Shortness of breath, heart palpitations _{Page 4 of 5}

Now I am not doing well. I want to go back to how I was feeling last week! I have a nervous, distracted feeling and difficulty coordinating breathing. I am claustrophobic around people. It feels like they are using up the air and there isn't enough for me. If a room is hot and stuffy I can't stand it. I am not patient right now becuase I feel so on edge with just being able to breath and I can't focus on much because of feeling nervous - however I don't know what I am nervous about.

It has been 5 days since I took the remedy. My heart instantly felt stronger. My face flushed and I had a bad headache overnight. I am really good emotionally. I am happy and motivated, clear thinking. I have had some claustrophobic feelings but my emotions don't follow it. I can work through it. I have had panic attacks and claustrophobia in the past - so maybe I am working backwards through this. My heart isn't good under exertion - but great when at rest. So maybe it will continue to get stronger.

I have had some large pimples - one between my eyebrows, two by my mouth and one in the center of my chest. Slow to heal - but healing. This week i have felt part of myself wanting to slip into depression or overwhelm but the other part of me can talk me out of it. So i have had a good week. Good energy, decluttering my house, being good with kids. Good week. I currently have a head cold that went thru the whole family but i don't have it very bad (i am taking some chinese traditional herbal rememdies). Heart has been good - even under exertion.

The tide has turned. No longer doing well. I had a hardtime with my panic/lung coordination late yesterday and then couldn't sleep until 2 a.m. I have had a hard time all day today. I took a nap and had a dream about my dad - being nice! I am having a hard time handling any stress or sound. Breathing is really bad.

Desparately I took the dose at 4 a.m. I realize now that I mistakenly made the dose in 250 ml. instead of 120 ml. WOW the dose relaxed me - I slept excellently aftewards, and am not breathing difficult. I feel so relaxed. Do I need to do anything to modify the dosage?

ok I am still having some difficulty and am very sensitive to not wanting to be pushed to do something I don't want to do.

I had a decreasing headache for the second parts of 3 days after taking the remedy. The shortness of breath went away gradually - yeah! I felt my subconcious was open for a while - I had dreams that were bits and clips of old and new. I have felt peaceful and good. I have had a few nights of not sleeping until 2 a.m. or at least not deep until then. My best sleep is 2-9 a.m. My spine has been rearranging too. First my neck was out - went to chiropractor. Then my low back and knees hurt and then it was my right hip. I got my period without incident - no headache or crabbiness - which is really good. Mild cramps and kind of clotty. I am on day 2 and I did get a medium headache today - right side of neck and shoulder up to the right eye. Everyone once in a while I feel mild hot flashes with the headache. My dad contacted me last night to ask me to take photos for him - I had my husband answer the phone. I feel ok about this - we will see.

Another 10 days and I am still doing really well emotionally. My intestines seemed slugish but just recently are doing much better. Flushing out some really stinky stuff!! My psoriasis seems to be possibly clearing. My spine is still not very stable - have to go to the chiropractor 2x a week. Both between my shoulder blades and low back are having a hard time. I am running and doing well with my stamina but my lung coordination under stress (physical or emotional) isn't good. By the way my dad came over and apologized - WOW.

It has been 8 days. I am writing because I am insatiably thirsty. I am drinking over a gallon of water a day and still feel thirsty. I had a hard time getting to sleep because I was thirsty. My low back is dull achy when I wake up. I am holding water my feet feel congested and sore when I wake up and my rings are tight on my hands. My tongue is thick with small scallops and a bit of dry cracks in the middle set back about a half inch. My lips are dry also. My cheeks also have small dry spots. I am good emotionally although when it gets to be about 8-9 p.m. my patience is done for the day. I get very very tired suddenly.

My low back feels tight and down the back of my legs. I have had kidney trouble in past and always drank quite a bit of water. This is more exaggerated than before.

this week has been so-so I was premenstrual and was impatient and critical. Me period arrived one day late and the was old blood and mucus (strange) then day 2 I had bad cramping and naseau (not normal for me) in the evening i had a small glass of wine and then i had hot flashes which made the nasueau go away. The next day my blood flow seemed to want to stop and I go the right side tightness in my neck and a headache. the flow picked up a bit after the headache but is skimpy. Emotionally I have remained somewhat critical and a bit distracted - not feeling joyful. My dad told me he is likely getting a divorce and pre-menstrually I felt extremely sad for him and it brought up sadness of my parents divorce. I felt better after sleeping on it. My heart has been great and breathing good - I sometimes can't coordinate good breaths when excercising.

Thanks - I need a firm rule about coffee. How long do I abstain? I crave it strongely. Is wine good or bad? That I can go without easily - just want to know.

It has been 8 days since I took the remedy. I reacted somewhat differantly this time. I did not feel relaxed - I had heightened agitation and restlessness. I had one night of running that I was paranoid of everyone and every vehicle. I realized that I felt I was missing my foundation block of security that you would normally get from a dad. This realization helped. I had hot flashes for the second half of about 5 days. I also had one night of itchy skin in random places that lasted about 45 min. My kidney/bladder felt really strong - I could wait to go to the bathroom if needed. This has not lasted. My bladder isn't as weak as it could be but not as strong as it was for a few days. I am having a really hard time handling any stress. I want to be alone and my lifestyle doesn't work that way!! I am very impatient feeling. My threshold for stress is very small. I go from feeling happy and relaxed to aaahhhh angry stressed very very quickly. I hate feeling this way. OH! I also put on about 5 lbs. of weight since I took the remedy.

Well... suprise I'm pregnant! I am about 8 weeks along and doing pretty well. I am not very sick - just have to eat very regularly, including in the middle of the night. I am also more tired. What I was hoping you could have insight on is that I am developing a vaginal yeast problem. I only had this once before - when pregnant with my daughter. I am also very averse to cold. I need to dress warmly and do not go outside (very cold here). If I get chilled it takes a long time to warm up - especially my feet. Any ideas?