Male 34 Unmarried suffering from Impotence

I am a male aged 34 unmarried. I am suffering from erectile dysfunction. I have been into this addiction of masturbation for last 18 years. Tried so so many time times to quit it but of no avail.

Since last two months I have reduced its frequency. And now I am suffering from after effects of overmasturbation. But for last one year my sexual strength has gone down considerably.

I stay alone for years and always try to be isolated. Daily night and morning I used to masturbate and on holidays i used to masturbate 3 to 4 times.

After the start of this habit, i have never experienced morning erections. Also my erections have never been strong as in my adolescence age.

My erections are very feeble and not automatic. I have to manually stimulate myself to erect my penis. I have complete loss of libido. I have not experienced enjoyment in masturbation it is just a method to forget tensions and the past. I always avoid girls as I feel very nervous and start behaving weirdly. I am not on even talking terms with ANY female. Now I want to marry to avoid this loneliness. But I am not hopeful that I shall ever be a successful husband and father a child.

I request experts to please give their valuable advice.