I think enough of mercury... mercury is not it. No deep change with the ego.
At work I was again at my best. Stayed 2 hours longer. Tasks I didnt have to complete I completed. I had thoughts that other people dont even know what working means. When food from the kitchen was offered to me I of course could never take it and eat, because my pride/ego in the way. How low that would look.
When I talk I talk at times with more confidence before I started regressing and at other times it totally crap. Often when I want something to say I dont say it. I am second guessing myself again. This has been happening since I started regressing and I hate it. My face, eyes, paralyzing weakness all a problem. From the mercury again as with aurum I just feel lighter. but 0 for my ego issue.
And the 'unrealistic' feelings I get often when I am about to not do something up to standard make me think of course this can just be row 6 and platina. I confused it with aurum in the past, but it is platina. because it is ego behind it. As happened here when I think of suggesting a remedy for someone and it turns out to be wrong than those feelings come. Where I see things from a bigger picture perspective. That I must give the correct remedy. I cannot allow it any otherwise. It is this big ego thing. Where I cannot let it happen. Not me. And give every effort that is required. Respect to all you homeopaths who work in such proffession where you are most often wrong than correct. This feels like death to me. My image of the best would be all gone. Noone even know that I exist anymore. To give wrong remedy after wrong remedy publicly is nonexistance. Image gone, how I am seen.
starface on 2012-03-29
and good that homeopathy exists. Because I dont know how else I would get over my problems EVER.
I am going to suggest to my homeopath about what we need to do so I can finally feel good and how I used to at work again and get better because I have high ambitions (lol)... they might go away once I take the remedy
starface 7 years ago
I need to start low with the platina. Coz I am not keen on experiencing any such stuff again as I did with the 10M. I am thinking either the potency was way to high or maybe I was just that sick and a 10m brought all up or whatever, but I think it was just way to deep. So potency not good. I could not be in the dark because it felt so opened everything. highly uncomfortable.
I am curious about whether people who need platina really feel special and at the top always, all the time. With me it comes just in specific situations where I actually do something to warrant those feelings. But it never lasts, depression and bad feelings come than after a while or definately on the next day.
If someone felt like this always, all the time for no reason. than clearly this szicophrenia or something. Not normal at all.
I got my short moments,ie. when i know my remedy while others do not where those feelings of success and being at the top, or high come and it feels good, not lonely. But it doesnt last. And if it would last than surely this would not be normal.
probably noone knows the answer, and it doesnt even matter.
My guess is some do always feel it and some do not like me. Since I read the minerals from stage 10 can swing or become unstable either to the left or the right side of stage 10. So it could be possible than to loose that special feeling and at times feel nothing and at other times feel it again.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 29 Mar 2012 07:48:17 BST]
starface 7 years ago
dissapointment actually makes me most often feel the 'special' feelings. not much else that I can think of.
And I am not an arrogant person. I am sure noone at home would describe me like that. I know it. And noone at work would. But as a nice, helpful guy.
I just become haughty or arrogant when I am being attacked. for no reason I am never like that.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 29 Mar 2012 07:54:40 BST]
starface 7 years ago
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