i'm on medication for about 14 months but things has not been changed plz help me

hello doctors don't know either i'm gonna cured or not but if u can help me plz as i have completely sexual weakness age 29 male married for 10 months but couldn't perform intercourse so far i'm gonna kil myself for the sake of god plz help me i used to do alot of masturbation about 8 years ago then stop it afterwards i got lots of problems like nocturnal emmision thin sperm sever constipation and impotence for the lst year i have started homeopathy medicines in the bigening my homeopath given me lycopodium and kali bromatum ecach of 30c potency to take trice a day in teh bigening i felt a bit erection and well sleep and other conditions better but during this time i couldn't avoid sexual indulgence as i told u there's no erection at all it's always like flabby thin useless organ anyways after using of those medicine for about 4 months i didn't feel any changes and the better changes that i observed in the begining gon back and then my homeopath advised me to take R41 but after using for a week i got alot of depression and stressd and stull like fear he stopped that and said to me to take just Kali Bromatum of 30c 2 drops 4 times a day after using this for 10 days i started erection during sleep but there was no erection in the morning then he said to me to use china 30 c 2 drops twice a day it did a better work but soon gone it's effect back then he advised me to keep using kali bromatum after using it again i started feeling night erection but there was no erection due in day at all and i lost completely sexual feelings and desire infact there was no attraction for me in sex and keep using that and before that if i eat anything in hot nature like dryfruits or some vitamins sperm used to come out with urination or get nocturnal emmision problems but now there's no such problem appart from some unwellness some xtra palpitation and a bit pain in muscle and joints after urination now and one more thing is i have whistle like and sensational noises in my ears for last 3 months since i did use china 30 c first time and it is still remain same about a weak ago i tried to check my self and did masturbate about 8 months later erection was ok n sperm is still thin but since then my night erection become quite less and before that masturbation experiment i use to have a bit day erection some time or often morning erection but it's just gone since then i tried to stop kalibromatum according to my homeopath but as soon as i miss it's any dose aor if i don't take it get sleeplessness and lake of night erection plz doc do some thing plz i'm quite distressed and depressed because of taht plz do some thing for erection my diet is not good enough but for the last one month i'm taking almonds number of quantity in 10 and 3 dates with milk theer wass no side effects of taking this as it used to be very harmfull to me in resulting taking such hot nature foods but it's been 3 weeks taking china 30c i'm sleping well but wt dreams frequency has been incresed for the lst one month i had 5 wet dreams with and without dreams with thin sperm there's alot inflamation in urethra and feel this burning feeling inside where this urethra is connected and feel alot irritation in urethra as well urine color was fine while i was using kali bromatum but it become yelloish and burning my hands and feets spesially my soles burn alot oftenly since i have been taking chine heart beat is almost ok but ussually it goes faster with shortness of breath some time i find alot of foamy urine with more faster heart beat and shortness of breath it used to be thrice a day abou 2 months ago but it's happen twice or thrice a week i'have started taking multivitamins now as it used to get me side effects in the form of sperm alot of sperm discharge in urination but nowadays i don't have such problem and taking them for a month now my night and other times erection is completely gone again but teher's just one changed that i have found is my penis used to be very thin and flabby in flaccid form but nowadays it is in very fat condition and my penis is very thin from the botttom and a bit crve towards the left side plz i'll be thankfull to u for the rest of mylife plz for the sake of my wife do something cuz she is very dipressed all the time she doesn't talk to me at all however she is only 25 years old plz i'll be waiting for you guys thank and bye