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i need help for pure obssessional OCD

I am suffering from OCD .i am 27 female..i was very good natured and ethical n religious but my OCD is just the opposite...
I get intrusive thoughts..my mind chooses the worst thought and bullies me... I have suffered hell. Intrusive thoughts about sexual images when I see men. I feel shocked and panicked. During the attack I have following thoughts
Great sensitivity to sins and thinking right. Very judgemental about others and very hateful and angry at smallest of faults of others sometimes which panics me that this is not how I should be.
Delusions where I am evil and jealous or totally insecure of some girl and I want to harm her
Delusions and dreams of possessiveness where I am totally evil and insecure and will harm . Confusion of reality and non reality. Is this really me? This terrifies me and I sweat in whole body and rush to the toilet for stool. Sometimes makes me vomit.
My mind runs and chooses the worst case scenario in any situation and scares me ...
Terrible horrifying panic attacks. Delusions make me doubt if this is me or not and I want to commit suicide then due to hopelessness.
Once I had a delusion that I'm evil so I will harm a child in the family because he is saintly...followed by what will mom say and relatives etc and il goto jail coz I deserve it...this totally panicked me because delusions are so real when they occur:( I feel terribly hopeless...i feel compelled to tell mom about my thought causing further agony and guilt to me..but it relieves me temporarily.
My mind chooses the most shameful and shocking things which are false and illogical at the same time.
Thoughts of what if I say that I like this boy(in reality its absolutely false) then imagine that what will others say..what will happen ..how shameful ...i then fight with this delusion that its false, its false!..but it has a background of so much panic. I think these thoughts for strangers and relatives:(
'What if I say this'( something that will bring me most shame in the society) thoughts are dominant
Compulsion to tell my mother what's in my mind makes it further shameful for me coz my thoughts are the most shameful and untrue. But feel relief after telling her and she understands..but I feel hopeless for such scenarios....
Extreme guilt extreme fear
Dreams seem terrifying and real. Situations seem bigger and scarier than they are..
Aggravation by stress ..
fear of men..fear of male private part.,
During acute attack- fear of people, fear of being shamed(badnami) , fear of my own anger, fear of dominating people, hatred for weak people,fear of being malicious, fear of sins, fear of my evil self who can break other peoples relationships due to insecurity( that's becoz my mind is totally weak and illogical during attack) fear of future , fear if hating mom in future, fear of being like all the negative people I've ever seen:( confusion of reality and spirituality.
Fear in upper chest, or chest or abdomen in morning during aggravation
Aggravation by cold and in morning.
Please help me...in allopathy there is no cure for OCD.
 
  godsavethepeople on 2017-06-24
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
I can consider your case but you need to give many answers, copy the questions list in notepad,
write answers in same way with questions and then paste in post reply, NO SHORT answers explain MAXIMUM you can.


1. Age,sex,weight,country,occupation.
ANS.

2. Main complaints and other associated troubles.
a)Where is the trouble; The exact locality of the complaint like hands,legs etc; duration of trouble.
ANS.
b)What exactly do you feel, Sensation as pain, how pain feels or burn etc.
ANS.
c)What are the factors that causes this trouble according to you.
ANS.
d)Condition under which the complaint is reduced or you feel better like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS.
e)Condition under which the complaint is increased like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS.
f)Any other complaint any where in the body.
ANS.
g)Onset time of troubles in detail, i.e which came first, after that what problem and so on.
ANS.
h)Treatment method adopted and its result.
ANS.

3. History of diseases in family.
ANS.

4. Personal History.
a)About childhood.
ANS.
b)Academic performance.
ANS.
c)Any major incidents in life and the effect of it on life.
ANS.
d)How you are satisfied with your sex life, friends, family members, company etc.
ANS.

5. Habits/Addiction.
a)Smoking, Alcohol,Sleeping pills, Laxative etc.
ANS.
b)Masturbation and frequency.
ANS.

6. How is your Appetite and Thirst.
ANS.

7. Likes and Dislikes.
a)Alcohol Bread Butter Bitter Salt Sweet Sour Fats Milk Mud Chalk Egg Spicy food Meat Fish Fruits Fried Food
Warm food-drink Cold food-drink Ice Ice cream Chocolates Tea Coffee.
ANS.
b)Anything else about like and dislike of any activity with you or surrounding.
ANS.

8. Bowel movements.
a)Nature of stool, frequency, satisfactory or not.
ANS.
b)Any discomforts associated with stool.
ANS.

9. Urine.
a)Frequency, nature, volume.
ANS.
b)Any discomfort before, during or after urination/odour
ANS.

10. For men.
a)Any difference in erection/want of erection/weak erection/Ejaculation early/late.
ANS.
b)Any other trouble in sex.
ANS.

11. For Females.
a)Menses, Regular, Irregular,Early, Late.
ANS.
b)Duration of menses.
ANS.
c)Nature of flow, Scanty, Blood colour, Consistency, Odour, Staining, itching/ when and what makes it worse/better.
ANS.

12. Sleep.
a)The quality of sleep, the quietness or restlessness of sleep,
position of sleep, times of waking and reasons for waking,
need for cover over various parts of the body,
whether the window must be open or closed etc.
common dreams, peculiar sounds or gestures during sleep, etc.
ANS.

13. Sweat
a)How much, what parts, staining, Odour.
ANS.

14. Weather
a)Tolerance to heat and cold, dryness, humidity, weather changes, sun,
foggy weather, wind drafts, closed rooms, etc.
ANS.

15. Mental Status
a)The quality of the patient's life in relationship to loved ones, family, friends and colleagues. Overall quality of energy available to function in daily life, and under various circumstances.
ANS.
b)Any mental/emotional shocks occurring in the patient's life-grief, major financial losses separation from loved ones, death, identity crisis and other stress in life.
ANS.
c)Memory,ability to concentrate/comprehend.
ANS.
d)Are you fearful of anything eg: Animals, people, being alone, darkness, death, disease, robbers, thunder, storm, high places.
ANS.
e)Are you anxious about anything: if yes, give details.
ANS.
f)Are you impatient.
ANS.
g)Are you doubtful or suspicious.
ANS.
h)Are you hurt easily (emotionally)how do you react. Does it cause hatred/revenge.
ANS.
i)Does your pride get hurt easily.
ANS.
j)Are you depressed, if so, reason/circumstances.
ANS.
k)Do you like to share your problems.
ANS.
l)Effect of consolation.
ANS.
m)Do you ever become suicidal when? How.
ANS.
n)Memory- quality if poor, for what ( eg. Names, places, people, what you read).
ANS.
o)Do you weep easily, effect of weeping, ie, does it make you worse or better.
ANS.
p)Are you easily irritated. What makes you angry, how do you express it.
ANS.
q)Are you destructive.
ANS.
r)How good are you in making decisions.
ANS.
s)Do you like company or like to remain alone.
ANS.
t)How seriously are you affected by disorder and uncleanness in your surroundings.
ANS.
u)How does failure appear to you?
ANS.
v)Are there any matters that you deeply dislike?
ANS.
w)What activities you deeply like? How does it affect your mood?
ANS.
x)Are you affectionate? How does others sorrow affect you?
ANS.
y)Any present fears in your life or future.
ANS.
z)Any present life or future life desires.
ANS.

16.Tell your date, month, year of birth with birth place and timing for Medical Astrology
ANS.

17.Describe PRAKRITI
by doing EVALUATION on visiting
www.holisticonline.com/ayurveda/w_ayurveda-dtest1.htm
ANS.

NOTE-- if proper reporting will not be done by you, then i will close the case, you can take advice from others.

Regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 6 years ago
1. Age,sex,weight,country,occupation.
27 yrs, female, 59kg, india..was a student.

2. Main complaints and other associated troubles. .a)Where is the trouble; The exact locality of the complaint like hands,legs etc; duration of trouble.
ANS.situational anxiety disorder, pure o OCD, intrusive thoughts, fears, social anxiety.

b)What exactly do you feel, Sensation as pain, how pain feels or burn etc.
ANS. whenever I think of doing something like phd or even if I have to go somewhere tomorrow, if I say yes to it, panic comes, fear in chest muscles, that I will not be able o go, I cant do it, I wont be able to. To find relief, I have to say to myself, ok I am not doin this. Then it stops. From years I am sitting at home due to this.
OCD due to intrusive thoughts( extreme fear leads to psychotic symptoms/thoughts ,insanity because although I know its not true but negativity overpowers me) Panic attacks.

c)What are the factors that causes this trouble according to you.
ANS. stressful conditions for prolonged time cause my breakdown and OCD.
I have great phobia when I am bound to do something. I feel trapped and breakdown. But when mentally I know I can say no to these people, then I can go forward and do things.

d)Condition under which the complaint is reduced or you feel better like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS. Warmth, sleep and rest . I have ahistory of sleeping a lot after few hours of college or work.
e)Condition under which the complaint is increased like,cold or hot application,cold or hot weather,position as standing,walking,rest etc.
ANS. Cold, if my feet or hands get wet, my energy drops down very much. In attack I cannot rest in day. Sleep get disturbed by ocd thoughts and panic.
f)Any other complaint any where in the body.
ANS. no
g)Onset time of troubles in detail, i.e which came first, after that what problem and so on.
ANS. Troubles started when I was teenager. I had crippling anxiety when I joined a course in university. Extreme tiredness, but I carried on till my total breakdown in Dec 2008. I had fear that I am not intelligent because I am from sports quota. So I worked so hard inspite of my stress and fears. After crippling anxiety and total breakdown, I left the course.
In 2011, I had panic attack followed by anxiety followed by feeling having done paap or sins. I couldn’t sleep all night for months and starved . but I kept repeating gods name to get well. It was living hell time for me. I lost 10 kgs weight in months time. I became scrouplous , doing prayers, torturing myself to get get rid of intrusive thoughts,
In 2014, I was under stress of my thesis work and tution, I dragged myself despite of anxiety and fears and stress. So I had major breakdown, intrusive thoughts of male genital organ wherever I went causing great fear and agony. Slowly I could not sleep at night. Fear from father also due to this leading to delusion that father is a devil. I ran from my house to my moms house in another city. Since then living with mom. In my attack I aloofed myself doing so much religious prayers and following a voice inside me telling me to do this or that( the most appalling things) saying only then I will get well or my thoughts will go. I tortured myself.
2017 attack – I have described in above post,,again repeating same here:
OCD followed by panic attack and shock intrusive thoughts..my mind chooses the worst thought and bullies me... I have suffered hell. Intrusive thoughts about sexual images when I see men. I feel shocked and panicked. During the attack I have following thoughts
Great sensitivity to sins and thinking right. Very judgemental about others and very hateful and angry at smallest of faults of others sometimes which panics me that this is not how I should be.
Delusions where I am evil and jealous or totally insecure of some girl and I want to harm her
Delusions and dreams of possessiveness where I am totally evil and insecure and will harm . Confusion of reality and non reality. Is this really me? This terrifies me and I sweat in whole body and rush to the toilet for stool. Sometimes makes me vomit.
My mind runs and chooses the worst case scenario in any situation and scares me ...
Terrible horrifying panic attacks. Delusions make me doubt if this is me or not and I want to commit suicide then due to hopelessness.
Once I had a delusion that I'm evil so I will harm a child in the family because he is saintly...followed by what will mom say and relatives etc and il goto jail coz I deserve it...this totally panicked me because delusions are so real when they occur:( I feel terribly hopeless...i feel compelled to tell mom about my thought causing further agony and guilt to me..but it relieves me temporarily.
My mind chooses the most shameful and shocking things which are false and illogical at the same time.
Thoughts of what if I say that I like this boy(in reality its absolutely false) then imagine that what will others say..what will happen ..how shameful ...i then fight with this delusion that its false, its false!..but it has a background of so much panic. I think these thoughts for strangers and relatives:(
'What if I say this'( something that will bring me most shame in the society) thoughts are dominant
Compulsion to tell my mother what's in my mind makes it further shameful for me coz my thoughts are the most shameful and untrue. But feel relief after telling her and she understands..but I feel hopeless for such scenarios....
Extreme guilt extreme fear
Dreams seem terrifying and real. Situations seem bigger and scarier than they are..

h)Treatment method adopted and its result.
ANS. In 2011, I suffered for 3 months , but was cured by a religious lady who did prayer for me and helped me
2014- I was given lycopodium 30, 200, 1 m and one year later 10 M. lyco worked for me very well but later I had rashes whenever I had so I stopped.
2017- I became totally suicidal due to my condition , I am given aurum met 200.

3. History of diseases in family.
ANS. Mother is healthy, father is mentally fine, he has had depression, was alchoholic,

4. Personal History.
a)About childhood.
ANS. My childhood was without mother. I faced many daily situations where I was very fearful, alone and panicked. Father put me into various activities and sports which I did under his dominance against my wishes till my late teens.
b)Academic performance.
ANS. Childhood was very lonely and scary and fearful so ba performance. In later years I was ok, studied hard, scored high marks in 10th. Became university topper.
c)Any major incidents in life and the effect of it on life.
ANS.
d)How you are satisfied with your sex life, friends, family members, company etc.
ANS. I was in girls school.never had any friends who were boys. There was shame concerning that. Now I have fear of men and even if I like someone, I get great fear and step back.

5. Habits/Addiction.
a)Smoking, Alcohol,Sleeping pills, Laxative etc.
ANS. I am very lethargic and sleep a lot.

b)Masturbation and frequency.
ANS. no

6. How is your Appetite and Thirst.
ANS. During attack I cannot eat due to extreme fear running in my body. Thirst is little, few sips..on other days, thirst is less and appetite is normal.

7. Likes and Dislikes.
a)Alcohol Bread Butter Bitter Salt Sweet Sour Fats Milk Mud Chalk Egg Spicy food Meat Fish Fruits Fried Food
Warm food-drink Cold food-drink Ice Ice cream Chocolates Tea Coffee.
ANS. Varies . but I normally have home cooked food. In attack , I cannot have anything a bit cold also because that also shoots my problem of intrusive thoughts.
b)Anything else about like and dislike of any activity with you or surrounding.
ANS.

8. Bowel movements.
a)Nature of stool, frequency, satisfactory or not.
ANS. These days I get stool immediately when I get up from bed due to fear. Stool is normal..when I was normal, I sometimes had constipation for few days.
b)Any discomforts associated with stool.
ANS. no

9. Urine.
a)Frequency, nature, volume.
ANS. in attack frequency Is frequent,less quantity . on other days normal.
 
godsavethepeople 6 years ago
9. Urine.
a)Frequency, nature, volume.
ANS. in attack frequency Is frequent,less quantity . on other days normal.

b)Any discomfort before, during or after urination/odour
ANS. no

10. For men.
a)Any difference in erection/want of erection/weak erection/Ejaculation early/late.
ANS.
b)Any other trouble in sex.
ANS.

11. For Females.
a)Menses, Regular, Irregular,Early, Late.
ANS. menses are regular but I have dysmennhorea.
b)Duration of menses.
ANS. 4 to 5 days.
c)Nature of flow, Scanty, Blood colour, Consistency, Odour, Staining, itching/ when and what makes it worse/better.
ANS. flow is less in start due to which pain is there. But then it resumes. Rest is normal

12. Sleep.
a)The quality of sleep, the quietness or restlessness of sleep,
position of sleep, times of waking and reasons for waking,
need for cover over various parts of the body,
whether the window must be open or closed etc.
common dreams, peculiar sounds or gestures during sleep, etc.
ANS. sleep is fine these days. I sleep a lot. My shoulders are always drooping my posture is bad, neck pains since school days.

13. Sweat
a)How much, what parts, staining, Odour.
ANS.
during my attack, intrusive thought and delusion is followed by immense fear and anxiety leading to sweat in whole body and face , also under the nose area. And sweat in underarms is so bad. It doesn’t go even after bathing.
Bad foul smell from underarms comes due to fear attack.

14. Weather
a)Tolerance to heat and cold, dryness, humidity, weather changes, sun,
foggy weather, wind drafts, closed rooms, etc.
ANS. I always find summers better than winters. I find relief in warmth. In winters my feet get cold very fast and cannot be made warm without external warmth like hot water bottle.

15. Mental Status
a)The quality of the patient's life in relationship to loved ones, family, friends and colleagues. Overall quality of energy available to function in daily life, and under various circumstances.
ANS. no energy left for any work . I feel exhausted very soon. Little work makes me breakdown physically. Mentally I am very very weak. Dependent on my mom. Any situation or crisis totally panics me and I fall to the ground and other peoples feet as if. But since I do nothing and sit at home without and commitment , so I feel normal and do small household chores according to my will. If I need to do something at someone else’s will then I face great stress and apathy if I cannot say no( incase of dominating figures)

b)Any mental/emotional shocks occurring in the patient's life-grief, major financial losses separation from loved ones, death, identity crisis and otherstress in life.
ANS. separation from mother again and again in childhood. Was bullied in childhood. Faced fears and insecurities . father was dominating and I had to do sports , music , swimming due to his will. He made me reach international level in sports.

c)Memory,ability to concentrate/comprehend.
ANS. from few years, memory has become very less. During attack and delusional state, logical mind disappears and the second will or ocd become so strong that I have to fight it that its not true. It’s a very pathetic disease for me because these are the most shameful and scary false thoughts that my mind repeats.

d)Are you fearful of anything eg: Animals, people, being alone, darkness, death, disease, robbers, thunder, storm, high places.
ANS. fear of men..fear of male private part., fear of strangers. During my attack- I fear EVERYTHING. Everything fears me, I feel unsafe everywhere , I want to run away from my mind which scares me the most. I want to hide somewhere or go to some place distant.
During acute attack- fear of people, fear of being shamed(badnami) , fear of my own anger, fear of dominating people, hatred for weak people,fear of being malicious, fear of sins, fear of my evil self who can break other peoples relationships due to insecurity( that's becoz my mind is totally weak and illogical during attack) fear of future , fear of hating mom in future, fear of being like all the negative people I've ever seen and heard of. :( confusion of reality and spirituality.
All ocd fears are “what if’- e.g. what if I say that I like your son, then what will happen . what if I touch someone at the wrong place, also sometimes impulse that I will do it leading to great panic.
Fear in upper chest, or chest or abdomen in morning during aggravation
e)Are you anxious about anything: if yes, give details.
ANS.
f)Are you impatient.
ANS. yes, if I have to go somewhere, reaching on time. Otherwise also in panic I am very very impatient.

g)Are you doubtful or suspicious.
ANS. not in real life but in attack I am delusionally doubtful about things that are untrue also leading to panic again.e.g. I doubt about my mother that she is after my property which is untrue but mind fixes on it. I am suspicious and evil. Like totally not how a sane person should be.

h)Are you hurt easily (emotionally)how do you react. Does it cause hatred/revenge.
ANS. yes I am sensitive sometimes, that’s why I keep distance from people. Causes anger and great hurt in heart.

i)Does your pride get hurt easily.
ANS. not easily.

j)Are you depressed, if so, reason/circumstances.
ANS. ocd and anxiety leads to serious depression but it is overcome in few days. Otherwise I am slightly depressed with intervals of unhappiness.

k)Do you like to share your problems.
ANS. yes , with mother . it brings relief.
l)Effect of consolation.
ANS. brings relief

m)Do you ever become suicidal when? How.
ANS. during extreme ocd it is so shameful and reality which is false in the head is so so terrifying and I give up that I cant live with this disease, so I become suicidal.

n)Memory- quality if poor, for what ( eg. Names, places, people, what you read).
ANS. all old memories of past years and even recent years is very less.

o)Do you weep easily, effect of weeping, ie, does it make you worse or better.
ANS. I weep but not easily. Feel relieved after weeping.

p)Are you easily irritated. What makes you angry, how do you express it.
ANS. I get irritated of people. I usually don’t express it , I suppress it. If I express, I feel ok and good. I am very moral and religious which also sometimes really wrecks me. I cannot say no to other people(figures I perceive as dominating) which causes great stress and is destructive for me. I become double minded.
q)Are you destructive.
ANS. not in reality.
r)How good are you in making decisions.
ANS. im am good in normal life. Under attack ,,its like I have 2 wills, one mine and one which scares me and is illogical but I cannot go against it also. Then I toss coin to decide what God says and take decision accordingly.
s)Do you like company or like to remain alone.
ANS. company tires me. I have no friends.I only prefers mother’s company.
t)How seriously are you affected by disorder and uncleanness in your surroundings.
ANS. not much.
u)How does failure appear to you?
ANS. it effects me but not very much. I take gods support.
v)Are there any matters that you deeply dislike?
ANS.
w)What activities you deeply like? How does it affect your mood?
ANS. cannot recollect, maybe going for walk , etc,
x)Are you affectionate? How does others sorrow affect you?
ANS. yes . It affects me. I offer help and support or pray for them.
y)Any present fears in your life or future.
ANS. marriage, ocd can break everything ruin your life. Also phobia is so much.
z)Any present life or future life desires.
ANS. I have many desires of dong social work , joining a good organization , marriage etc.

16.Tell your date, month, year of birth with birth place and timing for Medical Astrology
ANS. 8 -12 -1989. Place- Patiala , india. Time- 1:10 am

17.Describe PRAKRITI
by doing EVALUATION on visiting
website
ANS.
vata- 41 pita- 36 kapha- 22 . predominant dosha- vata and pitta

NOTE-- if proper reporting will not be done by you, then i will close the case, you can take advice from others.

Regards,
antivirus
 
godsavethepeople 6 years ago
The case appears to be quite clear.

Let the current practitioner try and resolve the problem.

Otherwise, I can help
 
Zady101 6 years ago
i am currently traveling, all prescription will be given on Sunday, sorry for being late.

regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 6 years ago
Thank you ..I will wait
 
godsavethepeople 6 years ago
astrological remedy is to eat 5 green moong dal together with 5 masoor dal daily.
 
0antivirus0 6 years ago
take CALCAREA CARBONICA 200c liquid, 2 drops in a tablespoon water, only 2 dose not more than that, not daily, 1st dose before sleep and next dose next morning after wakeup,

{if buying pills then 3 pills as one dose, 2 times, 1st at night and 2nd after wakeup, chew it, do not swallow with water}

do not eat or drink anything 30 minutes before and after medicine,

REPORT FOLLOWING AFTER 20 DAYS

feeling calm=
good sleep=
proper energy level=
self control=
confidence level=
freshness on waking up=
love and affection with others=
mental freedom or freshness=
any other change you felt=

regards,
antivirus
 
0antivirus0 6 years ago

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