dragonfly1976 asking...

I have few stressful moments for few months. I have been asked to do a wedding flowers for someone son & (future) daughter in law of a lady friend that I know. I said I would back in April of this year. I said, I would not be doing any silk flowers for the wedding. I have been asking for anyone of them to contact me so we can talk over the flowers and details of the wedding.
Finally, one and half week before their wedding we went to a store to pick up supplies for the wedding and the bride to be saw some little silk flowers and she said, she wanted for the Boutonnieres and corsages. at this point I am bitting tongue and putting what I said about me not wanting to do the wedding flowers in silk aside & bitting the bullet, so they would have any kind of flowers for their wedding! this pressure is all on my shoulders.

The fresh flowers for the five bridesmaids and a flower girl and the brides bouquets have not been chosen nor ordered by them.
I have been wanting some decisions made since April.

Anyway...

Starting this Sunday afternoon, I decided to steam carpet my house. My husband, was not home but working.

Meanwhile, I had house guests arriving two days early then expected to my home Sunday. ( two of the guests, whom I have never met before. One of The guest that My husband & I knew, he brought them with him to show one of the seven wonders of the world that we live by.
This caused me great anxiety since the bedding for these guests were not washed and ready, I have not prepared the grocery shopping for them and have any meals prepared and I had list of things to do before I would have liked things to be done before they arrived. and came to find out that they have not eaten since this morning's breakfast since they have been on the road to travel to my home.

I was trying to finish up what I started in a panic mode and was sweating.

Since then though, I have developed this cough, cough like I'm laboring my breathing & whizzing like, and unable to sleep and have a restful nights.

I have not been to the gym and working out like I normally do, which helps me to destress on my normal days.

I did Staphsagria 200c on Sunday.
Monday, I woke up screaming in pain screaming. My Right calf muscle has been cramping on me. (This has not happened to me in a long time.) so,
then I have taken tissue salt Mag. Phos. 6x.

I noticed a sore throat coming on & still having the cough problem. I have been on the go, not eating at home, walking & sight seeing along with my house guests.

last night, I wasn't able to go to to bed until 1am and I woke up at 6am from my whizzing starting.
I took Phosphorus 200c this morning.

last night before bed, I went in my hot tub outside for a soak.

when I woke up this morning and I was tippy toeing around so I don't wake anyone up.
My calf muscle is still bothering me and this cough....

I know I will feel better when the house guests all go home and I will be back to my normal schedule.

nothing seems to be good enough for me.