Consitutional remedy - Need help

Dear alls,
I’m asking your help to find my constitutional remedy. I’m having some troubles in my life due to my social difficulties and I want to solve these problems as soon as possible. (I appologize for any mistakes for I am not a native speaker of English)
Personal Information:
32 year old woman
Married, mother of a baby boy
Height: 160 cm, weight: 52 kg
Light brown hair, brown eyes, pale face.
University education.
Main Complaints:
I am very anxious and impacient. Tend to be intolerant with myself and others. I fear public speaking. Hate to be on the spot. Like to go unnoticed. Don’t feel confortable talking to authority or doing a new thing for the first time. Can’t stand being observed when I’m working.
I've been anxious since I can remember, however the fear of public speaking only got stronger in adult age. 3 years ago I had my first anxiety attack during a professional meeting I was in charge of. I felt dizzy, stopped listening to others and couldn't speak. My heart was beating really fast and my hands were shaking. Since then I always get really anxious in all meetings and can't speak at all, can't remember the right words, my voice trembles, my hands shake and my heart beat rapidly. I easily feel embarassed and blush. I panick in public presentations and it is even worse when I have to stand up. I am very responsible and self-conscious. Kind of perfecionist. If I am among friends I am talkative and fun. I have a good sense of humour.
I suffer from low self-confidence. At school I did not have problems with speaking in class, although I never raised my hand. but I was a very sensitive and introvert child.
For many years I used to think that my mother and grandmother didn't like me and I suffered a lot with those thoughts. As a child I couldn’t understand why they ran me down, felt very jealous because my grandmother clearly had a preference on my cousin. As a teenager I got very angry with these same situations but always repressed my feelings because I was never aloud to tell what I was thinking/feeling. I used to have asthma crises until I went to college. Now I only have hay fever and synositus, especially in cold weather. I always feel better in the summer and worse in winter.
I am always in a hurry: doing things, walking, driving…
I am constantly blinking my eyes especially when I’m nervous.
I suffer from antecipation.

Other information:
I have a tendency to have cellulite on legs and buttocks and some acne on cheeks. Occasionally I have herpes on my mouth (right in the middle of the lowr lip). Most of the days I have dark circles around eyes.
I usually have cold feet and hands.
I get very agitated and talkative when I drink strong coffee.
I can’t sleep before midnight and have great difficulty in waking and getting up in the morning.
I have TPM and get very irritated and emotional. Sometimes I get depressed.

Food aversion: onions, boiled fish, boiled potatoes, any boiled vegetable.
Food preferences: chocolate, strong taste cheese, fast food, fruit juices, pies, pasta, eggs, hot drinks (tea or cappuccino). I’m very hungry especially in the evening.
I am rarely thirsty, I almost do not drink water.

Thank you for reading me. I really hope someone can help me.
Sofia