Low in energy!! body needs a pick up

-I need at least 10 hours of sleep a night
-I feel exhusted when i wake up
-I have intense dreams but most times cannot rememeber them
-really really bad memory
-when i read things i forget instantly
-no motivation
-want to lie down all the time

worse for:
cold
rainy days

better for:
sunny days
warmth
staying home

Im an asthmatic
since child around 4ish
-flares up when i sneeze
-worse in weather changes
-worse in the cold
-worse at night
-worse around 6-6.30am

Main concern of addiction to mariguana. Dont really have an addiction as i can go without and do not think of it however fiance it the one with the addiction.
-hard to say no to it when it is around
-but have been cutting down and has been working


I perspire alot
-day night anytime!
esp palms feet and armpits.
my father had the same problem but grew out it
-i still have the problem
-sweat for no reason at all at anytime and no specific times


I am a positive person
I am a go getter in life
I find if i had more energy and omph i will accomplish alot more.

Fears of my fiances addiction and health.
He does not exercise, eats alot of unhealthy food and loves to smoke mariguana.
he is cutting down slowly but i have to deal with moods, and a different person towards me when he is unable to have some.
-This effects me alot
as he can be a very negative person and i am very sensitive and remember the things he says to me.
-only fear i have is speaking infront of a huge audience
-fear of spiders.

My last mense cycle was late by a week and half
-started with dry blood for first week
-was not sure if i had it or not as nothing much was coming out.
-had sexual intercourse then next day got my period full fled. then it started properly.
- lasted 4 days
-first day being very heavy and sore

-my weight fluctuates.
-i get pains in my abdomen on right side.
-been to hospital twice and tests come back normal
-it came down to gastro
-when i wake up in the morning sometimes my right ear has a very sharp pain early hours of the morning.


When i use to drink and i would get a bit too boozed i would black out and not remember for about an hour or for for the rest of the night
-i have started abusive fights with my fiance.no hitting.
-but i have no recolection of it happening.
-this has happened many times in the begining of my relationship but has now stopped as i drink very little.
-my fiance would day to me.. it was as if you were speaking to your ex.
-I would only get angry at my fiance and no one else

sleep patterns,
i dream alot at times
I have had dreams that come true
I have had dreams about indian gods and messages since childhood
-i am a light sleeper
-i rarely get a full night sleep without waking atleast once.


I get angry easily
i can be moody
I am not a morning person
i tend to snap in the mornings and esp if i am told to get up

Well this is me in a nutshell. Please if someone can guide me and help me. I hate feeling tired all the time and want to get up earlier and get into a exercise routine and get myself motiviated again.

Any questions let me know. Thank you