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-what would the following mean... When I took tarantula I started feeling really angry when I played computer games and lost the games. Which I did not before. Definately not such reactions before. I would curse around. Sometimes bite my hand from the tension while on tarantula-I noticed music sounding better.
-I was kind of restless on beach and banging sticks things.
... I got improvements also I think. In that my head feels more unblocked, so I smell better now things, food, air. But as result tobacoo smoke really bothers me again. And in car get more nauseated also.
I had feeling in top of shoulders, upper back, chest, which I did not before after aggravation passed
All this after 2 200c doses.
Is this good or bad sign. I am most curious about the anger I felt. What it meant?
[message edited by starface on Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:01:09 GMT]
starface on 2012-02-15
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i got a few more symptoms I noticed after day back at society.
- in morning was a bit compulsive with BDD and if I had to go alone to work I would surely be late. But since my mother nagged me I had to go
- the clothes I put on never felt right, I seemed strange in them
- a bit of dry mouth
- had to control my eyes as always, to not stare ugly, to not let this be seen. THis is always on my mind and a worry. Like when I walk down hallway and I will fear if someone comes how will my eyes be like, will they look normal
- i get ultra pale
from the controlling around people, from the anxiety
- light started bothering me after a while, when I felt really pale
- I felt uncomfortable being watched and this caused me to blush when doing some work
- I am ok when brother or mother around but when alone amongst people who watch me I am terribly self conscious
-but talking was ok. Even had a bit of small talk with some workers there. It wasnt ok with 2 girls though.
But overall good and better than expected
in the morning also at every reflection I walked past, and mirrors I had the compulsion to look at them, look at my nose, forehead etc from different angles to see how they look like, whether ok or not. totally ridicoulus when I think of it now, but what can I do. I get uncertain.
[message edited by starface on Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:02:49 GMT]
- in morning was a bit compulsive with BDD and if I had to go alone to work I would surely be late. But since my mother nagged me I had to go
- the clothes I put on never felt right, I seemed strange in them
- a bit of dry mouth
- had to control my eyes as always, to not stare ugly, to not let this be seen. THis is always on my mind and a worry. Like when I walk down hallway and I will fear if someone comes how will my eyes be like, will they look normal
- i get ultra pale
from the controlling around people, from the anxiety
- light started bothering me after a while, when I felt really pale
- I felt uncomfortable being watched and this caused me to blush when doing some work
- I am ok when brother or mother around but when alone amongst people who watch me I am terribly self conscious
-but talking was ok. Even had a bit of small talk with some workers there. It wasnt ok with 2 girls though.
But overall good and better than expected
in the morning also at every reflection I walked past, and mirrors I had the compulsion to look at them, look at my nose, forehead etc from different angles to see how they look like, whether ok or not. totally ridicoulus when I think of it now, but what can I do. I get uncertain.
[message edited by starface on Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:02:49 GMT]
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