cannabis indica & marijuana use

hi, any help would be help full
i have been using marijuana for some time now and there came a time in my life when i couldnt function anymore so i stopped it with the help of some antidepressents. However sad to say i have gone back to it telling my self i wont do it everyday or i will just do it once a month. Now I have come to the point that i was at before takin ghte antidepressents. I have a cannabis indica 30c at home and want to know how to use it.

when i read the the cannabis indica description in the remedy shop on this website it suits me completely . I mean all the symptoms are exactly what i feel so i am gonna write dem down here and erase the ones that i don't feel


Inhibits the higher faculties and stimulates the imagination to a remarkable degree without any marked stimulation of the lower or animal instinct. A condition of Intense exaltation, in which all perceptions and conceptions, all sensations and emotions are exaggerated to the utmost degree. Subconscious or Dual nature state. Apparently under the control of the second self, but, the original self, prevents the performance of acts which are under the domination of the second self. Apparently the two natures cannot act independently, one acting as a check, upon the other The experimenter feels ever and anon that he is distinct from the subject of the Cannabis Indica dream and can think rationally. Produces the most remarkable hallucinations and imaginations, Exaggeration of the duration of time and extent of space, being most characteristic. Conception of time, space and place is gone. Extremely happy and contented, nothing troubles. Ideas crowd upon each other. Has great soothing influence in many nervous disorders, like epilepsy, mania, dementia, delirium tremens, and irritable reflexes. Exophthalmic goitre. Catalepsy.


mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; laughing;
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; laughing; constant;
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; suspicious;
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; unhappy; lamenting, regretting; moaning, groaning;
mind; intellectual faculties; impaired thinking; confusion;
mind; insecure, uncertain, scared; anxiety;

mind; insecure, uncertain, scared; fear; of insanity;
mind; memory; forgetful; of words while speaking;
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; ecstatic; exhilaration;
mind; thoughts (see preoccupied); persistent (see delusions);
mind; delirium;
mind; delusions, imaginations, hallucinations, illusions;
mind; delusions, imaginations, hallucinations, illusions; hears sounds; music;
mind; delusions, imaginations, hallucinations, illusions; things, people, seem large;

mind; delusions, imaginations, hallucinations, illusions; things, people, seem large; distances are enlarged;
mind; delusions, imaginations, hallucinations, illusions; time; exaggeration of time;

mind; fantasies; of exaltation;
mind; fantasies; of exaltation; pleasant;
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; anguish;

mind; memory; weakness of memory; for what is about to write;
mind; perception; time; time passes too slowly;
;
Emotional excitement; rapid change of mood

Delirium tremens
Very forgetful; cannot finish sentence
Mania, must constantly move
mind; emotions, feelings, attitude, disposition; cheerful, happy;
Anxious depression; constant fear of becoming insane
Constantly theorizing
time seems too long; seconds seem ages; a few rods an immense distance
mind; intellectual faculties; impaired thinking; absent-minded (see forgetful);
mind; talking, conversation; speech; incoherent;
Cannot realize her identity, chronic vertigo as of floating off.
vertigo, dizziness;

vision; merging together; letters;
Extreme sensitiveness to noise.

Throbbing, buzzing, and ringing
ear; sensation of fullness;
ear; noises in ear; buzzing;
ear; noises in ear; ringing;
ear; noises in ear;
ear; pulsation;
face; expression; dazed;
face; expression; sleepy;
Lips glued together
mouth; teeth; grinding; during sleep; ;
mouth; dryness;
throat; dryness;
abdomen; bladder; urging to urinate (unhealthy desire);
Stitches and burning in urethra
Dull pain in region of right kidney.
urine; burning (includes hot);
urine; colourless;
genitals; urethra (urinary part of genitals); pain; burning; during urination; ;
genitals; urethra (urinary part of genitals); pain; burning; after urination; ;
genitals; male; sexual passion; increased;
genitals; urethra (urinary part of genitals); pain; stitching, sudden, sharp; after urination; ;
genitals; urethra (urinary part of genitals); pain; burning; before urination; ;
extremities, limbs; thrilling sensation (see shuddering); hand; ;

extremities, limbs; thrilling sensation (see shuddering); leg; ;
extremities, limbs; paralysis; lower limbs; ;
extremities, limbs; heaviness; lower limbs; ;

Very exhausted after a short walk.
Entire paralysis of the lower extremities
Pain across shoulders and spine; must stoop; cannot walk erect
Thrilling through arms and hands, and from knees down
Very sleepy, but unable to do so
sleep; sleepiness, tiredness;
generalities; pulsation; internally; ;
generalities; paralysis; painless;
generalities; pain; pressing; externally; ;
generalities; weakness (see lethargic, weariness); walking; ;