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God forbid that someone who has BDD... has a real change in his body appearance!

You know how most BDD sufferers would respond to a change on their body? 100% of time with stress and anxiety. They would say 100% of the time that they look worse compared to before. And that is the problem BDD sufferers have when they go to plastic surgery… They are never happy with the outcome… But me on the other hand, I like the change. Because my nose has gotten more symmetrical. And my right nostril was very unrefined, undeveloped compared to the left one before. If you haven’t looked at the pictures I sent and are pre-judgmental because I have BDD than I really don’t like this. Because the evidence is in the way how I am reacting to the change and in the pictures that it is not my mind.

This is really unfair to reject me because I made a claim that my nose changed. Really god forbid that someone like me’s body really changes.

I really don’t know what more I can say. I am not hysterical or totally stressed about the change, none of that. How much more clear does it have to be. And my BDD is much better compared to before, I am not picking on my face anymore.

I am not angry or anything, just angry for being rejected as I believe this was really unfair. But I know I am difficult and haven’t made it easy for you. So I still know I have to take blame for everything.

But don’t leave me.

Disclaimer though: The difference in my nose isn’t dramatic, but quite visible compared to how the right side of my nose looked before and my pictures were taken with a web camera which isnt the best. I will drop this now and not speak on it again as I don’t need to argue about this. Difference is like night and day to me in person.
 
  vitamin.X on 2011-10-19
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
If you havent looked at the pictures there is no need for it. The old ones are taken in a shadow rather so it cannot be compared really accurately

Never mind
 
vitamin.X last decade
Anyway I like my nose today. Am sort of feeling like on Platina. My moves are much smoother on the outside and havent noticed a feeling of restriction. Placebo maybe or not? I dont know. I drove kind of fast and still got the anxiety when people looked at me out of fear of what bad thoughts they must have about me for doing this, but there was no tensing up or restriction I can tell, which feels good.
 
vitamin.X last decade
Anyway I will stick to posting my progress. Contrary to what you think I believe I have gotten better. I feel I am less dramatic and less angry as I was last time (the first time) you left me.

-Right now I am feeling sleepy which is very very rare to feel this way before midnight

- my nose change is most likely from the skin oil after all as my nose trillses skin has gotten thicker which gives the appearance of a wider nose. Before I could stick my finger into my nose with ease. now it has gotten rather difficult

I am going to accept the hurt, unjust and misunderstanding and hope I might get help in the future again
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 19 Oct 2011 11:16:15 BST]
 
vitamin.X last decade

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