Memory trouble.

I'm having memory trouble. do not remember when did it started.
i believe there are many factor in alone memory problem.

1) I can't remember my own thoughts because of this i repeat same argument many times at least till that topic stops bothering me. topics are mostly based on psychology.


2) I go to kitchen to bring a spoon but after reaching kitchen i forgets, why did i came here?

3) After reading a page of book or any article i suddenly forgets what i just read but remembers that part which was very interesting to me or useful to me. Sometimes i forget this too but mostly after at least 30 min. and when i forgets that topic of that page. and remembers it next time i forgets almost everything including interesting or useful stuff.


1. My personality-
2. Very greedy.
3. holds anger. but when ego is rising or irritating anger comes by my own wish.
4. Expert in Finding Mistakes in others despite of having lots of mistake in my own self. Then irritate others and asks them to improve them self. but after some time when i find that same mistake in my self. I bothers myself too to improve its self and this cause stress a lot.
5. I'm good at keeping secret, if i have a reason to keep them a secret. I spend my time alone with laptop & Internet. I always seeks for good company but right now i think that my nearby friends are real idiots(which they really are) not like fraud types but idiots, there are fraud types too but i do not count them in friends but since i have taken natrum mur 10m. it has become hard to keep secrets and spend time alone.
6. Very lazy to do anywork for single reason but if i get many reasons to do a work i do it but in a bit of pressure.

I do not know whether it is useful or not but Since i'm high on hemp, I just wanted to write about this personaily stuff so i didn't let this chance slip away.

I'm high on hemp because before when i tried to make new thread i didn't know what i wanted to solve first and got an argument and wasn't able to come to any agreement so i took hemp and able to come to conculsion that which is important right now. Beside I took avena q today. and before i got rid of high sexual desire avena use to cause me masturbate, Now it increases desire to get a high.

I'm having 1st and 3rd problem from more than year Do not know about 2nd problem and i started using hemp few weeks back, Since i had started having trouble in handling stress.

Right now i'm already taking..
Bufo rana 1m once or twice a week, For decreasing High sexual desire.
Alfalfa Q once or twice a day, For better absorption of food.
Avena Q according to mood.

Right now i want to focus on Memory Problem.
Please Prescribe what you think would work fast for me or at least it would show its effect quick, Since i start loosing trust very quickly.

Thanks in Advance.