Psychosis Sabra help

I will try and be as detailed about my psychotic trip as possible. I took a cannibas joint and went out into the night. I was feeling the effects of the cannibas as my mind was slow and I had this mental cloud. Then once outside the people I was with let off these
bangers and fireworks since it was New Years Eve. I then lapsed out of concentration and started grabbing at one of the peoples clothes saying stop to everything. Then I feel like explosions in my stomach and my heart started beating fast and I felt this crunching feeling like my stomach was exploding to every shockwave after the explosions. Then I got all paranoid. I watched someone go away and I thought he was up to something. That he knew something about me.

I calmed down and started thinking a little more straight. Then later the people I was with started letting off bangers again. I relasped and thought that someone had given me LSD cos I didnt feel like I had taken cannibas. I kept saying you know something. But before that I started coughing and I thought my lungs were going to pop out. I got this feeling of fear and anxiety this oh now depseration coming over me. I kept sayng to one of the guys what have you given me what have I taken take me to the hospital. Eventually I went to the hospital and I felt anxious and impatient I couldnt stop moving and I was inclined to run away. I rasn away from the people I was with and went to see another hospital. I was in the street and it seemed to me that the cars were doing everything that I couldnt get a taxi either too close or too far. I was really paranoid. I went to the other hospital by taxi and I thought the taxi driver was going to charge me more for not knowing the area. At this point I didnt care I stopped caring and made it to the hospital. I waited to see a doctor and he told me to wait for an ambulance as someone would pick me up and take me to a mental hospital. I had a quick profile and I was feeling better some hours after the explosions. I stayed overnight but before I was told that someone would look after me I instantly thought someone was going to rape me. But I stopped caring and let everything go.


I woke up fine the next day. But the psychosis takes a while to activate and later on in the month I had a thought disorder and was feeling paranoid like some conspiracy was against me like everyone was against me. I had this do you think question in my head that would exacerbate my anxiety. A month later after working anxiously in front of the computer at work and being strung out I had panic attacks which to me were the same as my psychotic trip in feeling cos I was still paranoid and wasnt taking any medication for my psychosis. This was all in Germany and I didnt speak the language so I couldnt really communicate after what happened to me.

I got the solution to stop the Panic Attacks and to allieviate my paranoia. In my German pyschiatrist opinion I was a paranoid schizophrenic but in Ireland they said I was had a Nervous Disorder.




What do you think ? What can I take to alleiviate anxiety and get a normal sleeping pattern that I dont feel tired during the day and cant sleep at night ? I dont feel tired during the day but I yawn alot. I need advice or I fear the worst. I feel that a psychotic episode would be like something like a nervous breakdown for me. I also feel I have seen this in the future that this will happen so I am trying to get the rememdies for this when it happens.

Now I am afraid to let drinks or food out at work or home cos I feel someone might poison them with LSD. For some unknown reason I am afraid of LSD no other drugs I think it comes from a part of me that was poisoned at a party I went to when I thought they were normal cookies but they were hash ones. Now I am taking tranqs and sleeping tablets like Lorazapam to sleep and sometimes I wake up not knowing if I have slept or not.



Godspeed