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David
Why was it necessary to break all contact? I dont understand it. How someone can be so hurtful. You have no idea how I feel. I was already alone, had noone and thought bad about myself and now I am even getting rejected by a homeopath and have to hear what all is wrong with me from him. Yea It made me feel really good!It is exactly why I will never go close to people again. Out of the blue they say such hurtful things and leave you + a ton of misunderstandings along the way always
vitamin.X on 2011-10-20
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Despite my anger, I do not wish to hear from you, and the reason is not what you think but the issue with intimacy. It would be to uncomfortable to talk with someone I said such things too again.
But I cannot accept what happened again. Guess I will have to be my own homeopath as people are just so unpredictable.
But I cannot accept what happened again. Guess I will have to be my own homeopath as people are just so unpredictable.
vitamin.X last decade
Stop being a victim and start taking responsibility for your behaviour. Your tendency is to blame those around you for what you do, as you are doing right now. I am not getting involved with you again because it is clear I have become part of your problem. You use me as an excuse to self-prescribe. I am removing myself from this situation in the (vain) hope that you will wake up to yourself or get help elsewhere, hopefully from someone who can deal with you.
I have outlined all the things that you do which make you a terrible homoeopathic patient, and will prevent you from ever being cured. You have chosen to ignore that advice and continue doing it. On top of that, and not for the first time, you are happy to blame me for my 'unreasonable' behaviour.
Stop posting these to provoke me. I am not going to enable your illness any longer. It was a mistake for me to get so invloved with your case. You need to seek help elsewhere immediately and stop making excuses for why you can't/won't. This internet forum is allowing you to continue this behaviour, so get into a real person's clinic and start actually getting treated properly. There are plenty of good classical homoeopaths in New Zealand so stop hiding and do it.
I have outlined all the things that you do which make you a terrible homoeopathic patient, and will prevent you from ever being cured. You have chosen to ignore that advice and continue doing it. On top of that, and not for the first time, you are happy to blame me for my 'unreasonable' behaviour.
Stop posting these to provoke me. I am not going to enable your illness any longer. It was a mistake for me to get so invloved with your case. You need to seek help elsewhere immediately and stop making excuses for why you can't/won't. This internet forum is allowing you to continue this behaviour, so get into a real person's clinic and start actually getting treated properly. There are plenty of good classical homoeopaths in New Zealand so stop hiding and do it.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I closed some tabs and this post unexpectedly came into my vision. But it wasnt as bad as I expected. THANKS for replying.
Please listen to me.
I am sorry for everything. I am to blame not you for everything of course.
Please I am in no way able to see someone in person and I could list all the reasons why and you could prescribe on those reasons. I dont feel worthy enough, what would my parents think and the list goes on.
Please. You are the only one I have who helped me. I will be quiet and take the remedies you suggest. Which I have done except the gall acid and paris quad long long time ago. Please I dont like being alone.
What do you have to lose to try and help me? Nothing since you help everyone on here. I cannot help it but think that, that would be unfair if you wouldnt help me as I can be good. I stopped the scorpio because of the terrible dreams I had which assured me it cannot be my remedy that is all. Otherwise I would have continued like I did with the anthropleura.
Dont leave me. I dont have much time before the new wave of problems will appear when I will get forced to go to university or some course again come november. I dont even know what to do. It is unlikely I will be cured by than and even dont want to decide on a career until I am cured.
I hate it in how bad of a light I am presenting myself becuase I need to be presented good always otherwise people will not want me.
I am not as delusional or ill as you think. My parents would laugh at the idea of institutionalising me because apparently there is nothing wrong with me so they say. Well my father that is. My mother is the more guilable type and my father the strict one lol. 2 completely different dynamics. No wonder I assume I am a bit dramatic
Please help. You help everyone. Deciding to not help me just hurts. I can be good, I can take remedies. Lets just please address the correct underlining problems so I can have hope in taking the remedies I get prescribed. And the correct underlining problems are my emotional issues I am sort of avoiding I believe.
Please David. You are my only hope of avoiding future pain and hurt if I will get forced back to society by my parents
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 02:29:59 BST]
Please listen to me.
I am sorry for everything. I am to blame not you for everything of course.
Please I am in no way able to see someone in person and I could list all the reasons why and you could prescribe on those reasons. I dont feel worthy enough, what would my parents think and the list goes on.
Please. You are the only one I have who helped me. I will be quiet and take the remedies you suggest. Which I have done except the gall acid and paris quad long long time ago. Please I dont like being alone.
What do you have to lose to try and help me? Nothing since you help everyone on here. I cannot help it but think that, that would be unfair if you wouldnt help me as I can be good. I stopped the scorpio because of the terrible dreams I had which assured me it cannot be my remedy that is all. Otherwise I would have continued like I did with the anthropleura.
Dont leave me. I dont have much time before the new wave of problems will appear when I will get forced to go to university or some course again come november. I dont even know what to do. It is unlikely I will be cured by than and even dont want to decide on a career until I am cured.
I hate it in how bad of a light I am presenting myself becuase I need to be presented good always otherwise people will not want me.
I am not as delusional or ill as you think. My parents would laugh at the idea of institutionalising me because apparently there is nothing wrong with me so they say. Well my father that is. My mother is the more guilable type and my father the strict one lol. 2 completely different dynamics. No wonder I assume I am a bit dramatic
Please help. You help everyone. Deciding to not help me just hurts. I can be good, I can take remedies. Lets just please address the correct underlining problems so I can have hope in taking the remedies I get prescribed. And the correct underlining problems are my emotional issues I am sort of avoiding I believe.
Please David. You are my only hope of avoiding future pain and hurt if I will get forced back to society by my parents
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 02:29:59 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
You dont know what a big change that would be if I would seek out a homeopath in person.
There are many issues around this... The anxiety from being face to face with someone, uncomfortablness of talking about my issues which I dont think I could do,...
and the big change this would be. That I am taking live into my own hands.
I cannot be on my own. I always need someone I believe
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 02:40:38 BST]
There are many issues around this... The anxiety from being face to face with someone, uncomfortablness of talking about my issues which I dont think I could do,...
and the big change this would be. That I am taking live into my own hands.
I cannot be on my own. I always need someone I believe
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 02:40:38 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
I am not your only hope. Stop being so dramatic. There are thousands of homoeopaths in the world. There are plenty in NZ. Go see one. Act with them like you have with me, or the other homoeopath you did this too online, and you will just stay sick. This is ultimately your choice.
And stop posting so much here before someone makes a complaint about it.
You address all the problems I have outlined and maybe someone will be able to help you.
And stop posting so much here before someone makes a complaint about it.
You address all the problems I have outlined and maybe someone will be able to help you.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Instead of helping me with the information I provided you rather use it against me?
Why? I am inclined to cry out nooooooooooo! dont do this to me. And it might sound dramatic but it isnt. You dont understand. I dont feel the intensity of the emotional hurt. It is blocked away from me, and the acting, over dramatization is the compensation to not feel it.
Why are you saying such things. You are a homeopath and know about delusions. I really dont like making new contact. It is impossible for me.
I hope you do not think again I am playing you for a fool or something. How could you think that? Why would I provide so much information than and try to help the case and mention the acting.
I cannot leave. Why dont you just suggest a remedy for me, based on the things I said about me.. the blocked intensity etc? Maybe it would cure me?
I am not Platina because to me being low equals people leaving you and also being to high equals people leaving you. I have to be in the middle. Who would bother with an egoistic person who is full of himself? Noone, is my view
I am really sorry for all the confusion and misunderstanding. Lets please start over. Dont be so hard on me. I really have noone else
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 03:36:02 BST]
Why? I am inclined to cry out nooooooooooo! dont do this to me. And it might sound dramatic but it isnt. You dont understand. I dont feel the intensity of the emotional hurt. It is blocked away from me, and the acting, over dramatization is the compensation to not feel it.
Why are you saying such things. You are a homeopath and know about delusions. I really dont like making new contact. It is impossible for me.
I hope you do not think again I am playing you for a fool or something. How could you think that? Why would I provide so much information than and try to help the case and mention the acting.
I cannot leave. Why dont you just suggest a remedy for me, based on the things I said about me.. the blocked intensity etc? Maybe it would cure me?
I am not Platina because to me being low equals people leaving you and also being to high equals people leaving you. I have to be in the middle. Who would bother with an egoistic person who is full of himself? Noone, is my view
I am really sorry for all the confusion and misunderstanding. Lets please start over. Dont be so hard on me. I really have noone else
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 03:36:02 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
I feel like I am loosing you again based on your last post. Fine you dont have to guide me but at least answer my questions if I will have some in the furture? Is that good?
You sound to be displeased or angry with me and I dont know why? what have I done?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 03:40:15 BST]
You sound to be displeased or angry with me and I dont know why? what have I done?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 20 Oct 2011 03:40:15 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
It was so nice from you when you still watched over my thread despite stopping to treat me. Something no other homeopath would do. Please I really am not as bad. Just a bit restless from not getting what I want (enough attention?). And I believe I could deserve some help based on the great effort I am making in providing information which I hope would hopefully cure me. I am no clown, troublemaker,.. but looking for help.
vitamin.X last decade
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