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dissociative disorder
Hi, I found out i have a name for my illness that I cary for about 10 years. its called DID.It started with a hard relationship with a woman, that had a mental disorder, the stress I had with her got myself into trouble,
It started with a uncontrollable hunger, depressions, flash backs of my childhood, then -- after recovering more or less. i had burn out during my job combined with mouse arm syndrom and ended with stopping work .
Started doing meditiation walks and breathing exercises almost automatically, started intuitive drawing, but found out that any kind intuitive almost guided movement was innatural and not good for me.
I was getting into a different state of mind, letting go of things, taking life minute by minute, doing meditation almost automatically, but also connected with a bit loss of will power.
After years I regained strength and with the help of the family constellation therapy i finally got pretty much back all my will power.
The problem now is still think that my identity is blown away to easily which leads to a thought that
'I am not I'.
And that i might not live with the dear person I'm living with (girlfriend) if I would be truly the I.
And if I was the same self as before, I wouldnt really know how to continue my life, since i have left this state of beeing this particular self some years ago, which fills me with sadness, since i wanted to have a carrier and i was full of nice wishes and emotions.
My memory is barely used, my emotions or turned to a minimum.i actually live like a goldfish, that means i live in the moment and forget the past on dont think abou the future. I let go of personal goals and seem to be neutral so also a lack of true and real emotions.
i block out many questions about my life that would get me nervous and i dont do decisions rather go form one moment to the next.....i would like to be myself again but I also know that i am allowed to change. But what do i want to be anyway? And isnt it the my old self deserves to be continued in some way?
i dont feel depressed anymore, actually i took some pills to get rid of depression in the very beginning, but then stopped to take them as soon as I could.
I go to to bed early. movies arent to good for me, it changes my reality afterwards, but sometimes i wake up happy afterwards (happy movies)
I feel adaptive to other persons but also think that I loose my identity easily, as if my borders arent there, maybe they have never been - but why?
At the same time i have learned to cope with it. And I also learned to control myself, my thoughts and my reactions towards others which helps me a lot.
would be glad to get some help if you can. wondering which remedy to take or if i just have to live with it.
the problem is often that my surrounding is pressuring me into making changes in my life, get a job and so on. but in this condition i wouldn't be trust worthy i guess and couldn't easily stick with the job when it would get stressed,
A simple job wouldnt suit my image, thats what i think so i rather not work.
I'd definetly have some problems doing decisions for the future, and of course fears that everything would get out of control again.
Any help - discussion - questions are welcome, guess I'm not the only one out there having mental difficulties:)
But I wish most of you guys reading this is to react in a nice way, trying to understand that not all things are controllable and that it can hit any person in life in some way. I wish that you wish me good things, that you wish me everything I need to recover. thanks in advance
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int12 on 2013-10-31
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♡ akshaymohl last decade
Hi there,
Have you tried homeopathic medicines before? Are you taking
any type of medicine now or having therapy now? Was there
any drug use in your past?
What country are you located in?
I want to tell you , that you never lose your real self. Sometimes
people have had early trauma experiences and are functioning,
but then due to some stress ( the eating disorder gf) it is
too much and then stimulates earlier trauma that was never
resolved. One could say that a person got knocked out of
their body and can't get in right again. Good that the
family constellation therapy helped you, but many times
the therapy does not provide the emotional release that
helps you settle down into yourself again. Homeopathy is
good at that part.
You can see this in a milder form when for example a person
has a nightmare, wakes up and spends the day in a fog not
feeling like themselves, and this happens also to people who have
taken drugs.
Have you tried homeopathic medicines before? Are you taking
any type of medicine now or having therapy now? Was there
any drug use in your past?
What country are you located in?
I want to tell you , that you never lose your real self. Sometimes
people have had early trauma experiences and are functioning,
but then due to some stress ( the eating disorder gf) it is
too much and then stimulates earlier trauma that was never
resolved. One could say that a person got knocked out of
their body and can't get in right again. Good that the
family constellation therapy helped you, but many times
the therapy does not provide the emotional release that
helps you settle down into yourself again. Homeopathy is
good at that part.
You can see this in a milder form when for example a person
has a nightmare, wakes up and spends the day in a fog not
feeling like themselves, and this happens also to people who have
taken drugs.
♡ simone717 last decade
No therapy, no drugs, in fact im feeling well, but as you can tell having the feeling that I should be different then the way I am now, yes settling down is a good description, since I dont really feel that I am truly in my whole body.
However i was with a homeopathic doctor for half a year, this guy tried everything thing out, dont know which ones though (can you believe it) , I finally decided that he was unable although he visited a very good homeopathic school, and that I would make a fool of myself to do it any longer.
He was a nice guy, but - come one - some believe more in their remedy then in humanity , which i think is the worst, because I was human. (this phrase might ring a bell) Maybe he never got it. So now because of this not quite in my body, I have these psychic abilities, at least i think I have them, but actually i don't even want to have them.
For example I sense when somebody is talking about me, this feeling is mixed with the feeling they are after me in some way and I need not protect me form their sayings and thoughts, which became a reality for me.
Those energies nicely hit my shoreline like there was no reef infront to stop them from doing so.
So all the time I am in this sensing listen into the unviverse mode, and i cant turn the detection mode off.
Also I have problems lying next to my partner, actually have the feeling i loose the rest of the small contact to my body and wouldn't be able to breath properly:
The energy of my partner flows right into me and I get up totally on the wrong track. Id took a while to realize it and now we have a huge bed, but its still to close.
Dont think my coordinates would do any difference, would they.
Appreciate any kind of question and discussion. If you take my rude words against homeopaths too serious go seek help
By chance i have staphysagria 200 here since i have the self treating set of about 40 remedies hier in my home, so if you guys agree i'll start with that, but will wait for more reaction of yours. thanks so much for you faulty guesses;)
[message edited by int12 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 06:07:43 GMT]
However i was with a homeopathic doctor for half a year, this guy tried everything thing out, dont know which ones though (can you believe it) , I finally decided that he was unable although he visited a very good homeopathic school, and that I would make a fool of myself to do it any longer.
He was a nice guy, but - come one - some believe more in their remedy then in humanity , which i think is the worst, because I was human. (this phrase might ring a bell) Maybe he never got it. So now because of this not quite in my body, I have these psychic abilities, at least i think I have them, but actually i don't even want to have them.
For example I sense when somebody is talking about me, this feeling is mixed with the feeling they are after me in some way and I need not protect me form their sayings and thoughts, which became a reality for me.
Those energies nicely hit my shoreline like there was no reef infront to stop them from doing so.
So all the time I am in this sensing listen into the unviverse mode, and i cant turn the detection mode off.
Also I have problems lying next to my partner, actually have the feeling i loose the rest of the small contact to my body and wouldn't be able to breath properly:
The energy of my partner flows right into me and I get up totally on the wrong track. Id took a while to realize it and now we have a huge bed, but its still to close.
Dont think my coordinates would do any difference, would they.
Appreciate any kind of question and discussion. If you take my rude words against homeopaths too serious go seek help
By chance i have staphysagria 200 here since i have the self treating set of about 40 remedies hier in my home, so if you guys agree i'll start with that, but will wait for more reaction of yours. thanks so much for you faulty guesses;)
[message edited by int12 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 06:07:43 GMT]
int12 last decade
Hi int12,
I can understand your situation quite well. I would recommend you to go ahead with Staphysgeria-200c
Dear Dr. Mohla,
If you feel appropriate, add Acid Phos-Q as well to the above prescription as IMO, Acid Phos seams to suit him quite well.
Best of luck!
I can understand your situation quite well. I would recommend you to go ahead with Staphysgeria-200c
Dear Dr. Mohla,
If you feel appropriate, add Acid Phos-Q as well to the above prescription as IMO, Acid Phos seams to suit him quite well.
Best of luck!
♡ AsadGhumman last decade
I agree Dr Guman .Actually I have already decided but keeping in view his hurt sentiments I wanted go one med at a time but you have joined me pl advise the time and doses.Thanks again .
♡ akshaymohl last decade
thanks so much man,
sometimes i sense how homeopaths are totally concentrating in their books and remedy software maybe talking with there colleges about it, and when they find one that fits it feels so cold as if the client was'nt of flesh and blood . Yes do treat humans like a case see where you end up.
Ever heard of compassion , compassion reaches my shoreline like an instant remedy makes me feel happy and alive , and gives me hope and trust to cure myself, its time for homeopathy to become a part of the wholeness isn't it. Here comes the melody to it 'I'm a soul man titit tatat titi tatat, I'm a soulman titit tatat, titi tatt....' I guess its about finding my place in the unviverse because there should be one for every soul, right? (tears)
sure its about the heart, and how often do doctors find a way around it to easily, around their feelings, letting the client stand out in the emotional rain while they praise themselves as self nominated gods.
No wonder they feel lifted as if they live in the highest penthouse of new york, but there will come the time where they will be in the place of the client, where the spear is turned around and the all so fantastic feeling of being the doctor king, the healer, the all knowing godly figure turns feels the grip of the devil, pulling them deeper and deeper until they find themselves no better then any other in fact feeling more needly as the last you would be treating, or do you think the universe loves to see people up liftet in their intellect....of course not - because all that counts is your heart.
but some doctors are to way off to realize it, to far almost to late, thinking they can play that game for ever. Yes of course what I'm writing can be used for myself for I was hurt and dont want to feel the pain either, but I am talking also to you hom docs and med docs, so let it in and take that feeling, do loose control, allow the pain the heart pain the tears and be the sinner and do give it up, because it will connect you again to the highest to your creator you father, it will heal you and you will be able to heal them, but only then, so seek help yourself too and if theres nobody out there then you might want to ask the highest that is higher then you much higher, even though it might be hard to believe at your very moment. No I'm not religious its the universal law.
[message edited by int12 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 07:54:08 GMT]
sometimes i sense how homeopaths are totally concentrating in their books and remedy software maybe talking with there colleges about it, and when they find one that fits it feels so cold as if the client was'nt of flesh and blood . Yes do treat humans like a case see where you end up.
Ever heard of compassion , compassion reaches my shoreline like an instant remedy makes me feel happy and alive , and gives me hope and trust to cure myself, its time for homeopathy to become a part of the wholeness isn't it. Here comes the melody to it 'I'm a soul man titit tatat titi tatat, I'm a soulman titit tatat, titi tatt....' I guess its about finding my place in the unviverse because there should be one for every soul, right? (tears)
sure its about the heart, and how often do doctors find a way around it to easily, around their feelings, letting the client stand out in the emotional rain while they praise themselves as self nominated gods.
No wonder they feel lifted as if they live in the highest penthouse of new york, but there will come the time where they will be in the place of the client, where the spear is turned around and the all so fantastic feeling of being the doctor king, the healer, the all knowing godly figure turns feels the grip of the devil, pulling them deeper and deeper until they find themselves no better then any other in fact feeling more needly as the last you would be treating, or do you think the universe loves to see people up liftet in their intellect....of course not - because all that counts is your heart.
but some doctors are to way off to realize it, to far almost to late, thinking they can play that game for ever. Yes of course what I'm writing can be used for myself for I was hurt and dont want to feel the pain either, but I am talking also to you hom docs and med docs, so let it in and take that feeling, do loose control, allow the pain the heart pain the tears and be the sinner and do give it up, because it will connect you again to the highest to your creator you father, it will heal you and you will be able to heal them, but only then, so seek help yourself too and if theres nobody out there then you might want to ask the highest that is higher then you much higher, even though it might be hard to believe at your very moment. No I'm not religious its the universal law.
[message edited by int12 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 07:54:08 GMT]
int12 last decade
Hi int12,
You are always welcome... I would strongly recommend you to continue treatment & follow the prescriptions given here time to time, religiously. After Staphysgeria & Acid Phos, I have a later course of action in my mind too considering a few more facts.
Dear Dr. Mohla,
Thanks a lot for your positive attitude. Please go ahead as per you plan & sorry if I distracted the thread. Please check your email too.
Prayers & best wishes,
Asad
You are always welcome... I would strongly recommend you to continue treatment & follow the prescriptions given here time to time, religiously. After Staphysgeria & Acid Phos, I have a later course of action in my mind too considering a few more facts.
Dear Dr. Mohla,
Thanks a lot for your positive attitude. Please go ahead as per you plan & sorry if I distracted the thread. Please check your email too.
Prayers & best wishes,
Asad
♡ AsadGhumman last decade
Hi int 12,
fyi Asad and Dr. Mohla are very compassionate people.
In your case, you really are wanting someone who has walked
in your shoes- If one has, they totally understand this, and it is
very hard for people who have not to 'get it'. An example would
be people who have never given birth, giving advice to people
who have given birth. Moms can just look at another Mom, or
take the persons hand, and there does not need to be many
words said, you instantly 'know' the other person knows what
you are going thru and that is a huge comfort.
That is not to say there are not a lot of arrogant doctors out there
who can treat a person mechanically and no one likes that,
no matter what you have.
You are sensing all this other stuff bc due to trauma you
are hypervigilant and this is a learned skill due to situations
in your life. And of course, not being able to be in your body
right is constant stress and makes one very oversensitive to
everything.
Glad you posted, you can get well, don't ever give up.
Regards,
Simone717
fyi Asad and Dr. Mohla are very compassionate people.
In your case, you really are wanting someone who has walked
in your shoes- If one has, they totally understand this, and it is
very hard for people who have not to 'get it'. An example would
be people who have never given birth, giving advice to people
who have given birth. Moms can just look at another Mom, or
take the persons hand, and there does not need to be many
words said, you instantly 'know' the other person knows what
you are going thru and that is a huge comfort.
That is not to say there are not a lot of arrogant doctors out there
who can treat a person mechanically and no one likes that,
no matter what you have.
You are sensing all this other stuff bc due to trauma you
are hypervigilant and this is a learned skill due to situations
in your life. And of course, not being able to be in your body
right is constant stress and makes one very oversensitive to
everything.
Glad you posted, you can get well, don't ever give up.
Regards,
Simone717
♡ simone717 last decade
sure what we think we are or want to be , or want to show to others what we want to be isnt always what we really are, so we cant tell people how we really feel even if we wanted to , they are simply not there , not present, busy or whatever, with themselves, but having fun online in the emtpy space you have created , there for them, always there, really personally caring, but its like trying to catch a ball on the the shore that gets pull back into the water by the waves isnt it, so you stand out there at the beach looking to the horizon, somehow hoping for better , since you are there, but there is a false windy storm around you, that is more poisonose then the a wicked jellyfish.
int12 last decade
My experience on this-
When you get the remedy right, you won't be thinking
like this. You will have yourself in yourself and
start noticing all the things you want to do and try.
Yes the mindless people will still be out there, but
they are not very 'whole' due to many reasons and in
a way they are a reflection of your own feeling
of not being as 'there' as you want to be.
The right remedy/remedies changes everything, and I have seen it many times. It is like day and night, the
people can't even remember they were feeling what
they were feeling. Hang in there, this will pass, but when
you are in a 'state' people always!! think this is
never going to change, but it does..
[message edited by simone717 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 22:34:17 GMT]
When you get the remedy right, you won't be thinking
like this. You will have yourself in yourself and
start noticing all the things you want to do and try.
Yes the mindless people will still be out there, but
they are not very 'whole' due to many reasons and in
a way they are a reflection of your own feeling
of not being as 'there' as you want to be.
The right remedy/remedies changes everything, and I have seen it many times. It is like day and night, the
people can't even remember they were feeling what
they were feeling. Hang in there, this will pass, but when
you are in a 'state' people always!! think this is
never going to change, but it does..
[message edited by simone717 on Thu, 31 Oct 2013 22:34:17 GMT]
♡ simone717 last decade
Hi int12,
Dr. Mohla & myself both will be looking after you here. Please report after taking Staphysgeria-200c for three days as suggested by Dr. Mohla. Also get hold of following remedies:
1- Acid Phos-Q 2- Belladonna-30c
Please don't use the above 2 remedies unless we ask you to do so. We will guide you about these later. And lastly, please have patience, bear with us & continue with this treatment for some time, atleast.
[message edited by AsadGhumman on Fri, 01 Nov 2013 15:30:46 GMT]
Dr. Mohla & myself both will be looking after you here. Please report after taking Staphysgeria-200c for three days as suggested by Dr. Mohla. Also get hold of following remedies:
1- Acid Phos-Q 2- Belladonna-30c
Please don't use the above 2 remedies unless we ask you to do so. We will guide you about these later. And lastly, please have patience, bear with us & continue with this treatment for some time, atleast.
[message edited by AsadGhumman on Fri, 01 Nov 2013 15:30:46 GMT]
♡ AsadGhumman last decade
ok took the staphisagria C200, woke up this morning with a different perspective on life, somehow a further view, the one that you need to shape your future. However since we had a big childrens halloween party in my home it could also be because of that. Then during the daytime als alway 'dealing' with my female partner my view got totally blocked again. Should have gone out for a hike i guess, creating distance to her. Have thought about it for already many years what could cause this stuck in the mud situation. No therapist ever dared to recommend the separate but my own family. Yes i have always felt good when not living with a partner, and always lost myself on the way when living with someboday........gonna buy the other remedy tomorrow since i dont have acid phos Q, but i do have belladonna of course but C200
int12 last decade
Remember you have to do two more doses of the Staph 200c
and report after.
What to take next etc, or how long to wait and let something
work, all depends on your reactions.
and report after.
What to take next etc, or how long to wait and let something
work, all depends on your reactions.
♡ simone717 last decade
ok after talking staphisagria C 200 the second time within 24 h I woke up with a new feeling that i have known when i was a kid, 'the i can do it' feeling, (i lost it during my school time, f.u.c.k. the teachers), no more practicing anymore, i can do it and i want to do it, and there is nobody that is gonna stop me from doing it.
My dream was on a skiing slope, icy conditions, but i knew i was able to take it, even my partner couldn't stop me from doing it, so I did it and I succeded, no fear no accident just total natural flow on my 'skies'.
At the same time what has ever suppressed the believe in my strength is gone, I don't feel like I'm the last one in the waiting line anymore, the waiting situation mixed with a feeling of false hope. I also need to tell you that i was watching superman 2013 yesterday evening, and as you all know its about getting to your roots, finding out about your strengths and doing it.
i'll see how it developpes in the next days, however it shows you how a homeopathic medicine will influence the choice of movie for that evening, it also shows you how dependency to the partner can be cured within 24 h, and a situation can be solved that was going on for decades, don't want to be to positive but we'll see;)
[message edited by int12 on Sat, 02 Nov 2013 07:24:14 GMT]
My dream was on a skiing slope, icy conditions, but i knew i was able to take it, even my partner couldn't stop me from doing it, so I did it and I succeded, no fear no accident just total natural flow on my 'skies'.
At the same time what has ever suppressed the believe in my strength is gone, I don't feel like I'm the last one in the waiting line anymore, the waiting situation mixed with a feeling of false hope. I also need to tell you that i was watching superman 2013 yesterday evening, and as you all know its about getting to your roots, finding out about your strengths and doing it.
i'll see how it developpes in the next days, however it shows you how a homeopathic medicine will influence the choice of movie for that evening, it also shows you how dependency to the partner can be cured within 24 h, and a situation can be solved that was going on for decades, don't want to be to positive but we'll see;)
[message edited by int12 on Sat, 02 Nov 2013 07:24:14 GMT]
int12 last decade
no wonder staphisagria is calle the rowel of the knights in the german language, supermans boots in english, also experienc emancipating effect today;)
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[message edited by int12 on Sat, 02 Nov 2013 10:02:27 GMT]
int12 last decade
Yes, like I said earlier, you are never really 'gone'
People think they have lost themselves, but you
never really do. Take this as a remembrance of your
real energy, your real baseline and don't accept
other 'states' . Once you fully realize your own
energy, you won't go off road, thinking you lost
yourself.
People think they have lost themselves, but you
never really do. Take this as a remembrance of your
real energy, your real baseline and don't accept
other 'states' . Once you fully realize your own
energy, you won't go off road, thinking you lost
yourself.
♡ simone717 last decade
wasn't never gone but couldnt be myself as I knew me. however today i found out what happend, the question in me was: is it worth it to continue fighting or isn't it. My system decided that it wasn't worth it, especially during the burn out period. Today I heard myself asking the same question again and again it said it's not worth it. If your system decides not to fight anymore, it gets passive and other take over hand and you can easily forget who you actually are and what you want in life. i flew a kit today, and after many years i felt one again, in peace with myself
[message edited by int12 on Sat, 02 Nov 2013 17:49:33 GMT]
[message edited by int12 on Sat, 02 Nov 2013 17:49:33 GMT]
int12 last decade
That is really fantastic.
When you body has enough energy, people feel positive.
I always tell people when they are sick or burned out, etc
never start asking yourself questions or thinking about the
future, bc it will be negative due to low energy.
Whatever said to you today- 'its not worth it' is a lie.
When you have been thru what you have been thru, people
due to stress start actual habits, like 'what if' thoughts and
so on, these create an actual brain loop that sets off stress
hormones and then leads to more 'what if' type questions.
You need to discern what type thinking you are doing and
red flag it if negative and shut the door on it. In specific
panic attack type therapy they teach you to stop all 'what if'
and to internally take charge of some of these 'conversations'
many of which are an internalized parental voice.
Obviously 'you' want to feel well , and you are the one
in charge of your body-negativity is always a red flag.
When you body has enough energy, people feel positive.
I always tell people when they are sick or burned out, etc
never start asking yourself questions or thinking about the
future, bc it will be negative due to low energy.
Whatever said to you today- 'its not worth it' is a lie.
When you have been thru what you have been thru, people
due to stress start actual habits, like 'what if' thoughts and
so on, these create an actual brain loop that sets off stress
hormones and then leads to more 'what if' type questions.
You need to discern what type thinking you are doing and
red flag it if negative and shut the door on it. In specific
panic attack type therapy they teach you to stop all 'what if'
and to internally take charge of some of these 'conversations'
many of which are an internalized parental voice.
Obviously 'you' want to feel well , and you are the one
in charge of your body-negativity is always a red flag.
♡ simone717 last decade
my brain was searching for solutions for years. a never ending.
as you say if your out of energy and you start thinking to much, there is no solution except
if you take the right remedy and your body can go into positive energy flow all is good.
the brain cant get in touch with anything useful if the powerlines are down.
Any trying to convince the client through rationality will fail when his energy flow is blocked, because the brain is not in charge of powerlines. I totally disagree that there would be a positive effect by trying to change inner voices and decision.
The brain depends heavily on the general state, if powerlines are blocked the brain gets isolated, it is not supplied with anything anymore that would be needed to go on in life,
there is just no chance for a manager to run the company when he is set out on a lonly island with no telephone, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how good he is.
before i forget: after taking the first dose staphisagria i actually saw how my head was blocked, look at some aura drawings and you will understand how it needs to be, and inside i had made the decision to blow out anything that would block the flow , for the first time i saw that energy needs to flow through us and not held in us, like we sometimes think we are vessel, similar to a computer harddisk, this image is totally wrong,
we are more like an empty pipe and through this pipe are amazing colors that need to pass through. Again this is of course very simplistic, some compare the brain with a radar device that can detect anything from the unviverse that is needed to live a complete life.
To have a faster healing procedure i said to my inside: energy needs to flow- energy needs to flow - i will get rid of everything that blocks the flow. I experienced it especially in my head where the scalp is. Similar to a volcano that needs to spit lava.
[message edited by int12 on Sun, 03 Nov 2013 06:47:48 GMT]
[message edited by int12 on Sun, 03 Nov 2013 06:48:31 GMT]
as you say if your out of energy and you start thinking to much, there is no solution except
if you take the right remedy and your body can go into positive energy flow all is good.
the brain cant get in touch with anything useful if the powerlines are down.
Any trying to convince the client through rationality will fail when his energy flow is blocked, because the brain is not in charge of powerlines. I totally disagree that there would be a positive effect by trying to change inner voices and decision.
The brain depends heavily on the general state, if powerlines are blocked the brain gets isolated, it is not supplied with anything anymore that would be needed to go on in life,
there is just no chance for a manager to run the company when he is set out on a lonly island with no telephone, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how good he is.
before i forget: after taking the first dose staphisagria i actually saw how my head was blocked, look at some aura drawings and you will understand how it needs to be, and inside i had made the decision to blow out anything that would block the flow , for the first time i saw that energy needs to flow through us and not held in us, like we sometimes think we are vessel, similar to a computer harddisk, this image is totally wrong,
we are more like an empty pipe and through this pipe are amazing colors that need to pass through. Again this is of course very simplistic, some compare the brain with a radar device that can detect anything from the unviverse that is needed to live a complete life.
To have a faster healing procedure i said to my inside: energy needs to flow- energy needs to flow - i will get rid of everything that blocks the flow. I experienced it especially in my head where the scalp is. Similar to a volcano that needs to spit lava.
[message edited by int12 on Sun, 03 Nov 2013 06:47:48 GMT]
[message edited by int12 on Sun, 03 Nov 2013 06:48:31 GMT]
int12 last decade
Yes, I agree with you about the flow. You are right,
one can describe this as the chakra system flowing or
meridian systems flowing. You have good abilities, not everyone
can take charge the way you did with visualization or intent.
Many times people have an actual physical disorder,that they
do not know about that is keeping the energy low and
causing the mental states. I have worked with 3 people now,
who have had similar mental states due to hidden teeth
infections, that when found and fixed, they went back
to normal thinking in a couple days.
However, bc they did not know what was happening to
them, they were doing a lot of 'thinking' what if type
thinking, then thinking they were defective in some way,
which led to 'negative inner conversations' which they
thought was their own inner voice, saying they were
failures, never did things right, blah blah blah.
People develop same thinking 'habits' after trauma
or abuse. So even tho people got better, from both
causes, they still had thinking habits that were not
as strong, but they now thought this was normal and
this is subtle but undermines a persons certainty.
Once people understood what was an acquired habit,
they then took steps to let it go, or distract themselves
when nagging, negative stuff came up and gradually
it was not there anymore.
one can describe this as the chakra system flowing or
meridian systems flowing. You have good abilities, not everyone
can take charge the way you did with visualization or intent.
Many times people have an actual physical disorder,that they
do not know about that is keeping the energy low and
causing the mental states. I have worked with 3 people now,
who have had similar mental states due to hidden teeth
infections, that when found and fixed, they went back
to normal thinking in a couple days.
However, bc they did not know what was happening to
them, they were doing a lot of 'thinking' what if type
thinking, then thinking they were defective in some way,
which led to 'negative inner conversations' which they
thought was their own inner voice, saying they were
failures, never did things right, blah blah blah.
People develop same thinking 'habits' after trauma
or abuse. So even tho people got better, from both
causes, they still had thinking habits that were not
as strong, but they now thought this was normal and
this is subtle but undermines a persons certainty.
Once people understood what was an acquired habit,
they then took steps to let it go, or distract themselves
when nagging, negative stuff came up and gradually
it was not there anymore.
♡ simone717 last decade
I'm a free mind, it cant be any much more free. this free mind got into troubles, let downs, disaster, humiliation by accident whatever, was listening to the ' damn wrong teachers'.
So now i am still lets say a porous media, full of holes.
so now take a partner from a different cast , a different level. lets say a slave in nature, always doing her duty, trying to fulfill the wish of others, never getting rest, rarely getting out int the awareness of living ......my partner is so different. its a miracle we are living together. That we usually search for a similar leveled person is a fact. that thinks and feels in the same level of our 10 floored brain. Really i mean the brain can adapt to so many different levels , if you are around simple people only - you will sooner or later adapt, and your elevator will let you out on a certain level in the hotel so you can communicate. But oh I am glad to have lived on the roof of the hotel , with fresh air and nobody above to torture me . Now this is the dilemma, i live in the low floors of hotel. its feels like giving up my most precious treasure, it would be so much less pain.. To adapt its like forgeting who i was and living that painful life with her. My theory is, that my pains started with my relationships, maybe I'm not made for it.
So now i am still lets say a porous media, full of holes.
so now take a partner from a different cast , a different level. lets say a slave in nature, always doing her duty, trying to fulfill the wish of others, never getting rest, rarely getting out int the awareness of living ......my partner is so different. its a miracle we are living together. That we usually search for a similar leveled person is a fact. that thinks and feels in the same level of our 10 floored brain. Really i mean the brain can adapt to so many different levels , if you are around simple people only - you will sooner or later adapt, and your elevator will let you out on a certain level in the hotel so you can communicate. But oh I am glad to have lived on the roof of the hotel , with fresh air and nobody above to torture me . Now this is the dilemma, i live in the low floors of hotel. its feels like giving up my most precious treasure, it would be so much less pain.. To adapt its like forgeting who i was and living that painful life with her. My theory is, that my pains started with my relationships, maybe I'm not made for it.
int12 last decade
It may sound trite, but the fact is everything in life changes.
You are here on this forum to get the holes filled up.
Who is to say that you cannot do that?
While you are healing up it is best to put off big life
changing decisions for a time. Let this progress in an
organic fashion. People who have similar issues are
always talking about choosing being alone vs. relationship
and I think that depends on where you are healing-wise.
I have talked to women victims of violence, who thought
they could never have a relationship again, and as they
got healed, now are happily married with a family-which
they thought was impossible previously.
Don't go too fast here.
How are you doing today?
You are here on this forum to get the holes filled up.
Who is to say that you cannot do that?
While you are healing up it is best to put off big life
changing decisions for a time. Let this progress in an
organic fashion. People who have similar issues are
always talking about choosing being alone vs. relationship
and I think that depends on where you are healing-wise.
I have talked to women victims of violence, who thought
they could never have a relationship again, and as they
got healed, now are happily married with a family-which
they thought was impossible previously.
Don't go too fast here.
How are you doing today?
♡ simone717 last decade
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