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I'm about to kill myself

1. Describe your main suffering?
Mouth and genital herpes

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?

High Cholesterol, Total cholesterol is around 230 mainly because of high triglycerides. Sometimes high blood pressure, hypertension, acne

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
I have not been happier, when I have an outbreak I find myself pretty depressed.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
Very depressed, don’t want to be around people, tired.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
about 5 months ago when I had sex with this girl. Cold sores on the lips have been there all life, got them somehow when I was a kid, I harly breakout on the lips anymore.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?
no time in particular

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
every time i break out it's after a weekend of drinking, I am trying to control this and eventually may be just quit drinking.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
I live in Florida so it is hot here all year through.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.

Well usually I try to stay happy but yes I am the sensitive type, I take things personal. I don't like to argue though, I avoid confrontation and arguements at all costs.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
I really don't feel anything I like rain and thunderstorms
- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
Yes I would think so.
- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
none of these but I think a lot and a lot of times I find myself spaced out.

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
I love my family, they are in a different country so sometimes I find myself pretty lonely, don't have a gf right now so that does not help at all.
11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
My fear is to be old and lonely and this condition is not really helping me.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
I love spicy hot foods, salty and sour foods. No aversions really. I eat anything..

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
I would say less, I drink a lot of tea and coffee, hardly drink water, though I'm trying to change my habits.
14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
I workout regualrly so I'm in decent shape, I eat atleast 4,5 meals a day(small portions)
15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
not that i know about, don't eat seafood except for fish.
16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
I'm not a sweaty person, hardly sweat even when i workout, recently I find myself sweaty around my genitals.
17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
It's fine I think.
18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
I sleep 5,6 hours a night, I do have sleeping issues. I sleep sideways or on my back.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
No, not these days, its killing me
20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?

I'm sensitive, though I love girls and have sexual desires I don't go and have sex with anyone I think a lot..ppl around me are not like that.
21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
I just got diagnosed and so far I have done 2 courses of Acyclovir, it reduces the outbreak span time. I have tried taking lysine regularly.

22. What major diseases are running in your family?

high blood pressure, cholesterol, cardiovascular, diabetes.
23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance
I'm 5 7, 36 years old, 173 lbs, workout regularly, stay active.
  franky73 on 2010-08-05
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
Title of your post 'I'm about to kill myself' oozes furstration.
What it is that you are frustrated about Herpes/ life / lonliness/ anything else?

( just trying to know you properly as that will help me find my remedy)

Dr. Yogesh
yogeshrajurkar last decade
Thanks for replying Dr. Yogesh. I'm usually a happy person, fun to be around people. But this condition has gotten me depressed. I've had about 5 outbreaks in 5 months! I have stopped dating, everyone is noticing stuff why I never persue girls, ok may be I'm exaggerated a little that I'm about to kill myself...I have answered the questions so that you have a better idea about myself.
thanks again!
franky73 last decade

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