Evocationer/ dr shaurav please help (Depression) _{Page 4 of 4}

I am not impatient actually i don't understand term continuing waiting and i ask you about repeating the dose but your reply came
late due to which i thought you want me to repeat so that's why i take it but you are right by repeating this dose has adverse effects on my temperament. I got mentally disturbed and not able to bear my relatives anymore getting very aggressive. I know its a mistake and i am sorry so next time i will wait for your reply and wait as long as you want.So please guide me now.

Feelings:
I took medicine on last Monday.My relatives came on the same day and i got very disturbed because i am not able to enjoy their company due to which my condition worsens and i was mentally very disturbed and in this phase i got very lethargic and most of time sleeping the condition remain same till Thursday but on Saturday i felt good and confident able to enjoy company and take part in communication and significant decrease in my mental stress.In the past i felt this feeling but it didn't last long.
Improvement:
Temperament: Better 40%
My temperament is better.
There is decrease in my anger.
Mental pressure Better 40%
Significant decrease in my mental stress.
Earthquake feeling: Better 100%
Lack of energy: Better 10%
There is some improvement feel good and got somewhat less lazy and lethargic although still not able to create interest in anything.


Confidence: 50%
There is significant improvement in my confidence able to communicate better with people and starting to enjoy their company.
Envy: Better 40%
Sexual thoughts:Better 20%
Still unable to eject through masturbation. Still there are lots of sexual thoughts but now i don't get disturbed by them.
Anxiety about future: Better 40%
Offended easily: Better 40%
Despair of social position: Better 40%
Restlessness in company: Better 50%
NO IMPROVEMENT
Sleep:-20%
Improvement in other things but its my sleep which is very disturbed and it further deteriotes and i am not able to sleep at night and wake till morning.Most time of day i can't sleep.
In a hurry state: Same
Doublemindedness: Same
Overeating: -10%
Feel hungry almost all the time and can't able to get myself from overeating.
[message edited by depressed-soul on Sun, 14 Sep 2014 17:57:58 BST]
[message edited by depressed-soul on Mon, 15 Sep 2014 08:42:55 BST]

I want you to stay in touch so that i shall able to know what you want me to do even if i have to wait tell me so that this will give me some encouragement.

It is a good result so far. Most things are better, some completely better. A few things have not improved, and 2 symptoms are worse.

You are doing well. The important thing at this stage is to manage your case appropriately so we don't lose the progress made so far.

When did you take your last dose?

I took last dose on Monday 8th September.
My condition remain good for about 3 days from Saturday to Monday and then i started to feel some anger,mental pressure and lack of confidence.
Sleep and overeating are still worse.

Feelings:
On this Monday 22nd to Thursday 25th i felt very lazy and sleep most of the time not getting enough energy to wake up.
Temperament: Better 20%
My temperament is better.
There is decrease in my anger.
Mental pressure: Better 40%
Significant decrease in my mental stress.
Earthquake feeling: Better 100%
Lack of energy: -10%
I felt very lazy and lethargic still not able to create interest in anything.
Confidence: Better 10%
Find difficulty in communicating with the people.
Envy: Better 10%
Sexual thoughts:Better 20%
Still unable to eject through masturbation. Still there are lots of sexual thoughts but now i don't get disturbed by them.
Anxiety about future: Better 20%
Offended easily: Better 20%
Despair of social position: Better 20%
Restlessness in company: Better 10%
NO IMPROVEMENT
Sleep:-20%
I am sleeping a lot most recently but overall sleep is very disturbed can't be able to sleep on time to wake up early.
In a hurry state: Same
Doublemindedness: Same
Overeating: -10%
Feel hungry almost all the time and can't able to get myself from overeating

Its about 3 weeks when i took last dose so i just want to ask how long you want me to wait.

Alright it seems appropriate to move forward with another dose.

However, I want you to hit the bottle 10 times rather than 5 before this dose.

If the progress does not become more significant after that, we will move to the next higher potency (1M).

Feelings:
I took medicine last Friday. But i started to feel mental pressure from sunday due to which my temperament was effected i started losing my temper. Now i am feeling very disturbed and i started feeling tension about very minor things and again the feeling of not able to start any work or having company of friends again starting to haunt me severely.
From Better to Worse:
Temperament: From 20% to -5%
Now i am starting to lose my temper again.
Mental pressure: From 40% to -5%
Starting to feel mental stress and frustation over my condition.
Earthquake feeling: On Sunday night i have the feeling that my body is trembling.

Confidence: From 10% to -5%
Find it very difficult to communicate with the people.Due to mood changes and shyness issues i unable to enjoy any company.
Envy: From 10% to -10%
Sexual thoughts:From 20% to -5%
Still unable to eject through masturbation. Still there are lots of sexual thoughts but now i get very disturbed by the fact that due to my condition i can't able to take the decision of marriage.
Anxiety about future: From 20% to -10%
Offended easily: From 20% to -10%
Despair of social position: From 20% to -10%
Restlessness in company: From 10% to -10%
Same:
Lack of energy: -10%
I felt very lazy and lethargic still not able to create interest in anything.
Sleep:-20%
I am sleeping a lot most recently but overall sleep is very disturbed can't be able to sleep on time to wake up early.
In a hurry state: Same
Doublemindedness: Same
Overeating: -10%
Feel hungry almost all the time and can't able to get myself from overeating.

So guide me whether i have to take higher potency (1M)and when???

The remedy appears to have aggravated you or undone itself. This is very strange.

It is not appropriate to take the higher potency at this stage. It seems everything is now worse than before - I have to assume this is aggravation, and it might be that repeating the remedy was a mistake.

We need to wait to see if this aggravation lifts, which should result in improvement.

What happened to all your symptoms? Did any of them improve or did they stay worse?

Then repeating the remedy actually 'cured' the improvement - which implies it was not cure at all. That is a shame.

Let me consider this again. I will have a new suggestion for you today.

Alright, I wish him to try the remedy Natrum carbonicum 200c. One dose, taken as previous doses (but starting with only 5 hits).

I am looking at your case again right now. Bear with me.

Ok, I have spent a few hours looking over this again. Once I had looked through a number of rubrics a pattern began to emerge.

I used 3 symptoms to focus my search:

Restless with hunger
Hunger at night
Hurry when eating

I then further refined my search with:

Lascivious thoughts
Inferiority complex
Fear of insects
Anxiety about the future
Aversion to company
Shyness
Envy at the qualities of others
Fear of the dark
Fear of noise
Fear of thunderstorm
Fear of opposite sex

As a pure repertory exercise, this brings up the following remedies:

Lycopodisum
Phosphorous
Calc carb
Sulphur

Of those 4 remedies, Lycopodium would be my top choice.

Obtain Lycopodium 30c, and using the liquid/diluted dosing method I have already described, take 3 doses, one each day (so for 3 days).

Well since there was some improvement, I would repeat the remedy again. Let me know what has happened at the end of another week, and we will do a proper reassessment at that point.