breast lump

Hello, I am 45 year old female,
when I was 25 I had a very strong emotional deep trauma that caused me to have fibre cystic breast, my prolactin levels were very high..I did not take any medication and just cut on coffee and stress, with acupuncture it was controlled
at age 30 I discovered a fibroid growing on the outer wall of my Uterus on the right side, it grew with time to be 11cm big and I eventually had it removed
at the age of 36 I had my first child at 38 the second,..I always had excess milk, engorgement and I would use warm applications and acupuncture to remove the excess and pain
I breastfed both my kids for 2 years but continued to have milk when I eat certain food or with excitement
I would feel pressure on my breast and a few drops with come out
its been almost 4 years now that I stopped breast feeding my last child and I still get secretions...now its transparent honey color, no foul smell, a bit sticky
a year ago I got a lump on the outer side of my right breast which I treated with acupuncture, but then a few months after I got one on the left , same outside middle side of the breast but I neglected it...but it kept growing,..from march 2015 ..now it is almost a size of a big apricot , hard, painful lump, it is not responding to acupuncture ...it is there the whole time does not go away with my periods but I feel sometimes it is smaller and sometimes bigger...with heat after showers etc...I love my coffees with a bt of full milk, I love warm food and sweet food, fruits, I am very sensitive to music and romantic movies,..impatient, I don't get enough sleep since 10 years bc of my kids...I don't smoke, don't drink enough water when
love arts, poetry, beauty..and appreciate everything in life...melancholic I would say but realistic...
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