Dr.mahfuz, sharma, walkin any one can prescribe this complicated case,Chr,miasmatic case.

Patient ID: Sex:Male Age:33 Nature of work: Habits: reading, study, gossiping, Thinking deeply.

Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.

I have described too elaborately & all of my pains as I have much complaints, and as I know in homeopathy all things of the patient are needed for the correct remedy. If you need concise case history then just inform me, then I will send concised case history.

1. Describe your main suffering?
I always suffer from fear of death, always thouhgs that if I would die, then the pain of death comes in my mind, and often I am intense frightened. Always I am in worry, anxiety attracts me and covers me all time, whenever I am free I lay in bed and do think and think, many types of thoughts, repeated thoughts, various types of thoughts make me clumsy . Fear of many dieses, fear of cancer, if I hear somebody is suffering from some Illness then it comes in my mind that I may be attacked of those dieses. And always all peoples beside me, ask what do you think all the time? And my face looks anxious everybody tell me this. If you say what is my main complaints I will say Anxiety, fear of death, fear of something is happening and depression , too much week mind, frustration sleep aponea & current bi lateral testicular atrophy with azzospermia accompanied by hormonal imbalance. It's my assumption that if my mind become full recovered then all of my ailments will recover.

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
a.Takes cold very easily. Often I suffer cold, coryza, nasal congestion, sometimes fever, throught pain, and also cough, pain in limbs etc. specially in winter season.( This is mild for two years, but it was too much )
b. Back pain, if I seat long time then when I stand I cannot stand straightly, and then the back pain is worse.
c.Pain in both shoulder joints, cannot raise my hands up for a little time.
d. Three teeth carriage, and filled and root canal was made by the dentist and pains sometimes, and often bleeding from those.
e.Haemorroids. theres a fissure in anus, sometimes bleeding occure, little time itching, and pain, even long time after stool.
f. there is a ganglion in right wrist. Pain sometimes.
g. My stool is not clear at all for a long period, and I rare feel comfort after stool. Stool is changeable all times.
h. Gas accumulation in abdomen (specially lower) and it disturbs me in many ways. When gas is accumulated I feel many symptoms
–some are depression, heart bit, restlessness,back painetc. But if the gas is passed out from anus I feel much better from all of my complaints, And sometimes eructation relieves me also.( for some days ,this is less than previous days)
i.When feel nervousness, much saliva or spit is reapeatedly accumulate in my mouth, and as much as I get out those I feel relief.
j. Sometime feel constriction in throat ,specially when nervous.
k. Dundruff and hair falling. Premature hair gray.
l. Sometimes I feel breathing problems, that I cannot breath fully with comfort.
M.Sleep: When I attempt to sleep I raised with jerking heavily, specially my head, I feel may be a suffocation type problem, actually I cannot express it , but I am suffering this very much. It starts at the beginning of sleep means when falling to sleep, not during sleep. Sometimes I have to jerk my head several times to correct my problems. It happens maximum in night but now a days it also happens in daytime also.even when in a rest time in office I just try to take rest and little going to asleep it also occurs. It first appeared at 4 years ago. But started severly after 2 months of my marriage. It is aggravated when I smoke more or when I do tension more or in more stress condition, and in full moon and new moon.(but not all New moon and full moon.(This is a major problem)
N. Eyes: Normal. Maximum time there are black shade (line) under the eyes. Maximum times I do ups and down the eye lids sometimes frequently and sometimes it compelles me to do. (may be mania , but sometimes it is not occurred)

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?

The underline mental sufferings I suffer most:

a. Fear of death, thoughts of death.
b. Often fear of something is happening. And often I suffer unknown fears.
c. Anxiety almost every times I suffer of this. Little causes make me so anxious. All persons beside me don’t fear or don’t worry about a matter that I do.
d. Little things make me frightened.
e. Often I suffer from a fear that I heart will be stopped, and with this fear and thoughts I become tremendous frightened.
f. Fear of loosing control of myself( That if I stop my breath, my heart, cut myself etc.)
g. Fear of dogs (Specially not the animal dog, perception is if I were contaminated by the rabies virus from the dogs saliva so the fear, when I walks beside the dogs I am so much careful, that if any saliva may sprinkle in my body, and after that I do so much tension about it , what may happened if I may attacked rabies then I will be dies as it is 100% fatal. etc etc. Then I wash my hands several times to clean out the idea from my mind that , dogs slaiva is washed out, after that I suffer in suspicion that any saliva is in my body.( This symptoms I am suffering for 10 years, some times this is so sever and sometimes it is mild.)
h. Fear of sharp things ( pin,niddle,crushed galss, stapler pins etc). Fear is such type—that those things can be mix with food that I will eat, if those things will go into my troat. If a galss is broken into small pieces in my dining room or near my food , then I cannot take food , Because a deep suspicion or fear that those pins or smashed glass, might have mixed in my foods , so I cannot take that food, but other person near me can eat that food without any tension
i Sometimes fear of suicide- That means if I suicide, especially when alone, that means I cannot believe myself. When I do shave of my beard or hair I feel an uncontrolled thoughts & thoughts that If I cut myself with the blade of shaving instruments.

J. Fear that if stop my breath. And sometimes I feel I am stopping my breath.
K. Sever Fear of some insects- Spider so much (Non expressible fear), Butterfly etc.
L.Fear of things, I that do fear, Example- If I do catch spider, butterly, though I don’t want this , but fear of non controll of myself, sometimes I cannot trust myself, is the fact. When I go to high place – I think if I jump from here though I don’t want this, but a suspect if I do this
11..Fear of things, I that do fear, Example- If I do catch spider, butterly, though I don’t want this , but fear of non controll of myself, sometimes I cannot trust myself, is the fact. When I go to high place – I think if I jump from here though I don’t want this.

N. Fear of failure- if I cannot do this, all is okay after this I think or I am complled to think if I cannot do this. When I do study or try to memorise something, I think I do not memorise it, though I want to memorise it ,(This fixed idea came from,(About 16 years ago,from that time it was fixed with my mind and spreads out many wings) when I first study mind control method(Meditation) and I took the negative part of this theme, that if my mind do not want do it, my mind think that I am stoping my breath, I will not study, I will not memorise my books etc. This type of problems suffers me so so much in every daily activity.
O..suppose if I heard a rumor or real what so ever, that some people is dying of this type of dieses or an unknown dieses, (which symptoms are this type) then I feel I may be attacked of that dieses, and I feel that type of symptoms and surprisingly I become very serious with those symptoms and about to die.
P. Always think negative part of everything, anticipation, etc.
Q. If i think about my dieses it generally aggravates (Maximum mentally).
R. After closing doors. Locks I check it repeatedly. Something obliges me to check it again again. After that I do not get satisfaction, and bear a doubt of that. 3 to 4 month ago I had suffered from suspicision that some body may mix poising in my food, and I cannot sometimes eat food, it suffered me severely. But now it is less than that time. When walking I frequently see behind that there may be a dog behind me( As I suffer of contamination of rabies). After coming home from outside or market I generally wash my hands or feet frequently that I suspect, saliva of rabit dogs might be in my hands or feet as I was outside and I saw some dogs were passing beside me. Sometimes it hampers me too much some times less. But 8 years ago it was started severly , (That time I used to wash my hands 20 to 30 times a day with soap, and corner points my hands were attacked my some skin dieses. But at present this symptoms are moderate but still exist. At 8 years ago for this problems I got treatment from a psychiatrist and took psychotic medicine for 4 years continuously. And it was suppressed.
S.. If I do any fault or not fault but I think that this is a fault, specially with my teachers, then again and again compelling thoughts attack me that I have to claim pardon to my teachers otherwise all my education will be lost (As I have heard that, if a man do a fault with his teachers , if the teacher don’t forgive him he can never gain any education in his life). So as long as I cannot go to my teacher for that purpose than my problems would not solved. For this type of problem I cannot study properly in my education life and took so much allopathic psychotic medicine. But this problem was so sever 8 years ago, but at present it is not so severe.
T. When pray every day, during praying some bad thing, and some anti religion thoughts attack me, again and again, I cannot stop it, so I stop my praying and again start pray, and again stop. This process continues some times, and hampers me so.
And after every stopping I swear and pardon to Allah for my offense, This also again and again process. Besides, others time when I do not pray some bad things and anti religion things come to mind and hamper me so much, and paradoxical thoughts come to my mind that I cannot express. Then I repeatedly pardon to Allah. Whole day it attacks me severely . The root of this type of problems is- the thought if any badthings come to my mind, though I don’t want it, if my mind think it, if I cannot resist it etc.
This wrong fixed idea came from my youth when I first read 'The mind controlling method'(One type of meditation process) and may be it misguides me severely.

U. 21. Another peculiar problem disturbs me so much That is at present exist in me and also with me for 17 years. ------- Suppose I am walking in a road (I cannot express it totally)then a thought come in my mind that i will be attacked of cancer, I will die soon, I will die after 10 days or after this day, etc etc if I go through this road, or this way After that I go to another road, I cannot protect this type of compelling thoughts.

This type of phenomenon occurs in every works--- when write or working or eating then those types of thoughts come , if I eat this then this will be happen, if I write this this willl be happen etc etc . This symptoms always hamper me almost all times except when I sleep.

V. I am so much shy. For this shame I cannot do many usual things.
W. I suffer indecision severely.
00. Reapeated thoughts, often do work twice or thrice, & check things several times(Door locks, calculation etc)
X. I have too less self confidence. I know I can do this after that I think I cannot do this.

Y. I am so much angry. I have much anger; sometimes I cannot control my anger.
My whole family person tell this. I become angry with a little thing. For a little thing I cannot forgive anyone, and I remember his offense for long time. (At present I am so much angry).
Z.. I am so depressed. Every time I remain depressed, I think, and think laying on bed, many person ask me what you are thinking, but I cannot tell them. Even I rarely laugh from my heart. I laugh rarely except some moments when I spend my time with my friends.
** . I cannot enjoy maximum thing which other persons enjoy. Maximum time I think and think or study many subjects. I am hopeless about my life. Sometimes I feel everything meaningless. And I want to escape from this sometimes, going to another palace leaving all my relatives.
**28. One type of dual thoughts acts in me--- ' if I do this this will be happened (I willl be died), ' 'if I do this then I will be attacked on such dieses' etc etc.
28. I am so jealous. It pains me so much if my friends do good things, or gained much wealth.
**.I am censorious.
**. I think about my health many times in daily routine.
**.Some thoughts and thoughts crowds in my mind and make it clumsy, that I cannot express.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst? Describe the sensation in your own words.
Something I have already decribed. Actually I feel fear of death, sometimes it happens that I may die within short times, and that time feel restlessness, and violent fear, fear of something may be happened, unknown fear. Besides I suffer from violent depression and frustration. I think what will be if I my sickness would not recover, what will be in future, how I adjust with my wife(Because of my illness, and as I don’t like her), how I will pass time with her? Sometimes I suffer from a tension what will be after my death,, if I may go to hell after death, how can I live without a sex life etc. And many thoughts some cannot be explained in words. Besides compelling thoughts ,something compels me to do work repeatedly, & hampers my works.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?

Maximum problems of mine is mental. Generally if I busy with some works or gossiping ,then anxiety does not touch me.Yeas sometimes I can connect it with some past events-Such as an disappointments of love ,That hearted me so deeply 3 years ago. And another two is two tremendous frights that occurred in my childhood at the age of 6 and another at the age of 16, both are same type, the second one is the recurrence of first one. That two fright theme still make me suffer and has not deleted from my mind. This three event I will mention another palace for you convenience for the recovery of my dieses.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?
It varies, and I cannot exactly tell you. After this, may be afternoon to evening.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same? Example- time, temperature, pressure, rubbing, washing, eating, tight clothing etc.

These are not also clear, after this I am trying-
a. Sleeping disorders are aggravated at night.( midnight)
b. All type of anxiety and fear used to relief after eating, but it was happened before 3 to 4 tears ago.(As mental sufferings of mine were almost same some years ago). But now eating ameliorate sometimes.
c. Wet,damp weather make me worse . I don’t feel well in this weather at all.
Changes in weather and rainy day also I don’t like.
d.I like and sometimes my mental problems are relieved by gentle, fresh open air.
e. Maximum violent physical and mental sufferings I have faced at night.
f. Gossiping with close friends relieves me sometimes from my mental problems.

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
Not remarkable. If feel sexual arousement or erection it relieves some mental problems of mine(As I have not both that two or have less).

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
I feel in better in hot weather than cool weather. I like summer. I don’t like winter as I face many clod problems in winter(fever, Nasal congestion, sneezing, throat pains etc). Feel better in dry weather. And feel much worse in humid weather.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.

All cannot be described perfectly, as it about my outer manifestation,so what my surroundings tell about me that I have mentined bellow for your precision;

Moody---yeas ( Ranking 60%).
Arrogant—yeas(Ranking85%).
Mild----------no
Agreeable—No
Changeable---No
Nervous-------yeas (99%)
Suspicious----yeas (95%)
Easily offened---yeas(90%)
Quiet--- no
Angry--- Too much and little things make me so angry.
Arguing---Yeas(severe 99%)
Irritating—Yeas(Severe)
Lazy---Yeas(Too much)
Timid--- Too much
Shy----- yeas(70%)
Romantic--- Not at all
Peevish---to much
Perfectionist---Too much
Carpicious/censorious—yeas
Forgiving---No(I cannot forgive anybody easily if he harm me)
Jealous---Yeas(90%)
I cannot and never forget anybodys offenses that he has done with me, and always remind it, thinks it too much.
Sympathetic—too much specially for my parents,sister, brother, not to my wife.
Mind power – Too less. Weak minded

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
Nothing
- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
Most time not all time.
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
Sometimes noise only.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
Weeping, talking to one self etc?
Yeas, Moving two fingers, together one upon one most time, Moving teeth with upper and lower (Always do this, try to draw some figure in imagination with those in imagination.(These symptoms are very clear, beside these I have some these type mania , but I cannot express those in words)

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
I feel my friends too much, and feel so nice in company with them, I feel my parents , sister, brother too much. I don’t feel my wife,both sexually and emotionally, I don’t like her, I am bore on her,maximum time I cannot tolerate her.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
Fears I have already mentined too detailed, about dreams- a) I dream sometimes about my past examination, that I cannot write anything in the examination,and others can. b) some death persons. C). One of my beloved(long past), from whom I was disappointed, I dream her often, and many times. Some other ladies those I liked.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
a. Meat (Beef, most crave –mutton)
b. Cucumber, Lemon, tamarind, and sour .
c. Chilli things too much, pepper.
d. I used to take raw salt in my meal,without this its too tough to take meal.
e. Fried food.
f. Vegetables
g. Cigarretes
h. Pea nuts

Aversions in food item:
a. Fish ( One or two type fish except)
b. Sweet things ( generally).
c. Aniamal,s lever, brain, legs,small fishes,( I feel one type of fear mixed with sympathy when attempt to take these, the thought is that , I am taking this brains,lever etc etc I am taking the head of fishes and if chew , then I am doing an illegal etc . Actually I cannot express.( for this reason I cannot enjoy this food, I am suffering from this from my age 12 to 13)


13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
a.) Less, I feel thirst hardly, Though sometimes need water.

14. How is your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
a. Less, I hardly enjoy my meal and foods with satiety that other persons can.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
Not remarkable. Sometimes rich foods.(Foods with fats, too much oily e

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
My stool is always changeable, in colour,type,smell etc. I hardly get comfort /satiety after stool. Stool is irregular. If I get the stool regular for some day I feel better in many respect. Stool type- sometimes muddy, sometimes semi liquid,sometimes with gas, many times first portion of my stool is hard then soft, and this time my haemorriods starts.
18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
About sleep I have already mentioned ,as I have a peculiar problem about it. I have no particular posture. Except sleeping ,when normally lying I always, keep my hand bellow my head , and without it I feel to much uneasiness.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
No . And not at all.(Now) .Because this is one of the main complaints .

20. Do you have any strange, peculiar or unusual symptom or feelings? How are you different from others?
Yeas, and already I have mentioned.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
a) At the age 16 for mental problems, took much anti depressant allopathic medicine.(For one year)
b) At the age 19 again many anti depressant allopathic medicine for ' obsessive compulsive disorder'(For 3 years)
c) At the age 18 skin dieses in thigh side was suppressed
by external medicine.
d) At the age 26 suffered severe type of fever for 12 days and took antibiotic . After this I got a symptom—fear of movement(Already mentioned)
e) At the age 29 suffered ' mumps orchitis' took may types of allopathic medicines which includes—types of anti-biotics, steroids(Prednisilone).
f) After this, attacked UTI & haematuria and took antibiotics.
22. What major diseases are running in your family?

Father- Diabetes mellitus. Hypertension, One years ago storke and now paralyzed righted sided.
Mother- Bronchial Asthma(For 30 years), Diabetes mellitus, Cervical spondilitis, Carpal tunnel syndrome, and severe back pain. Cholestisis and was done open cholesistectomy 7 years back.
Brother- hypertension
Sister- Has been removed large ovarian tumour one year ago. Now diagones gall bladder stone, and recurrence of that tumour.
Grand father- died in Diabete mellitus
Grand mother- Piles.
Grand father( Father of mother)- died in Lung cancer.
Grand mother(mother of mother)- Now suffering –Diabetes mellitus.
Grand uncle- Died in paralysis, 40 years ago diagonosed tuberculosis but not suffering, after taking allopathic treatment cured.



25. What major diseases have you had in your life and when. Please write them in a chronological manner.

a. at the age of 3 to 4 I have been attacked worm(anthelmen), and the worm came out from my mouth and nose.( I have heared from my parents.

b. First at about 7 year--- A very severe fright( By a rumourous or nervous dieses( there spreaded a rumour , snake poison has spreaded around the country, and it enters by legs towards head and if it come to head the man ultimately die,after hearing this ,this affect me much, and once I have attcted of that dieses, all men poured water in my head, poisons comes towards head ascend order, it came near my throat and I feel suffocation and about to die. After that I have recovered. The same dieses which I have been attacked at the age of 16 year, and again I have got fear tremendously. Still and now a days that impact has not been removed from my mind , and sometimes I feel that type of symptoms. During first attack ,when I felt the symptoms first, at that time I was cleaning my shoes. Even now , in present days when I attempt to clean my shoes I feel that all type of symptoms. So I avoid cleaning my shoes all time.

C. At the age of 6 to 9 --- Typhoid fever for 15 days. At that fever I had fear of death. ( I am not sure of event (b) ,(c) and (d) serial regarding to chronology).

d. At the age of 6 to 7 sacbies or eczema or any kind of skin dieses
All over the body. And was cured by external way.( May be skin cream or herbal cream).
e. After the age of 17 I suffered reapetedly (from slight cold,or rain) ,croyza, cold, cough, and often fever, hay fever etc.
f. after 17 I got treatment from psychiatrist, I took many psychotic drugs for around 5 years( for fear, obcessive Compulsive Disorder, and for many mental disorders)
g. At the age 24 skin scabies, or eczema( characteristics was I feel so nice when rubbing or scratching) I don’t know, at thigh near genitals,which has severe itching, and after itching theres burning, was recovered by external cream.
h. At the age of 27 I have suffered a severe type of fever for 13 days, cured by antibiotics. After that I got a symptoms( It was remain at the age of 15 also, but was faded afterwards), fear in movements, when I was in a car, or ricshaw ,when it starts its movements, I feel fear ,it seemed to that I might be died with the movement,but when movement stopped my symptoms stopped.

i. Mumps orchitis , after mumps( It was not certainly diagonosed), first right testes, the left, the again right was affected,(Cured? By many allopathic drugs(huge amounts of antibiotics and steroids ( prednisolone) was used.
After 2 months of this ,I suffered UTI, Haematuria and cured by allopathic treatment.

j. after two years of orchitis,( This two years I was in homeopathic treatment), I have been diagonosed , as bilateral testicular atrophy and azzospermia, Left testes( left testes is now soft) afftect too much than right. But before this two years ago two USG shows no abnormalities in testes and both testis were nomal in size, except an epididymal cyst in right side.Present and past USG shows both spermatic cord are thickened.
Last repoprt:
USG: Right testes: 24x12 mm , left: 26x13mm, Both spermatic cord are thickened.
Comments by sinologist: Bilateral small testes- possibilities of early testicular atrophy to be considered.
Semen analysis: No spermatozoa.
FNAC of testes: No spermatozoa is seen. But smears show a number of epithelial cells presumably from seminiferous tubules. No granuloma or atypical cells are seen.



Four months ago(hormonal tests):
LH, - 16.3, FSH-43.6( 4 times than normal), Testosterone: Normal( but it was more in first test.

Homeopathic Medication taken & results---

After mumps orchitis(Taken treatment by one homeopath, he told that he was treating miasmatic treatment, & three miasms attacked me.) He ha sgiven me the below medicines:

a. Nat Mur, Thuja, calc phos, kali phos, lyco, puls etc in various potencies for about two years , but with no remarkable results.
b. Then by another doctor my case was repertorised and took Lachesis-01(LM ) for one month,with no result.
c. After this another doctor,( but I don’t know the medicines)
d. Then another doctor gave me – Aurum Met- 3o daily & syphilinum-200 weekly. That was relieved me some.
e. After one month, I took aurum m-1M and syphilinum 1M after long duration, and got results. Then I have gone upto Aurum Met-50M and syphilinum-10M with results.
f. But this was 8 months ago now I am taking medicine from one homeopath, he did not tell me the name but he using LM potencies, for three months I am not getting any results.
g. Suggest me what can I do now?