Really in need of immediate help...

1. Describe your main suffering?
Ans: Hairfall = Hair are also falling since 8 years. This also started after I got involved in masturbation. They have become very very thin. Some of my hair have started greying also. No one in family is bald. All men have black and thick hair.

Fleshless body = My eyes and cheeks have gone inside, they look sunken to great extent, there is no flesh left on my face. My shoulder bones could be seen. I look like an old man.

Acne = Some red papules have developed on my back and hips. They develop regularly. The old ones go leaving stains and blemish, and the new ones keep coming.

Prostatorrhea = Whenever I get sexually aroused, suddenly the prostatic fuild starts flowing through the penis(with or without erection).

Erectile Dysfunction = Mostly there are lack of erections. If at all sometime erection takes place, it is imperfect and doesn't hold for more than 10-12 seconds. Totally decreased libido.

Constipation = I need to go 2-3 times in the morning to empty the bowels, but still there is no guarantee that the bowels would get empty. Sometimes I go once in 2 days. Stomach is bloating most of the time. Most of the time there is gas problem.

Urinary disorder = Dribbling after urination, sometimes burning sensation after passing urnine, urine very less in quantity and dark yellow in colour. I need to go for urine only 2 times in 24 hours.


2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
Ans: Fleshless body, Acne.
Hyperhidrosis and physical weakness = I sweat a lot. I cannot do any physical work for a long time. Even if I walk a small distance, I start panting and sweating thorugh my entire body.


3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
Ans: Mentally I feel myself apart from this world. I don't feel like going in public. I avoid social gatherings. I don't like to be seen. I lack confidence. I don't go out for any work, I go out in night so that no one recognize me. I feel ashamed of myself. Whenever anyone sees me, his first reaction is ' why your eyes and cheeks are gone inside'. My shoulder bones can be seen. My hair, they have become very thin, so people say that what happen to your hair, they have become so thin.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
Ans: I feel like doing anything to get back my health, my vigour and vitality.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
Ans: I am a 25 year old unmarried boy and have been involved in severe masturbation since 10 years. During the past 7-8 years many diseases has curbed into my body. All the sufferings started after I got addicted to masturbation.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?
Ans: I am the same, whole day.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
Ans: I cannot resist heat, I start sweating. If I start gym, my acne develops quick and fast. in cold conditions, I don't have burning sensation in urine.

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
Ans: No, all these sufferings have relation only with masturbation.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
Ans: During hot and humid weather, I sweat very very much, that’s why I don’t feel comfortable in these two conditions, and cold weather, I like to stay inside the house during this season.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
Ans: I am arrogant, nervous, arguing, lazy.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
Ans: I feel good. But when I hear the lightning in the sky, my heartbeat increases.

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
Ans :- No, I don’t like being consoled.

- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
Ans:- Yes I am very sensitive to noise. If I hear any high sound, my heart beat increases. But smell and light are normal for me.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
Ans: Yes, I have the habbit of talking to myself, I talk daily. Another habbit of mine is, I walk when I think, and I keep thinking the whole day because my mind is free(jobless).

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
Ans: I love my family, I care for them. I feel like staying with friends and having fun. I am unmarried(so no wife and children).

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
Ans: I fear social gatherings. I fear meeting people. I don’t want people to see me. I fear catching trains, buses, interviews. In these situations my legs start shaking due to lack of confidence. Repeatedly, I dream that I am having sex or flirting with girls because I think a lot about sex.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
Ans: I like chocolates, spicy food items, chilly food, cold items like drinks, fruits. I dislike fried food items. I don’t like oily things, I feel like Nausea.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Ans: Normal

14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Ans: Normal.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
Ans: Anything which contains more oil, I feel like puking. I feel nausea.

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
Ans: My sweat is more. I sweat through hair, face, armpits, chest, back, hips, stomach, thighs. My palms and feet are always wet.

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
Ans: I need to go 2-3 times in the morning to empty the bowels, but still there is no guarantee that the bowels would get empty. Sometimes I go once in 2 days. Stomach is bloating most of the time. I don’t understand what is STOOL TYPE.

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
Ans: Yes I sleep well. I have a particular posture, i.e on the stomach side.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
Ans: Till now I used to satisfy these desires through masturbation.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?
Ans: Yes, I am different in appearance. People look healthy and I look like a moving corpse. My eyes and cheeks look sunken, I don’t look healthy at all.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
Ans: Yes, I took cantharis 30, Selenium 3X, Conium 200, selenium 30, to cure Prostatorrhea and dribbling after urination. This helped a lot in curing the diseases but it couldn’t cure them completely.

22. What major diseases are running in your family?
Ans: There are no such major diseases but my mom and I catch cold frequently.

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance
Ans: I look like moving dead body. My face looks sunken completely, eyes cheeks. I don't even feel like looking myself in the mirror. My hair, they have gone thin, very thin. My entire body looks fleshless. Acne all over my back and hips, they look horrible. That's it.