Not sure what is going on

1. Describe your main suffering?
SEE ABOVE – Was told I may have VHL Syndrome after Surgery.
Going for another MRI on my brain in July. Have 2 titanium plates as a result of surgery.
Not have had for some time some funky finger infection that results in lymphangitis & cellulitous. Hospitalized many times and given antibiotics – did not like it. Now if it ever starts I take L Lysine and it goes away. Wish docs would of know that years ago.

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
Since surgery I have had a permanent discomfort in my left shoulder blade. Tingling on left arm. A bump about the size of a nickel on my left leg centered between my knee & thing which sometimes hurts.

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
I am afraid I might have this disease and mostly scared of losing my eyesight – the flashes scare me.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
Scared of losing my eyesight – I will deal with whatever is wrong, but dread my eyes being effected.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
I had an abscess tooth that became very infected and ended up in the ER. Got a cat scan and they found the tumor. This was all in the middle of November last year and Surgery was December 10th. The flashes, leg thing and back did not start till after surgery.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?
Afternoon – I would take a nap if I could.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
I can’t really think of anything – maybe when lying down when getting ready to sleep if I had to say anything. Flashes happen throughout the day.

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
Menses is now an issue – think I may be starting menopause.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
No difference noticed at this time.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
I am a VERY happy person and have an unbelievable outlook on life. Even when things are tough I remain positive. I believe your thoughts effect your body and actions. Very rarely I pull the pity party BUT I snap out of it. The prominent bad mental state I have is Guilt for some reason – not sure why.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm? LOVE IT – excited and looking forward to the calmness I will feel

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times? Depends

- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc? TOTALLY – have an unbelievable sense of smell and hear very well and light lately is effecting me physically – mentally love the moods light evokes.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc? Very rarely I will talk to myself – do not answer, however ;-) Wish I cried more. When I get emotional, I get very emotional.

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
Not in a relationship. I am fine with that. Feel very fortunate to have the friends I have in my life! Very well rounded and surrounded by friends that care about me. Wish I was closer to my family. Parents (mom mostly) pushes buttons.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
Afraid of losing my eye sight mostly. Dreams are like a movie every night. Used to have repeating dreams of my house catching on fire (which it did), drowning in an orange pool (I am a very good swimmer) and my father selling me on a boat to his friends. Now fly a lot, dream of water situations and almost out of body like experiences occur often. I also have many transportation issue dreams and of losing my cat Nikita – I always find her.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
Never ate much Citrus because I got canker sores. Now I crave clementines. I eat a lot of fruit and nuts. Not a lot of starches. Veggies too – can eat more. Trying to eat more raw food. Get a rush when I get protein in general, but specifically from meat or bacon. Try not to eat it often. Get a headache if I don’t drink coffee. LOVE any berry and eating a banana a day all of a sudden. Junkfood when I get my period.
Love spicy foods.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
I have been drinking more water than normal.

14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
I have been eating a lot more lately, but have been losing weight. Not consistent when I eat. I nibble all day long.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand? Not really

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
Don’t sweat a lot. In between my thighs if anywhere.

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type? Varies

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
Normally I sleep well. Sleep on my right side arms curled in.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
I am sexually active, but not as often as I would like because not in a relationship – rarely have orgasms.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?
My positive outlook – Happy Every Day & Shambhala are sayings I have. I am blesses with positive energy.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication? Hate antibiotics. Not any from surgery, penecillan fot tooth and don’t like it.

22. What major diseases are running in your family?
Adopted

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance
44, Female, medium build, could tone up a bit, blue eyes, dishwater hair, 5’3”, pale skin – rosacia I think.

24. (ONLY FOR FEMALES)

If you are not having normal menstrual cycles, please answer the following questions:

- Are the periods early, regular or late in general? Totally off lately
How long do they last? 1 day or 10 days
- Do you suffer from any kind of physical or mental discomfort before, during or after the periods? Cramps and tired and crave foods when longer than 3 days
- Is the flow scanty, normal or excessive? This time it is excessive and having clots the size of a nickel. HEAVY
- Is the blood thick bright red or pale watery? Medium - thick and bright red
- Do you notice any clots in the flow? Yes

FEMALE
44
Smoker since I was 13 unfortunately – about a ½ of pack a day.
Drink – lately have been blacking out
Since surgery lost a lot of weight – medium build could tone up.
Have been clean from shooting Heroin for 14 years
Bad Eyesight
Had or still have still Epstein Bar
Adopted
Had strep throat a lot as a child, bad chickenpox and mono stopped when I got my tonsils out

Thank you - from reading about the remedy, I am gathering this is primarily for the flashes - is that correct?

Happy Day!
Amanda jOY

I took the cylclamen Monday and have not had flashes since. Thank you. I have, however, developed a rash all over my body. I have red bumps that itch like crazy all over. Any reccomendations?