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is the baryta group the only remedies that have this problem... being laughed at for being in love or in a relationship. I talked about this so often and today after having this dream of not knowing whether people were laughing at me or not again I am uncertain and anxiousin 2 weeks I am supposed to work and if I am like an infant that is such danger. I hate where this ugly feelings of total incompetence are coming from today, like I am an infant who cannot count to even 5. I would wish I could hide them, or that they would go away. They make me anxious about whether I will be able to cope when working. very ugly feelings. Noone must see them.
I am confused about how I am feeling today. Yesterday I was feeling ok, that I could maybe work. TOday not so. but stressed about it. ABout how lost and uncertain I am going to feel, how I will handle it + that people will see me that way, in such state
I have been made uncertain by the thought that I might be like an infant and this feelings that it brings up. and the fear of people seeing me when I feel like this. self conscious, blank, uncertain.
i could never have a girlfriend because my parents and brothers would laugh at me. I dont want to have this problem, because how does this make me look also?... very bad, to fear being laughed at
[message edited by starface on Mon, 13 Feb 2012 02:01:54 GMT]
starface on 2012-02-13
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i thought with the tarantula, cannabis indica, thuja all might go well, the improvements I am noticing etc. How I felt yesterday evening... I thought that all might go well
... but today this one little doubt that I might be a completely different remedy ie baryta I am getting worried, and feel lack of confidence and fear that all will not go well greatly. Whether I will be able to deal with everything.
this is bothering me. WHy did this baryta now had to get into the mix of remedies I could be. It seemed to me that I was on the right track and had it all figured out. But now I am noticing the improvements could have just been because I was so sure of being on the right track which gives the feeling of control. And the doubt about baryta maybe being right leaves me overwhelmed, to many possiblities again. And I dont know anymore with certainty whether I am on the right track or completely off.
... but today this one little doubt that I might be a completely different remedy ie baryta I am getting worried, and feel lack of confidence and fear that all will not go well greatly. Whether I will be able to deal with everything.
this is bothering me. WHy did this baryta now had to get into the mix of remedies I could be. It seemed to me that I was on the right track and had it all figured out. But now I am noticing the improvements could have just been because I was so sure of being on the right track which gives the feeling of control. And the doubt about baryta maybe being right leaves me overwhelmed, to many possiblities again. And I dont know anymore with certainty whether I am on the right track or completely off.
starface last decade
i dont know who I am, how I look like to people,
for past months I had this different feelings about myself, and more confidence and feeling better about myself, and about coping. But today it all gone out the window with this baryta group and the dream I had. Now I think I could be the infant, which goes against what I believed before. And this creates anxiety about whether I am really so dependent and incompetent. I dont know.
Is this a symptom that could be called 'being fragile'
yes or no? because in some ways I cannot believe I am baryta carb, but dont know
for past months I had this different feelings about myself, and more confidence and feeling better about myself, and about coping. But today it all gone out the window with this baryta group and the dream I had. Now I think I could be the infant, which goes against what I believed before. And this creates anxiety about whether I am really so dependent and incompetent. I dont know.
Is this a symptom that could be called 'being fragile'
yes or no? because in some ways I cannot believe I am baryta carb, but dont know
starface last decade
ok i calmed down.. its just that I can be made uncertain/blank quick.
Its not that the remedies I took are not really hepful, that it is all just in my mind. Lycopodium, staphysgaria, anacardium, palladium, aurum etc all didnt work. It is when I notice small improvement on good remedies that than I start feeling good and secure in knowing I am on the right track and future will be all bright and so on. And things will get better. that all will be well
Its not that the remedies I took are not really hepful, that it is all just in my mind. Lycopodium, staphysgaria, anacardium, palladium, aurum etc all didnt work. It is when I notice small improvement on good remedies that than I start feeling good and secure in knowing I am on the right track and future will be all bright and so on. And things will get better. that all will be well
starface last decade
please tell me what remedy I could need. This is how quickly I can be made uncertain/blank around people without knowing anything anymore. By peoples unexpected reactions, like people laughing. because I wont know whether it is about me or not. and this will make my confidence dissapear instantly whether they actually laughed about me or not because I assume they are laughing about me.
I think I have done good job at presenting problem and hope you only have to tell me the name of the remedy I need. That it is easy to spot
or what remedies can be made blank/uncertain so quick???
[message edited by starface on Mon, 13 Feb 2012 02:04:36 GMT]
I think I have done good job at presenting problem and hope you only have to tell me the name of the remedy I need. That it is easy to spot
or what remedies can be made blank/uncertain so quick???
[message edited by starface on Mon, 13 Feb 2012 02:04:36 GMT]
starface last decade
i use wrong words when speaking i noticed often past week. just completely a wrong word comes out sometimes and I wonder how come my brother hasnt commented on it yet and made fun of it yet which would embarass me greatly.
another problem I dont want to be existing, seen by people.
another problem I dont want to be existing, seen by people.
starface last decade
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I know this is all the wrong approach from me and not leading anywhere.
It is interesting you mentioned pride!
I read about the lac groups because dependence was mentioned for those remedies. and I read about all kind of lacs when I arrived at lac caninum there was fear I might be it, when I arrived at lac leo there I read the words pride, haughtyness etc which caused a reaction. My ego kind of got to live and lit up.
hmm this just adds to the confusion, but in one way confirms why platina worked somewhat for me, no? I mean I started opening up about my problems around family memebers. Even today I talked again about my problems around my older brother even which usually would cause anxiety. I joked that when I will work at the place that noone must be present in the same room as me. Which is admitting to that I have a social anxiety problem.
I would not do that before platina.
It is interesting you mentioned pride!
I read about the lac groups because dependence was mentioned for those remedies. and I read about all kind of lacs when I arrived at lac caninum there was fear I might be it, when I arrived at lac leo there I read the words pride, haughtyness etc which caused a reaction. My ego kind of got to live and lit up.
hmm this just adds to the confusion, but in one way confirms why platina worked somewhat for me, no? I mean I started opening up about my problems around family memebers. Even today I talked again about my problems around my older brother even which usually would cause anxiety. I joked that when I will work at the place that noone must be present in the same room as me. Which is admitting to that I have a social anxiety problem.
I would not do that before platina.
starface last decade
I get more nauseated when I drive in a car, and cigarette smoke bothers me more. This must be because of tarantula. cause it helped a bit in unblocking my head, chest. So old symptom I am feeling more strong now again.
And at the beach I sometimes take 2 things like a bit of wood and bang it against a stone or shell just to make noise, music.
Must be some tarantula proving, no?
And at the beach I sometimes take 2 things like a bit of wood and bang it against a stone or shell just to make noise, music.
Must be some tarantula proving, no?
starface last decade
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am better in some ways from platina, BDD was kind of destructive before, could not talk about my problems face to face with mother,... just to name a few things
but it is not that much better.
at night I am not stressed before falling asleep, and no random dialogues which made me afraid of what this is.
but it is not that much better.
at night I am not stressed before falling asleep, and no random dialogues which made me afraid of what this is.
starface last decade
tarantula was an ok remedy too, but there was always egoizem present. it never went away
starface last decade
tarantula was good because I feel my body more, chest, shoulders, head. sometimes I feel ticklish, tingling feeling as if adrenaline in chest, or sensitive to touch, its a good feeling.
starface last decade
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