Fear of Premature Ovarian Failure

1.IF YOU SWEAT AT NIGHT AND WET THE PILLOW,IS THERE ANY PULSATION IN YOUR BODY,TIME AND PLACE .
I sweat profusely on exposure to warm climate, night or day. At night too I do sweat if the air of the fan is not adequate. Sweat has a smell typical of me, I guess. Watery. My face and back of neck sweats a lot.

2.Sometimes some discharges come, cannot be called any disease like Leucorrhoea (the whites ). The discharges are sometimes clear sometimes thicker and whiter, like jelly, once or twice in a cycle little lumpy (I co-relate such semi-solids with ovulation date which may or maynot be true), starchy sometimes.

3. MENTAL SYMPTOMS
-a. How is your memory? - For what is it poor?
- At what time is it poor?

I have not a good memory when it comes to remember some day-to-day things like what has to be brought from grocery etc. Sometimes I do forget if someone asks to pass on a massage to someone else, this fear actually makes me remember these days. I used to forget invigilation duties and that is why I put reminder in mobile. I remember certain ideas, concepts or incidents very well when they interest me.

b. Do you remember what you read?
If I concentrate I remember. I remember certain ideas, concepts or incidents very well when they interest me. But I do forget the details like day, date, time etc. If I read just for reading, or reluctantly, I tend to forget

c. Do you read with interest and pleasure?
Sometimes I have to read even when I am not interested. But most of the times I read with interest and pleasure.

d. Can you apply your mind easily?
I can apply my mind easily and readily most of the times. This comes of great aid in times of debates and arguments too.

e. In what way is your disposition changed during sickness?

I am mostly mild and easy, sometimes upset. I try to read objectively about my illness and my medicines and being in Biology I try to brainstorm regarding my illness generally. Generally I am not down or discouraged, only I try to figure out what would be the next step. Sometimes on certain complications I get worried.
In high fever and bodyaches, I tend to feel tired and sleepy but am generally in full sense and quite steady mentally.

f. Do you answer the questions of others promptly or slowly?
That depends. I am basically impulsive, so generally my response is prompt. But if I donot wish to answer I do it slowly.

g. Do you comprehend easily?
Yes, I comprehend quite well

h. Do you have anxiety, apprehension of the future,?
When any emergency comes I suffer from immense anxiety and tension. Also, I am living with an deep inner panick and worry if I have to take the same torture of my mother-in-law in future. That is simply next to impossible and any person who is mentally sane cannot do it. She sucks the life away from others, in extremely manipulative, a typical narcissist, extremely pretencious, ferrocious, harmful, selfish and self-centred to the power of infinity, inhuman and sucks blood out of persons who tries to help her. This fear is always there in me.Her own daughter avoids her for this devilish qualities of her. This is of course a cause of tension, concern and worry for me. Otherwise I donot apprehend about future, rather when I concentrate I try to think what I should do for future.
i.Do you have aversion to people, company or things?
I have deep aversion to people whom I have identified as hypocrites, treacherous, harmful, unscrupulous etc. I have aversion to such company. I donot have any vehement aversion to any inanimate things, as far as I can recollect
j. Are you bashful?
None that I remember
k. Do you desire for company or solitude; desire for death;?
Desire for company or solitude depends on my mood. When too much depressed and disturbed I would prefer solitude or company of very close ones. No desire for death
l. Do you have confusion of mind, delirium, discontent, disgust, dread of future; of people, of animal or things,?
No I am not confused. Rather I feel I have quite clarity in most of the things. I donot have any delirium, I am discontented with situations of injustice, treachery, dishonesty, lack of scruples and things like that. I am disgusted with similar situations too, also when situations are helpless or when people are utterly unreasonable and vindictive.
Generally I donot dread the future but now this thought of POF is troubling me about my pregnancy and my marital life.
I have dread of unscrupulous vindictive people who can be ferocious, manipulative hence unpredictable and harmful, like my mother-in-law. I dislike snakes
m. Do you have any peculiar feeling, mind full of crowding ideas, ill humour, impatience, indecision, indifference, jealousy, too easily exited to tears or laughter,
I donot have peculiar feeling or mindfull of crowding ideas. I sometimes have lots of ideas but I sort them. I donot possess ill-humour. I am impatient with certain aspects, specially during certain situations. Generally I donot suffer from indecision regarding big things. Sometimes I cannot decide whether there will be chicken or fish on Sunday. I donot remember to be jealous on anyone. I am easily excited but tears rarely come at least publicly.

n. Do you have laziness, loquacity, disappointed love, melancholy, easy to be offended, feel like quarreling, sadness; scolding, screaming, sighing, taciturnity (silent mood), persistent thoughts, or crowding of ideas aversion to work, play or anything else?
I have lot of laziness and lethargy which are intervened by spurts of huge activity. I had loved two other men before my marriage, but they deserted me, betrayed me, so I donot have regrets, neither have disappointed love. Those are just past to me. I donot have melancholy. I am not easily offended. I donot feel like quarrelling at all, I do engage in debates when I disagree on issues stated by the person before me but that is not quarrelling at all. Sadness sometimes when sad things occur. No scolding or screaming. Sighing sometimes. Taciturnity on certain situations or when I deeply concentrate on something. Some persisitent thoughts are there, in fact thoughts in general do persist in my mind. Not particular aversion to work, I like working but at times I am lethargic. Love to sleep

o. How does the future look to you?
Future to me is something that I would sort out, weigh the alternatives and would try my best for the best possible alternative, if it fails I would try the other/s. I have many ideas of teaching, research, studies, artistic pursuits etc which maybe in future I would like to pursue

p. Have you any delusions of any kind, or do you imagine you see things that have no existence, that you family has turned against you, that a man is under the bed or in the house, that someone is following or hounding you, that you are rich or poor, or will die in the poor house, hear voices or that you are called or anything else in this line?
No such delusions or hallucinations ever. My family is quite supportive, why should I imagine they will turn against me!

(Note: - Be very careful to give all these symptoms fully as they are very important. The questions and languages here used are merely suggestive, being intended to lead you to give all you symptoms. The whole of this questionnaire is merely suggestive & it is not intended that the patient be restricted to the language or symptoms of this questionnaire. Give your case in your own language carefully and coolly making on endeavor to make it as exhaustive as possible by including all the freak symptoms also).


q. SENSATIONS
(Note: - Sensations are also important and should be especially noticed. For sensations of pain, of all kind see section 5. The special sensations may occur in any part of the body, or internally or in the head or extremities. Give the sensations in your own language to express it. No matter how simple or even ludicrous, it is necessary to give it.)
Examples: - It may be like a mouse or bug crawling; like wind blowing into the ears or eyes; as if someone was pulling a hair; as of a blow on the of a band or cord around the head; as though you had a cap on or hat; as a plug in the ears or some other place; as if another person lies along side of him, or that one limb is double; as if abdominal muscles were pushed out by arm of a child ;
as if boiling lead were pushing through rectum ; as if anus would fly to pieces during stool ; as if moisture, or a drop were running through the urethra back ; as if the year was grasped by an iron hand ; as if claws were grasping the bowels; as of a splinter in the throat or flesh like a string of thread on the tongue or in the throat; as if joint were dislocated; as; as if legs were made of wood.

(Note: - These are merely illustrations, a few which have occurred to other person, and are given that you may understand what is meant by sensations. Always give the locations as well of the sensations.)
No special sensations. Only my muscle cramps often during yoga or other movements.

4. BETTER OR WORSE
(Note 1 :- This section refers to each disease, each sickness and to every symptom. No matter what the trouble may be it is necessary to be refer to this section. Be sure that the aggravation or amelicration you notice is from the course given.)
(Note 2 :- The time of an aggravation or amelioration refers to the year, the month, the week, the day, the night, or the hour.)
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-a. State at what time your troubles or any single symptoms, is made better or worse.
Not in any particular time of the day

- b. State what season of the year, what time in the month, whether the phases of the moon cause either, what part of the week, what hour of the day or night the trouble or single symptom comes on or is made better or worse.
Joint pains increase during winter and rainy season.

c. Is there any position which you may assume that causes a particular trouble or any single symptom to be better or worse? It may be when you first lie down; or after lying down awhile or rising after sitting or on sitting after standing, walking; walking much; walking in the house or in the open air, or in the cold air ; or at night; running, running rapidly or slowly; when stooping over, after
stopping, or on rising from stooping; leaning the head backwards, forwards; to one side or leaning the head on the table or the hand; lying with head high or low; lying in some particular position ; crawling on the hand + knees or some other or many possible positions.
I have to restrict my movements in certain directions when joint pain occurs, depending on the joint affected

- Does anything cause the trouble or a single symptom to be better or worse ? It may be reading ,writing , music ascending or descending the stirs or a hill, biting the teeth together ,blowing the nose , before or after one of the meals, breathing, breathing deeply, when chewing food, when eating or drinking, closing or opening the eyes , looking up, down or sideways, from heat, cold, from warm or cold air heat of stove or sun, dry or moist air going into the air or going into the warm, sunlight or lamplight from excitement, fight, grief, grief, sorrow fasting, some kind of food or drink
motion or quiet, when nose is discharging or is dry, from gratification of passions , scratching, rubbing, beginning of sleep, during a storm, thunder storm, snow storm, swallowing food, drinking of saliva, talking, singing, hearing other talk or sing, music touch, turning over in bed, covering up or uncovering, wet dry, windy or cloudy weather.
(Note 3:- The above is given to impress on the mind the great importance of noticing what may seem to be little things.)
Anxiety reduces on watching movies or listening to music. Deep breathing too relieves tension, noise irritates me too much, also too much crowd and heat makes me quite restless. Sexual drive diminishes on wrong sounds and words.

write yes or no in front of the u/m symptoms.

Sudden, intense ailments from fright. No
Anxiety and restlessness with complaints. No
Fears that do not subside. No
Faintness or dizziness upon waking up. No
Sudden fever with one cheek red, the other pale No
Intolerance of pain. No
Painful urination with anxiety. No
Pains followed by numbness and tingling. No
Eye pain and injuries. No
Throbbing headache. Occasionally headache is there, not throbbing.
Unquenchable thirst. No



Emotional upset. Depends on situations
Fear. No
Anxiety. Yes
Extended period of unusual or continued mental exertion. No
Dizziness. No
Diarrhea. Sometimes
Craving for sweets and salt. Craving for strong flavors. Not in particular
Enthusiastic and suggestible, with a tendency toward peculiar thoughts and impulses. No





Anxious. Sometimes
Anxiety associated with later stages of head cold, with sneezing. No
Asthma worse after midnight, fears suffocation while lying down. No asthma
Fearful. No
Irritable. No
Restless. No
Sleepiness but insomnia. No
Thirsty for frequent small drinks. No
Weak and exhausted. No
Desires air but sensitive to cold. Yes, I donot like hot climate but cold climate sometimes creates health problems
Vomiting with or without diarrhea after eating and drinking. No



Increased perspiration. Yes
Night sweats. Sometimes
Cold hands and feet. No
Dizziness. No
Nausea. No
Ravenous hunger. No
Aversion to fats. No
Craving for eggs. No
Eyes sensitive to light. No
Pale face. No
Large appetite with slow digestion. No



Nervousness. No
Apprehension. No
Anxiety prior to an examination or public performance. Yes
Fatigue and aching of whole body. No
Limbs, head, eyelids heavy. No
Headache. Occasionally
Scalp sore to touch. No
Sore throat. Often
Lack of thirst. No
Dizziness, trembling, fatigue, dullness. No



Vomiting. No
Sensation of a lump in the throat. No
Chills with fever. No
Thirst during chills. No
Chills relieved by warmth.Yes
Cramping pains in the abdomen or back. No
Headaches that feel like a nail driven into the side of the head. No
Skin very sensitive to drafts. No
Introspective. Yes
Sad. Depends
Brooding. Yes, somewhat
Tearful. Rarely
Rejects company. No
Disappointed . Depends
Grieving. Depends
Insomnia from emotional distress. No
Nausea relieved by eating. Sometimes
Eating intensifies hunger. No



Exhaustion. No
Deep anxiety and inability to cope. No
Headaches. occasionally
Jumpy and oversensitive. No
Startled by ordinary sounds. Sometimes
Backaches. No
Nervous digestive upsets. Sometimes

Shakes head without any apparent cause. No
Facial contortions. No
Gassy, constipation or diarrhea. No
Sour belching
Claustrophobia. No
Irritability. No
Digestive upsets with gas and bloating. No
Craves sweets, warm food and drink. No
Night cough. No
Wants to be alone. No
Cranky on waking. No
Bullying tendency. No
Fear of failure. No
Breaking down under stress. Yes


Tongue feels dry. No
Mucous membranes dry. No
Nausea. No
Insomnia. No
Claustrophobia. No
Migraine headache
Vomiting. No
Pains around eyes. No
Craves salt and dry foods. No
Weepy but won't let others see it. (Wants to be alone to cry.)Not weepy but cry privately
Consolation aggravates them. Yes aggravates tears
Angry from isolation. No
Fright, grief, anger. No
Nervous, discouraged, broken down. No
Depressed. No


Anxious. Yes, sometimes
Fearful. No
Weak. No
Associated with hoarseness.No
Tight heavy chest . No
Dry rasping cough. No
Burning pains in stomach, abdomen, between shoulder blades. No
Thirst for cold drinks that are vomited. No
Nausea. No
Night sweats. Yes when not airy


Sensitive. Yes
Weepy. No
Wants attention and sympathy. No
Changeable symptoms and moods. No
Craves open air. Not crave but like
Sensitive to heat . Yes
Dry mouth with lack of thirst. No
Rich food upsets stomach. Not generally, sometimes
Insomnia from recurring thought. No
Head colds. No
Loose cough, worse at night.No
Delayed menstrual period with scanty flow. No



Worry. Yes
Overwork. No
Headaches. Occasionally
Difficulty concentrating. No
Exhaustion. No
Over sensitivity. No
Overreact and devote attention to tiny details. Sometimes
Low stamina. No
Frequently catch colds, sore throats, or other illnesses. Yes mostly sore throats
[message edited by Suryatapa on Tue, 09 Jul 2013 20:04:02 BST]

Kindly See Q.3h. There I have made some additions.

Thanks a lot for your reply. Shall give my feedback after I take the medicines as advised

Regards

Suryatapa

I have taken these medicines

1 Nux Vom 200
15 drops in a cup containing an ounce of water, sip one third of it, 15 minutes later sip the next third of it, and 15 minutes later take the last third of it.HALF AN HR BEFORE DINNER. dont repeat.

2.Aurum Met 200, five pills on day two.dont repeat.

3.Nat Phos 6x ,five tabs three times a day from day three.

feed back after seven days.

What to do next. I have an acidic tendency now

Please suggest

Dear ABC Homeopathy,

Please suggest the next steps. I have taken Nux Vom, Aurum Met, Nat Phos as per instructions. Now I am suffering from extreme acidity. Need urgent remedy

Regards