(For Dr. Rishimba) Post Orgasmic Illness Syndrome and unwanted same-sex attractions

28 year old male

1 Describe your main suffering?
suffering from the so called "Post orgasmic illness Syndrome" from the age of 12. I started to lose controll over my life
Since my puberty I have developed unwanted homosexual attractions due to addiction to porn and masturbation.


(Most of the symptoms that I refer have lessened a lot after being on Staphysagria but my mood and mental state and especially self control and discipline are still not good
It seems Staph is proper but not sufficient to deal with all of my symptoms especially depressive mood, indecisiveness, indifference for life.)



2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?

spinal problems (pain and I hear cracks),
shaky eyesight,fatigue after orgasm, excess sebum secretion , rhinitis, problems with urination and prostate, pain after ejaculation. Heart extra beats (pvcs) which i cause to myself like obsessive compulsive without my will but i cant controll it. Lately tinnitus problem appeared.


3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?

OCD, nervousness, depressive mood, forgetfullness, lack of motivation and self-control, For example, I easily give into temptations such as masturbating (I have felt free to masturbate a bit more since stated the remedy since it prevents most of the initial side effects). I can't organize my time at all and tend to procastrinate. I have the feeling that time passes too fast! There is too much repetitiveness and routine and boredom into my life which seems I find it difficult to escape from. I feel emotionally flat and lonely.


4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?

Irritability, inability to socialize, difficulty to think and concentrate, lack of energy and easily exhausted, lack of self control/discipline, greasy hair and itching, feeling hot and sticky if it is summer, depressed and pessimistic and empty, obsessive thoughts, anger and jealus towards other people.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?

It all started gradualy from the age of 12 after ejaculating for the first time. The first symptoms were mostly feeling grief. Then the rest of the symptoms started to appear and they were changing from time to time and through the years in range and heaviness. Maybe it is related to asthma and the medicine that I had to take to deal with it as a child.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?

In the night I 'm not usually in a very good mood. Feel better during the day. Sometimes exhausted and usually feel sleepy at noon.

What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?

Aggravate:
-Masturbation
-Lack of sleep
-Being hungry
-Being in a hurry and under stress
-Staying up late
-After frustration or cancellation.
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ameliorate:
-coffee (before I started homeopathy)
-tea of any type
-drinks like fruit juices
-eating
-sleeping properly
-having success in sth or reached a target
-training, running, swimming
-listening to music

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?

I don't know. Maybe there is an inability in my body or glands to handle or produce certain hormones.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?

During cold and dry weather I feel better

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.

In general I am a shy person who has difficulty to express his emotions and form relationships and lack self confidence. I have never had a relationship or a sexual contact with the opposite sex (except visiting a prostitute once). Since my puberty I have developed unwanted homosexual attractions due to addiction to porn and masturbation. I have a few sexual homoerotic contacts. I used to be interested in girls in the past but because of my shyness and impaired social skills I couldn't achieve anything in terms of relations so my heterosexual attraction has decreased and homosexual increased. I feel very unlucky with and being a shy (or undiagnosed Asperger?) person doesn't help because eventhough I have attractive appearance I am like non-existent to others in social occasions. I am desparate about not beeng able to form relationships with the opposite sex and not having the appropriate opportunities in my life to do so. I have felt a lot of anger in my life for this and being disapproved I need a remedy to fight my current stagnation,loneliness, "nirvana state" and indecisiveness.

I am lazy but I have become lazy because of my state. Moreover I am Moody, nervous (get easily bored, shake my legs for example if I sit in the same place for long), suspicious a bit, quiet because I don't speak a lot, agreeable I could say and easily offended as well.

I get a bit scared of thunderstorms but not a lot

Being consoled : yes

Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?

Yes I am very sensitive to all that. Especially to noise

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?

I pull my hair on my beard and moustache and I can't stop it eventhough it's annoying as I get satisfaction from the smell. Sometimes I would like to weep but I can't

How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?

I love them but they like to controll over me sometimes especially my father.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?

I dream a lot about earthquakes. I have a fear for great heights and I don't feel very comfortable during flights. Moreover fears on how my future will be and fear of losing my relatives, especially my grandmother. Moreover fear of my brother sometimes because he has some psychiatric problems.

-How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?

Can be excessive in the summer and less in the winter.

-How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive? Normal

Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand? No

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?

I think I sweat more than normal. I sweat more in Trunk.

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?

Normal to hyperactive. Stool long like sausage with cracks

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?

I have inability to fall asleep (it may take more than 1 hour), suffer from bad quality of sleep (light sleep) and sometimes I feel numbness in my hands during the sleep as a new pois symptom.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?

No not at all. Only through internet dating sites I can get some homosexual contacts. But not in everyday contact because I lack the social skills. Maybe I have Asperger Syndrome.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?

Yes I feel very different from the others and kind of weird. Sometimes I feel uninteresting and overpassed in terms of personality and having hobbies etc

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?

I took antidepressants in the past which seemed to help me keep my stamina and have a better mood but only for short term.

I started treating this condition by visiting a homeopath doctor last Autumn. She has been treating me with dosages of Staphysagria 12ch (and from time to time she repeats with 1M) for a long time. I have seen a big improvement in my condition in terms of stamina and relief from most of the Pois symptoms but not completely cured as I said before)

22. What major diseases are running in your family?

Psychiatric disorders of my brother (biopolar0, Obsessive compulsive behaviour. Father has prostatitis

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance

Thin, a bit pale and tall. blond hair
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