Dear Doctor Kadwa "I am fine"

Dear Sir,

Take my Holy Holi Greetings.Thanks a lot for stretching your helping hand. Your remedies have played good roles and I think I will regain my vigor and vitality once again with your aid. But I presume, to go deep into the problem, it is best to highlight on some aspect of my life that will help you to microscope my health hazards quite proficiently.

Sir, I am a timid type of man who always fear of something ominous to happen to my dear ones or to me. I have pleasing personality and even at an age of 60 I have never quarreled with anyone or fight with anybody.In my childhood I was always afraid to be alone, even in a room. I always sought the company of my mother.I was a very bright student in my student life. I was/am a prolific sportsman, actor, dramatist, poet and writer.I AM VERY CREATIVE AND HIGHLY SENSITIVE. But overindulgence to sports and acting failed to offer me the expected academic result. It was a blow to me. At the same time my father died. My brother treated harshly with me and I was at a loss. But I dared not retaliate as I was/ am a very timid sort of fellow. I bore with everything patiently. With the aid of utmost effort later on I obtained degrees and became a professor.

Sir, all my health hazards are due to a kind of FEAR or FRIGHT or PANIC that is absolutely irrational.I know it quite well.Still I am afraid of something uncanny.I am always bothered with the thought of my wife and my child. But when I teach in the college, take part in any seminar, placed among a company, I am fine. IT IS COMPANY THAT MAKES ME HAPPY, BRIGHT AND JOVIAL ALL THE WAY. LONELINESS MAKES ME DULL AND PANICKY.

It may be so that I am bothering you right now. But I think, it is right to make you know everything about me in details.

Have a very colorful day

Thanks and regards

Sandy3
[Edited by sandy3 on 2018-03-11 06:18:27]