Mood swings, jealousy, doubtful of spouse

1. Age - 30 years
2. Male or Female or other - female
3. Single/Married - Married(love)
4. weight - 69
5. Height -5-5 ft-in
6. country - India
7. climate - tropical
8. List of your complaints
Apart from mood swings,
-thyroid
-headache when excited emotionally(well this happens pretty easy) during happiness, sadness, anxiety, tension, stress, sleeplessness due to work etc.,
-left knee hurts. I prefer to sit cross legged all time and cant sit with foot on ground for long. Have a sensation of tingling like water filling though not visible to eye(swelling) when sitting still.
- After a previous homeo treatment for thyroid, I had a rash on my almost right lower back a size of 3x1.5 inches. dark brown in color which is sensitive to heat. and another little round patch under my lower right lip and 1x0.5 inch patch on my right cheek. This was 5 years ago. and it was left untreated after that.
- eyes have grey spots. short sighted -3.00
- ears are crusting and are infected. got treated by allopathy but returned after few days.
- itchy scalp. More itchy when stressed
-Hair fall with white patchy trail after loosing hair, on the fore head and temples.
- have sex drive but dies as i approach the moment. monogamy.
9. Since how long are you suffering from each complaint
- thyroid detected during pregnancy having pills from 12 years
- headache since 1.5 years. it was every now and then like once in 6 months before but this 1.5 years its terrible.On homeo med from last 1 year for headache. If i stop it returns, If I miss it effects my mood.It also rules my menses.
-Left knee from last 2 years. cross legged i always preferred.
- the spot appeared white. was advised some homeo tincture and it turned dark then and remained so
- grey spots from childhood. got tested doc told the are nerve endings!! sight from last 16 years increased rapidly for 2 years and then became stable.
-Crusting is now under control but can feel the soreness, irritation and fullness in ears. from last 1 year
-last 6 years or so
- last 1 year its severe. I can see hair all over my floor. if I stroke my hair it come to my hand.
10. Diabetic or non-Diabetic - Non diabetic
11. Desire sweets/sour/salt - Sour was my preference but due to sensitive teeth I prefer spice now. Salty food seems tasty generally and prefer sweet when in low mood.
12. Thirst - not much. I cant drink 2 lit a day if don't remember that i should
13. Tongue and Taste - white. Taste - not so sensitive
14. Current Blood Pressure (without medicine and with medicine) normal

15. One situation that had a
big effect on you? Had many. Each time I am denied of care from my husband esp during pre and post natal. He do care but thats not enough for me. Sometimes he did leave me when required again that may not be judged. situations rule but they had impact on me. Had 2 abortions(the most depressive times) and having 3 kids

16. Important Question.
Current and previous remedies/medicines you are taking or took in the past?
Puls, Nat Mur, Kali Sulph, Thyroidimum 3x, arsenicum flavum sulph 1x and few others.
17. Educational Qualifications of the patient - graduate
18. Nature of work, what do you do for living? - work from home for home business

19. Important Question.
Mind-behavior, anger, irritability, hurry,
impatient…and so on.. How are you different from other persons, public speaking or not, you can describe all of the details about your behavior, love and affections.
Irritable. Can't bear kids. Anger is like all time and normal very few times. Impatient when trying to concentrate n something either work or an emotion. I brood over for hours together cry for silly things knowing that its not so, but cant control. Always one thought remains in my mind - husband. Want his company (- not sex) all time. Emotional bonding, sharing thoughts and ideas, spending time together just like that. When it comes to sex all the previous incidents flash and I become averse all of a sudden. Do not display it to him. I let him continue and finish without doubt. but it leaves me mentally strained

20. Color of the secretions/discharges e.g
Pus, urine, stool, sputum, Saliva etc.
Normal secretions like according to cycle. sometimes smell bad but returns to normal soon. urine normal. stool - constipated. hemmoroids when stool too dry. Depends on the food I take. feel like sputum is always in my throat. I try to get it out but it does not come and i feel its there always.

For Females Only
21. When is the period during the month approx. date?
Any monthly cycle issues? Regular, early, late, before problems, after problems,
pain, any other discharges?
18 to 22 of every month i may start my period. If well on meds 18 if i miss then little here and there it moves. no pain but fatigue. no other issues

22. Are you pregnant? If yes, please give pregnancy start date? Any current issues?
- No


Other imp points.
have a neck tic. I always feel i have to pull my neck to relieve it. Cant bear much clothing on neck.
Have sweat smell. It is so peculiar that it smells differently for different situations and its clearly identifiable.

I am waiting for your answer sir.

Puls,Nat Mur, Kali sulph
in 200 potenciey and then in 0/1,0/2,0/3,0/4, 0/5,0/6 potencies. If a remedy seemed to work I was given the Zero series as called by the doctor.

Arsenicum Flavum Sulph 1x and i also took thyroidimun 3x 4 pills 3 doses per day.

All these were taken from 2010 to 2013. Also used to get intermediate doses of Baptisia 1M and sulphur 1M when remedies slowed down.

But in 2012 I got the rashes i mentioned and that did not cure either. I felt my symptoms subsided and i didnt need treatment for rashes since it did not bother me much except cosmetic manner and even if bothered(hot water sensitive and slight sensation of something moving over there for few seconds) it was very few times i can neglect it.

All this time(2006) I was on allopathic thyroid medicine which varied from 50 to 75 to 100 mg in due time and now stable at 100 mg from last 2 years. Apart form these I used to get sever cough very frequently while under this treatment. I took these medecines under doctors supervision and they helped me manage my soberness, Easily offended, aversion to sharp smells, Bad dreams with snakes and dogs, Flying dreams, Dejavu dreams, emotionally dependent nature, suicidal thoughts, no gratitude kinda argument, bed wetting once in a while after a liquid pouring like dream, the list can go on. It was all on my mind that worked.

I also went to counselling in 2011 for which the result was " slightly maniac and psychotic" May be due to hypo thyroid. I decided to continue with Homeo and did not go to allopathy for this.

And as I said i used medicines till 2013.

Then I was only on eltroxin 100 mg. In 2015 I got scalp infection with oozing, itchy scalp and ear infection in a small pit in my left ear. Liquid used to flow non stop from ears though in small quantities clear and little awkward smelling. took allopthy. but it returned again. I let it be without treating but it did not stop. then after few months went for homeo treatment for headache and after taking medicine they flow in night and crusted in day. gradually after 6 months they do not flow now but still I feel the uneasiness with full sensation and some crusting in outer ears. Till today alsomt 1 year i have been treated for my headache. I also started feeling in my mind. But this Jan we applied for mutual Divorce which was due in 6 months i.e, june if we submitted documents. Though we signed we did not submit documents. HOwever it did not effect me much then. But as june passed I was severely insecure and thinking all sort of odd things. and unable to controll
[message edited by ayesha3 on Tue, 23 Aug 2016 08:33:08 UTC]

"On homeo med from last 1 year for headache"
What remedy is being taken and in what potency? How many times per day?
-- Right now none(from last 2 months no med). I used to take one dose morning and one dose evening 3 pills. No idea of what medicine it is. This doc won't disclose. But this time I will try to get the names. Headache almost all subsided. Now it occurs only when before period. when I eat late, sleep very less due to work, read for long times on phone. So by controlling these I almost get headache only once that is before period.

"Puls, Nat Mur, Kali Sulph" and, Arsenicum Album.

What is the potency of each remedy and when were these taken?
-- answered in my last post

When was the last period?
--20 July

What remedy(s) have been taken for the last 5 days.
-- None

in my last post it is " I also started feeling better
in my mind." and not " I also started feeling in my mind."
[message edited by ayesha3 on Tue, 23 Aug 2016 11:02:23 UTC]

Going with Lachesis 1M. SInce I have already been on others. Started today. Will let you know how it goes.
[message edited by ayesha3 on Mon, 03 Oct 2016 13:15:56 UTC]

I know i am back early... than a month.
BEfore that i want to tell you that I was feeling really let down and many family issues happened in between 24 Aug to Sept 20. And many things changed in our relationship. I did talk to my husband in this phase and we decided to be more concentrating on kids rather than our relationship which may be mended in due course. I was rather gald to have this change and hoping to make my best out of it which would have otherwise resulted in a divorce.
I did take few more medicines after lachesis 1m. It did feel helpful but not in all aspects. It did help me to manage my jealosy for some extent. I am able to tolerate though not always... but I am not easily let down and not as frequent as before. I took Sepia 200 twice in a week which I felt really helped me and I was clear of most of my postpartum depression. I say this because I tend to remember the incidents that occurred during this phase of my life almost rarely after taking this med. Later on I had Ignetia 1m when an incident triggered my overthinking. even that helped me. However I feel these to be short time remedies. and I need a long term solution which will help me move out of this mental state. I have self prescribed these medicines. And I did not go with puls as suggested in earlier comment of one of the member because I felt Some part of me was fixed by using it but now that medicine has no effect on me. It happens with me many a times. I used to get an intermediate dose (when treated with puls by doc) for boosting and still the progress would stall. Thought to mention hoping this would help in prescribing me. Since my relationship is mended I now experience lesser mental aggravations, but if a trigger event happens I am unable to control thoughts. I am able to manage to keep it for myself and not effecting others with my behavior and also to get out of it by conscious trying and teaching myself that I need to end it there. As of now I am suffering with a physical problem. My joints are aching all my finger and toe and knees and all. the ache is not so severe to treat it but it slows down my activity and makes me feel burdensome in mood. It generally happens in winter and cool days. Making a new life. Please help me catch up physically and mentally. If i stop doing things again my relationship is at stake! And thank you for all who take up my case and provide suggestions. I really feel the care you people show me.

Started on clac carb 30c today will follow up with arnica 30c and report back

Calc carb is amazing and helped me with my pains due to winter. Now physically fit and good at work and all fine the only symptom that keeps coming back is suspicion. This has rose to a level that even if i hear a girls name from his mouth I am feeling extremely depressed.

Please help!!!

I keep telling myself not to think that way its all not true it aggravates more!!
[message edited by ayesha3 on Sat, 26 Nov 2016 07:43:47 UTC]