nawazkhan sir pls look in to my matter.. _{Page 3 of 3}

nawazkhan sir ASWKM..

Sir i just want to be as i was before this problem

i want to walk without constriction at my abdomen i am very frustrated with my condition although better..

sir i hate this sluggishness keeping hands in the pockets and dullness no activity..

Sir can you pls tell me why i feel constriction at my abdomen specially in walking..

ASWKM nawazkhan sir...

ABDOMEN : it is a sort of constriction ,i cannot freely breathe as soon as i deep breathe it feels there is restriction it feels as my stomach is resticted against lower ribs..

b)this happened when i was in school in nov 2014 i used to feel electric shocks around my abdomen i would bend and it happened many times and later I FELT A LOT OF WEAKNESS IN MY LEGS it felt as if they are not supporting me..


i feel this is my fear which is stuck in my abdomen..

WEAKNESS:Sir i feel my body is not throwing out this negative enegy it FEELS AS IF I AM STUCK...

B) Sir I HAVNT GOT FULL FLEGED PANICK ATTACK WHICH I USED TO GET EARLIER ALTHOUGH VERY TOUGH BUT AFTER PANICK I WOULD BE COMPLETELY RELAXED...BUT NOT NOW..

RUNNING IN MY HEAD: when and how i am going to get out of this problem

b)I am searching the reason for all these things..

Pshycologically :

Childhood : Sir i notice that i dont feel any emotions for my parents and siblings..

I remember in my childhood my mother used to compare me a lot to others and making me feel small ..

FATHER : He used to beat me ..and his most loving way was to beat me in presence of a gathering..

Studies were the most important and lot of irrelevent expectation

I was made a model in studies in my relatives..she would tell a lot of lies regarding my studies..

For me studies were the only thing through which i would be poppular and loved

this was completely smashed in class 6th where there was a boy who was loved by everyone and was made head boy WHICH I WAS THINKING SHOULD BE MINE...

THIS INCIDENT COMPLETELY CHANGED MY LIFE...

After this incident my whole life revolved around jealousy,grief,rejection anger frustration..

Sir These are the only emotions I know...A COMPLETE FEAR BASED LIFE..fear of unloved fear of humiliated ,fear of rejection ,fear of made fun off every thing..

I really dont know what is joy enthusiasm curiousity exitement..

And the final blow to my misery is A friend of mine said to me when i was searching what is wrong with me in class 10 that I HAVE A SMALL FACE ...That was the final nail ..

Sir i feel small and look small than my age..

I am 31 and still look 21 22..

I still feel very immature ..


Sir I am able to tell you all these things because ALLAH opened a path for me just 3 years ago..


Lot of prayers..

nawazkhan siw ASWKM..

sir pls dont mind I am not healthy and quite frustrated and very impatient..

I am really sorry for all the inconviniences and a lot of apologies

i just want to get well do my work and be normal again..thats all..

Thanku again sir..

And sir i request you pls help me but sir i cannot explain why i always study the remedies...

But sir dont think of leaving me..pls
[message edited by aamir2312 on Fri, 15 Jan 2016 06:25:45 UTC]

ASWKM nawazkhan sir..

From today onward i will start what you said i will try my level best to follow the path as taught by our prophet..

Pls direct me..

And sir just one inquiry :

sir do you think this constriction in my abdomen is an ill effect of fear in facing the public when i was in school as a teacher..

May ALLAH give you reward for helping us out and pls pray for me also..

Inshallah i will be cured..

nawazkhan sir ...

sir i have taken Kali phos 200 and pulsatilla 200..in the last seven days..

ASWKM nawazkhan SIR..

sir i have taken the remedy although yesterday i was feeling better but today ;

feeling of restriction around abdomen is more which persist even on sitting although less..

burping makes thing better..

And i have noticed that in the night i become quite better..

but as soon as i see people again contriction around my abdomen..i become very sensitive in public their gesture,their way of talking each and evrything ...this makes me very angry and frustrated...everyone seems to be relaxed and here iam on a constant radar if somebody would humiliate me..

Sir I am also taking kalaunji seeds with honey..
[message edited by aamir2312 on Mon, 18 Jan 2016 12:02:25 UTC]