. I feel others pain and sorrow. It sometimes makes me feel sad but not usually depressed.

y)Any present fears in your life or future.
ANS. I fear that I will be depressed for the rest of my life. I fear that my Mother will get ill and I won''t be able to give her the kind of care that I would like. I also fear how it will feel when she dies. I also fear that my husband will die. I don't want to be left alone. I fear that our dreams will vanish. I fear being a burden to others. I have Mutiple Scerosis. My condition is stable and I don't receive treatment but I've been told it could change.

z)Any present life or future life desires.
ANS. I want to be well especially in my mind/body. That is my greatest desire. For myself and for those I love. I want to learn more about photography and travel with my husband to see the beauty of God's handiwork. I would like to take my Mom somewhere special for her 80th birthday. Maybe make one of her dreams come true and make a good memory. I desire to be able to travel to my friend's home again and walk the beaches and golf courses. I want to be able to get to know my son's girlfriend better. I only got to spend time with her a couple of times prior to this condition. I want to be up to continuing to rebuild the relationship with our son. It is coming along but right now I feel very uncomfortable around people and hate that it is such a chore. Ugh.
I need a couple of surgeries. Can't say I desire them but they would make life a little easier and less painful physically speaking.

16.Tell your date, month, year of birth with birth place and timing
June 9, 1963
Detroit, MI.
A Sunday. Not sure of the time.

17.Describe PRAKRITI
by doing EVALUATION on visiting
www.holisticonline.com/ayurveda/w_ayurveda-dtest1.htm
Vata=52
Pita=34
Kapha=54
Forgive me if I have misunderstood the question. I am unfamiliar with ayurveda.

(Today I received Metallicum Aurum 200 ck) I'd read a story of a woman whose situation almost mirrored mine. She had everything and no real reason to be depressed. No treatments were working for her and a friend dragged her to a homeopathic doctor. This remedy made her right in just a few days. It gave me hope.

However, Simone warned me about self-treatment and the dangers. I'm torn between taking one dose or waiting to see if perhaps you might come up with another remedy.

I will wait because I have a health fear of getting worse. As odd as it sounds despite all of the self-destructive and hopeless thoughts, I don't want to do anything to make it worse.

Also, I have Kali Phos X6. I am new to all of this medicine. I have taken a dose here and there at night when I go to bed and my mind is racing.

My mind never seems to stop and I suppose I keep it busy because I don't want to have the horrible thoughts. It is a vicious circle. I have tried to break it.

I don't know if it makes sense but I sometimes feel that my sister's death scared me really bad (or shocked me or both) and now I am experiencing severe depression, that is resistant thus far to medicine, I fear that I'll lose my mind. I realize that my mind isn't right but I don't want to lose it completely.

I am really afraid of this depression and ashamed, embarrassed, and frustrated with it too.

I have never been anything like this before in my life. It is devastating. I want light and soundness of mind.

I will wait to hear from you. This is very long but I have tried to give complete answers.

Thank you.
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Mel 7 years ago
take AURUM 200ck liquid, 2 drops in a tablespoon water, only 2 dose not more than that, not daily, 1st dose before sleep and next dose next morning after wakeup,

{if buying pills then 3 pills as one dose, 2 times, 1st at night and 2nd after wakeup, chew it, do not swallow with water}

do not eat or drink anything 30 minutes before and after medicine,

REPORT FOLLOWING AFTER 20 DAYS

feeling calm=
good sleep=
proper energy level=
self control=
confidence level=
freshness on waking up=
love and affection with others=
mental freedom or freshness=
body ache=
any other change you felt=

regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifCPtVnYH5A

www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRsMj4YictI

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0S9kiADZHz0

www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfSKe3uFFYs

the above links are the diet and exercise plan you have to follow.

regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
Antivirus:

I appreciate you getting back to me. I did buy the Aurum in pill form.

I will follow your directions and get back to you in 20 days.

Thank you very much.
Mel
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Mel 7 years ago
antivirus:

I wanted to let you know that I have been vomiting, so I did not take the remedy yet.

I anticipate that this will pass in the next day or so.

I also wanted to tell you that I have looked at the videos. Diet will not be a problem.

The yoga will be a challenge for me due to physical limitations. I will do what I can but I do not have good range of motion in my left leg.

I will do the best I can. Of that you can be certain.

Thank you.
 
Mel 7 years ago
do only that exercises in which you are comfortable
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
Ok, I will do what I can.

I took the remedy. One dose last night, and the other this morning.

I have felt very anxious today. I am not sure what to make of it. I hope it will improve.
 
Mel 7 years ago
ok..
 
0antivirus0 7 years ago
I'm sorry to disturb.

I have had an increase in anxiety since taking the remedy. My body and mind feel like they are speeding up.

I feel like I am having cold sweats.

I just want to know if this is normal and if it a bad sign or maybe a good sign?

Thank you.
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Mel 7 years ago
Mel,

Let antivirus know if you have ever had similar experience in the past.
 
simone717 7 years ago
I guess the only time I have experienced this has been just before my "breakdown" and a few times when I was trying new medication.

It kind of feels like when a person has had too much coffee. Buzzing and shaky and a bit agitated for no good reason. My ears are hissing.

Because this is happening, I feel very worried. I am afraid that this might not be the remedy. I can't tell you how many medications I have tried and none of them have helped.

I'm just looking for a remedy.
It isn't like it won't take time. I know it will because I have been in this state of depression for awhile now.

I have read stories of people who take just a few doses and begin to feel slightly better.

I want that. I am tired of this depression. It steals everything.

What if there is no remedy? There has to be one. God must have a plan. I want the miracle that I believe is possible.


I read that sometimes people feel worse before they feel better. I will patiently wait it out, if that is what is going on here.

I am feeling very emotional. It is almost as if I just woke up and realized I've lost a year and a half of my life. I'm crying. I apologize. It is painful.

I believe that I was led to homeopathy for a reason. I will try to be patient with the process.

I just want to know if this is normal. I want to know if this is a good sign or not. That's all. After that I will be still until the time passes to report.

I am sure antivirus will come by at some point. I appreciate the time spent on my case.

Thank you.
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Mel 7 years ago
I have just been posting for support.

Wait for Antivirus to weigh in here.
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simone717 7 years ago
I will wait. Thank you for the support. It is much appreciated.
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