Need help for never going tiredness and absent mindedness

i would really appreciate if some dr. can take up my query and endorse or correct my findings and remedies.
below is questionnaire filled


best regards,

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i am not sure i understood the questionnaire fully, but i answered to the best of my understanding. ( i think there should be some explanation, examples for the questionnaire)


1. id rajmachawal
2. age 35
3. sex male
4. single/married married (living separately), blessed with a son
5. weight 62 kg
6. height …. 5.5 feet
7. country germany
8. climate cold
9. list of your complaints
around 8 year back visited doctor for lower back pain : doctor said osteoporosis and oculta spina bifida.
always tired, withdrawn from society, always on internet, doesn't talk with colleagues or in any gathering. while was winner of many debate competition in childhood. very introvert since the age of 17.
difficulty in cohesively expressing myself. very good in written communication, good level of intellect and intelligence. can explain (in writing) and understand topics with depth. many international research paper published, good in coming up with noval ideas. working at a very good position.
difficulty reading books, omits part of sentences and verbal communication too bad.
lower back pain, pain between shoulder blades and sometime on back of neck.
always tired, most of time absent minded, can pass whole day by staring at screen and just reading news websites or watching english tv serials.
sometimes depressed and low in self confidence. have lost the will power. doesn't act like self initiator.
doesn't miss wife and son while they live away in india.
many times bloated stomach, sometime blurred vision. thin body , hands but fat is coming on stomach. lower bone density.
pimples on the back
lives alone in foreign country and almost no friend. doesn't care about what other will think. sometimes very idealistic.
trust whatever anyone says. speaks honestly.
problem in pronunciation of some words

sexual behavior :

straight
to much involved in porn watching over the internet.
masturbation: 2 days in a week , around 3-4 in those two days, afterward no masturbation for 5 days. feels extremely pathetic after masturbation.
from the age of 14 to 31, almost daily masturbation
erection: sometimes ok, sometime less ok
when with wife: 1-2 times in a week

self conclusion based on interent study : my testosterone level is low.




10. since how long are you suffering from each complaint

withdrawn and absent minded : from last 16 years
low in self confidence : ( come and go) from last 6 years
lower back pain : 7 years (not sever)
pain on back of neck: 3-4 years ( not always)
pain between shoulder blades: 2-3 years
always very tired: from last 6 years
lack of will power : last 6 years
social apathy (uninvolved in talks) : from last 16 years
lower bone mass : since birth
bloated stomach ; 6-7 years
blurred vision : 2-3 years
problem in pronunciation of some words: childhood
pimples on the back : last 16 years
less erection of penis: last 4-5 years


11. diabetic or non-diabetic: pre diabetic
12. desire sweets/sour/salt : salt

13. thirst : normal

14. tongue and taste : normal
15. current bp (without medicine and with medicine) : normal

16. what exactly is happening? tiredness, absent minded ness, lower back and neck pain, withdrawn from society, lack of will power, erection not aways full,

17. how do you feel? depressed and low in self confidence, pathetic

18. how does this affect you? affect my professional success chances as well personal bondings

19. how does it feel like? i have become apathetic, so no feeling. but sometime angry and disappointed, self pity

20. what comes to your mind? i feel that i should start running or take testosterone patch or something to cure it.

21. one situation that had a big effect on you?

8 years ago when my girl friend decided to marry someone else.

22. how did that feel like?

bad, when my girl friend decided to marry someone else and she lied to me , i became kind of silent and aloof for 3-4 years.

23. what sensation do you experience in that situation?
i felt all my muscles tensed blood running to my face

24. what are you showing by that gesture of your hand (habits or actions)?
(question is total bouncer for me, didn't get any context)

25. current and previous remedies/medicines you are taking or took in the past?

after browsing through internet , i have bought following medicines and started from today ( october 30, 2012)

1. avna sativa 6c liquid ( 4 drops in morning, 4 in evening)
2. slenium metalicum 6c liquid ( 2 drops in morning, 2 in evening)
3. ustilago 3c small pills ( 2 pills morning, 2 evening)
4. vitamin d 6c small pills ( 2 pills morning, 2 evening)

remedies haven't started yet

1. phosphoricum acidum 6c
2. lycopodium 6c small pills



26. family background father : retired gazetted officer , india, mother , ma , b.ed ( didn't work), sister doctor, brother professor

27. educational qualifications of the patient : phd in physics

28. nature of work, what do you do for living? scientist, work involves working in front of computer and reading

29. desires, likes and dislikes for food : indian food, chapati , curry

30. name of foods which increase your problem : don't know

31. mind-behavior, anger, irritability, hurry, impatient…and so on.. how are you different from other persons, public speaking or not , you can describe all of the details about your behavior, love and affections.


withdrawn from society, always on internet, doesn't talk with colleagues or in any gathering. while was winner of many debate competition in childhood. very introvert since the age of 17.

difficulty in cohesively expressing myself. very good in written communication, good level of intellect and intelligence. can explain (in writing) and understand topics with depth. many international research paper published, good in coming up with noval ideas. working at a very good position.

sometimes depressed and low in self confidence. have lost the will power. doesn't act like self initiator.
doesn't miss wife and son while they live away in india.

difficulty reading books, omits part of sentences and verbal communication too bad.
lives alone in foreign country and almost no friend. doesn't care about what other will think. sometimes very idealistic.
trust whatever anyone says. speaks honestly.

sexual behavior :

straight
to much involved in porn watching.
masturbation: 2 days in a week , around 3-4 in those two days, afterward no masturbation for 5 days. feels extremely pathetic after masturbation.
from the age of 14 to 31, almost daily masturbation
erection: sometimes ok, sometime less ok
when with wife: 1-2 times in a week


32. aggravation (increases-time, season,)& amelioration (decreases)

didn't observe such correlation

33. attached here your photographs of the affected area. (if required/optional)

34. location of the disease
psychological, lower back pain and pain in back of neck

35. side of the problem (right or left), (upper or lower part of body)
36. color of the secretions/discharges e.g urine, stool, sputum, saliva etc.
urine : normal , stool : normal

for females only
37. when is the period during the month approx date? any monthly cycle issues? regular, early, late, before problems, after problems, pain, any other discharges?
38. are you pregnant? if yes, please give pregnancy start date? any current issues?