thick discharge from penis weak memory

nerves weakness, Heat in head, angry feeling, always drowsiness though night sleep is OK,
Loss of excessive memory,

Iam 42 years old, physically ok, but mentally weak, I cannot remember anything, unable to study, dim vision

This discharge after intercourse, penis shrinked

Have taken lots of high potencies medicine such as Ferrum Phos, Ferrum Met (1M till CM) for about 3-4 years after 1-2 months interval.

Then Baryta Carb, Then Lycopodium (1M till CM)

Lastly Arsenic Iod 1M till CM potency. After taking Arsenic Iod I felt that the memory was excessivly lost, abdomen get distended extremely, vision loss, and lots of memory and nurvine problems came up.



1. Name-Santosh Kr Verma
2. Age : 42 Years
3. Sex : Male
4. country : India (U.P.)
5. climate : Humid, Dry, Cold (as per season)
6. What exactly is happening ? Penis shrunked, Thick discharge either by masturbation or intercourse, extreme pleasure, hot feeling in the head, dim vision, angry feeling, frequent urination, penis erection very rare, hence masturbation.
7. How do you feel ? pleasurable after ejaculation.
8. How does this affect you ? No effects. benefited after discharge, mostly everything O.K.

If I donot discharge for a long period say 15 days or above, I get cold and cough or other ailments relating to mind and memory and cough-cold like...
9. How does it feel like ? suicidal thoughts and homecidal, to kill someone, excessive angry.
10. What comes to your mind ? to kill someone, to getrid of my ailments or do some mysterious things.
11. One situation that had a big effect on you ? A lovely atmosphere where I can get affection of my own people.

12. How did that feel like ? pleasurable.

13. What sensation do you experience in that situation ? Very much.
14. What are you showing by that gesture of your hand. ? Nothing, just normal.
15. current medicine you are taking--Arsenic Iod 1M for last two years.
16. family back ground--farmer, illeterate.
17. qualification of patient--Post graduation.
18. Nature of working--Private Secretary of an Executive Officer in Government office.
19. desire and aversion of food--Egg (but sometime--though I am vegetarian) others are normal.
20. Mind-behavior, anger, irritability, hurry, impatient…and so.. on and how you are peculiar from other person, public speaking or not, you can describe all the detail about behavior, love and affection.

anger, irritability, hurry, impatient…and so, I feel very affectionate towards my family but not reaslized by others, others feel me peculiar nature of person, I am not loved by anyone even my mother and father or my wife.
21. Aggravation & Amelioration

seldom I feel very perfect in health specialy when liver is OK and normal intercourse.

Plese help me to get rid of above problems.