I am dieing... David please have a lookMy last 2 posts from my other thread
I am feeling a bit angry I feel I was nice, friendly, I tried to be as honest as I could be and tried my best to be objective always when giving my symptoms, and now I got left alone, rejected I cannot accept it. I think I should deserve better. You David will come back to me and take care of me. I cannot accept after all the energy I put out into describing my symptoms to be left alone now. I cannot and will not jump from homeopath to homeopath and put out so much energy every time in trying to describe my symptoms just to be left alone later. When I think of going to a new homeopath and starting my case again I feel like fainting by the thought of having to describe myself in detail again to him. I do not have the energy. I am really angry. I cannot accept this happening to me again. I either get the help I think I should deserve or it will end up being another forum where I have gotten banned. One thing is for certain I will not accept it and quietly go away. I do not want to be unfriendly or angry and I am not like that usually, but I feel really wronged right now and misunderstood.
I am even afraid right now that I might have offended you and made it impossible for you to ever come back to me. But the fear and anger is switching, once I am afriad and but after a while I get angry again. I do not want to be alone.
Please help me, or just dont leave me. I am sorry if I sounded harsh. I cannot imagine what I will do alone with myself and my problems, to whom I could turn for help. After you rejected me yesterday my BDD came up strongly again and I felt like who will ever want me now. I need to fix my imperfections on my face otherwise I will be alone forever. I felt worthless
I am really really really sorry for what I said and would delete the message usually, but I cannot do so because if I will not get to hear from you again soon, I will get angry again and post a similar post again anyway.I cannot help it. I am trying my best to control myself and stop the anger.
Please respond with something. I hope you wont take it personally.
I will take your remedies than, the ones you suggest me to take, just dont leave me
I hope I will hear from you again
EDIT: I wonder if you have ever even reprtorized this symptom of mine that I gave you... eye floater (muscae volitantes), there are not that many remedies who have it... but apparently as I thought noone ever reads my whole posts, noone ever has the time and energy to do anything for me like I always knew. Ahh I am sorry, please dont take it personally, I am angry, I am being unreasonable I know, I am just venting. I do not wish to lose you, without you I dont know what I will do.
Silicea on 2011-06-16
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