Osteoporosis and more, chronic case for David _{Page 12 of 16}

Not being able to report specific changes to symptoms is a fairly serious hinderance for me since I cannot see you in person.

Perhaps we need to remove that before being able to proceed.

Tell me exactly what happens when you try to list your symptoms and talk about them.

You don't have to tell me anything about your actual symptoms, just what happens when you try to.

I am not frustrated with you, just with the medium. I am sure in person this would be easier. But this is the hand we have been dealt.

Do what you can. I am still wading through all the new information since I made the Cypr-e prescription anyway.

No you are right, homoeopathy cannot cause a fracture. It cannot cause any real disease at all when used in single doses like this.

There are lots of sensations now, or you are communicating them more freely to me. I will need to integrate them all into the bigger picture.

In terms of relating symptoms, everything will reflect the same problem. The state should be seen in all of them, with the ones causing the most suffering being the most vital (therefore where the energy is concentrated).

This means that it does not matter which symptoms you give, as long as I get enough to see the general themes that run through your case. Unless Cypr-e is curing you, even the reaction to it may point to the better remedy, since your vital force is just reacting to it like any other stress.

I can continue to prompt you with words and phrases if that is easier. Let me establish those themes from the new information and we will see.

If the remedy has lifted, I am hoping we can now see improvement. So while I work, just continuing observing yourself to see if anything has changed.

This should not be happening on the right remedy.

While physical pathology might aggravate for longer periods, emotional issues should not.

I do not think that Cypr-e is your remedy. This is not right at all.

I am going to represcribe. Hold on.

The pattern of what is happening is wrong. Improvement should be starting now, not worsening. I don't think it is affecting the course of your illness.

It is important not to become attached to a remedy. They are just tools, and most of them are useless to you. The right one must be found and that can only be done when the mind is kept open. No matter how much a remedy might have seemed suitable, it has to be let go of if required.

It isn't the Cypr-e specifically. If it was the remedy that needed to be antidoted, you would have new symptoms, your whole state would be different. Your vital energy has reacted to the remedy like any other external influence - with the same symptoms. A remedy only lasts a few days - what happens after that is all related directly to your own vital energy and its way of dealing with problems and threats.

The only way to deal with this is to prescribe on the current state, taking into account everything that is happening right now. It is important to focus on the worst things, in order to try and bring some balance so that the case can be examined with more patience and care later.

It is only one remedy that I have tried - there is no way to judge how complex your case is on that. Many of my patients require 3-6 prescriptions before the correct medicine is found. It is a process of understanding for me, of unfolding the whole case. It rarely can be done in one sitting.

The other thing to understand is that one remedy may easily bring up the next state to be healed, and this can happen several times. Each state must be prescribed on sucessfully to allow deep healing to occur. This is what I am assuming is happening now.

Describe being in a nightmare, in a scary movie.

Describe hell.

I will react and manage what happens from now on with all the skill I have.

David

I don't believe your miams is Psoric - hope is the key word for this miasm. Their complaints can be overcome with effort. Your expressions are much deeper and desperate - a much more serious end of the miasmatic scale - C-ancer, Leprosy, Tubercular, Syphilitic.

So Hell, and a Scary Movie, just means unloveable, not good enough? Those are strong words for such a common human feeling. I have had those feelings, many of my patients have - I don't understand the reference to Hell or to a Nightmare.

I think that the Syphilitic miasm seems very prominent here. The Hopelessness and Despair in that miasm is in direct contrast to the Hope and ability to overcome their problems in the Psoric miasm. I imagine this is why Aurum has been helpful in the past.

I cannot see the metal issues, or the responsibility issues. What I do see is terrible pathology all throughout your mind and body, destroying you, threatening your life, robbing you of a future, taking away your will to live, your joy. This is syphilisis. Because it seems to be everywhere, in every corner of your life and soul, I believe you need to take the remedy Syphilinium (the nosode of this miasm).

'There is an impression of a deep, dark emotional depression which the patient tries to keep tucked away out of sight. There is a feeling that the patient is distant, a deep distant private life, they live in their own world, perhaps an odd character. Can be self destructive; strike themselves, self mutilation; destroy their possessions and themselves. Like Aurum, they can feel they have not lived up to what they should have achieved. I am not good enough, a very low opinion of themselves, there is no point to life, it is useless - self destruct. Unlike Syphilinum, Aurum will shoulder tremendous responsibility and may feel he has let others down. Alongside the Aurum depression you will see a strong feeling of being forsaken or that they have lost the affections of their friends and their family. '

'Sometimes it is very hard to get the real story from Syphilinum. You get some ideas that they feel degraded, there is low self esteem, nothing they do is right, they are never good enough, hopeless. You must sometimes then probe the patient's personal life in respect to their habits, their daily routine'

'The far away feeling and the feeling of separateness from society may cause the person to become both asocial and anti-social. We must differentiate between anti-social which means against society and asocial which means aversion to company. Both are strong in Syphilinum. Syphilinum can very much become a loner, they can hide themselves away in their private little world'

'If the mind becomes weaker or for whatever reasons the pathology is on/or goes to deeper levels we see the advanced state of this far away feeling in which she feels far away from herself, she begins to separate from herself. we see a hopeless state arises, a horrible depression which is tormenting for the patient.'

'You can imagine how terrible this state is where they feel that there is no chance, no hope. Here we see one of the strongest symptoms of Syphilinum: that of despair, hopelessness. There is no way out, there is no help. Cannot be soothed and does not want to be soothed, consolation aggravates, sympathy aggravates. Great despair of recovery.'

'tremendous, severe depression, a hopeless state, one of the worst in the materia medica. I would describe it as agonising for the patient. It is described by Phatak as a horrid depression. He has captured it very well. There is loquacity with incessant weeping, self reproach which is relentless and may attain a feverish pitch. There is no chance for the patient to feel even a hint of solace - even self consolation has no effect. This can be compounded with intense nervousness and absolute sleeplessness which intensifies the state. You can imagine the agony.'

'The following symptoms: dwelling on past disagreeable occurrences, melancholy about the past, great despondency about his condition, and his disease, sadness when thinking of business, suddenly quits his business for no apparent reason, could all be linked to a type of self-destruction. Indifference to her family, to her friends; to the future, to everything; the patient cares for nothing, desires nothing. A marked state of indifference can be present, especially if we see a lack of reaction in the organism.
Indifference and lack of reaction are often one and the same, an expression of a general state. There is no vitality, no resistance - this can be a type of hopelessness, but is quite different, almost opposite to the agonizing state described earlier. Lack of reaction is a very marked state in Syphilinum.'

'Syphilinum is worse in the morning on waking, worse in winter when the nights are long, better in the mountains which is a marked symptom in this remedy'

'Both can feel despair, worthless, reproach themselves and be self-destructive. The despair of Aurum is largely to do with the loss of love of life. He feels forsaken, has let everyone down and lost the affections of friends and family. Aurum is usually far more religious and the despair is regarding salvation. Unlike Syphilinum in which it is regarding recovery. Aurum is cheerful when thinking of death he looks at death with delight. Typically Aurum is more industrious, he has high ideals and will be seen in leadership positions. Strong sense of justice, of right and wrong. Concerned with order and correct functioning of society, things must be done justly and appropriately. Aurum can also be secretive but usually because they feel it improper and unworthy to burden their depression on someone else. They feel they have neglected their duty, their responsibility and others should not have to be concerned over it. Also they feel 'it is not correct, imperfect to feel like this - it does not live up to my ideals'. They feel that to show their sadness would be demoralising for others. Finally as we read in Kent, he is found to have committed suicide without having told anyone about his depression. Sometimes Aurum can develop a nihilistic state like Syphilinum. It goes something like this, they have in their state the wish to seek purity, perfection, all things should be ordered, fair and just - society is unjust, their ideals do not match the workings of society. Then they can turn against society, it needs to change; there is no point in living and loving this world. I am alone. They are forsaken, there is no hope. Smash, destroy, it is hopeless anyway, end it. Good confirmations for Aurum are music ameliorates and fear of heights. Like Syphilinum they are > slow motion and < winter.'


Syphilinium is destruction. Hope, joy, life - it is all destroyed.

Can you get Syph 30c and 200c?

There are tens of thousands of symptoms in each remedy. You will never fit around the whole of any remedy. It only needs to fit around you.

I have given you my advice. It is not psorinum in my opinion. Syphilinum suits the state you are in I believe.

Everything I put in my last post matched what you have been going through. Miasm must be addressed. That is what is creating the depth of problem here. It is not Psoric, not by a long shot.
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