Lexapro+MMR=reaction?

I had a grand mall panic attack in august (about 2 weeks after an MMR shot that I really didn't need) I have had panic before, but NEVER THAT SEVERE. I went to the Doc and he prescribed me Lexapro. I was literally a mess. I acted like I was on meth and kept calling and telling him something wasn't right. he continued to tell me to take the meds with Xanex on top of it. I took the meds for 12 days till I finally realized that I was poisioning myself. I was having an acute reaction to this med. I stopped cold turkey and went through serious withdrawal symptoms. It is now month four and I am doing a little better, but I still have some persisting problems. I have an internal trembling that won't go away. I have lost 30 pounds due to lack of appetite (before this I was about 20 overweight, so I don't look to thin) My head is flaking everywhere and I still have a hypersensitive state and heightened anxiety. I never had anxiety before, and since 21 years of age ahve only had a few panic attacks. I have found out that i have a slow functioning liver and when I tried a cleanse to get everything out, I felt like I was on that medicine again and can not function. It really screws with my body and mind. I am wired, but lethargic and ahve never been a depressive person. i am extremely outgoing, laugh a lot, confident, and always able to stand up for myself.

I know I left a lot out, but here is what I have so far.

Thanks!

PS Acupuncture make is worse also.